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Also Forever Waiting for Spring<br />

Ash Hooke<br />

I mark my existence in crows;<br />

Counting those that fly<br />

And those that feast,<br />

Startling in peripheral,<br />

Darkening my vision.<br />

How many makes a murder?<br />

Sometimes I am lost<br />

In their wondrous flight;<br />

Their blue blackness,<br />

Shining eyes.<br />

Sharpened beaks and feet.<br />

Sometimes I am the meat.<br />

My own harbingers,<br />

Heralding these underworlds<br />

That reside within.<br />

Only black birds shelter in hell.<br />

Twentyfivethousandyearlongmoments<br />

Lived in fog and blood<br />

Ravens circling for flesh<br />

Collecting my shiny bits as they slipped<br />

From wounded<br />

Skin split beneath barbed-word bindings,<br />

His and theirs.<br />

Synapses bloom, overgrown by<br />

Thickets of pomegranates<br />

Hooked through<br />

The softest parts of my brain.<br />

Thorny vines<br />

Finding footsteps set in<br />

Trauma’s magma,<br />

Death’s birds picking at<br />

Anything left.<br />

Crying is of no consequence.<br />

My Ceres lost to a labyrinth<br />

Herself.<br />

And<br />

Even though I sit<br />

Inside my one fifth freedom.<br />

Hell squats too deep<br />

At the end of a nightmare path<br />

I walk on my fists.<br />

And still<br />

The crows circle.<br />

Persephone’s spring<br />

Elusive as a flock of<br />

Doves.<br />

Force-fed bushels;<br />

Choked into silence, whole fruit<br />

Swallowed<br />

To ensure eternal<br />

Doom.<br />

Crimson seeds settling, until<br />

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