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Tryst Six Venom by Penelope Douglas

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“A booty call is better than a long time of nothing,” he fires back. “You

get tired of being alone.”

So he’s saying she chose sneaking around with me over a solid

relationship because…

Because she likes me. A lot.

That’s what he’s worried about. How much she’s going to tolerate from

me just to have a piece.

Liv… While guilt tugs at me that I’m not broadcasting her to the world,

I’m a little happy. She really likes me.

“You should take her on a date,” Trace adds. “You should hold her

hand.”

I’d love to go anywhere with her. Go everywhere.

But when Callum touches me in public, no one bats an eye. We could be

standing on the sidewalk in front of the movie theater, but I can’t stand on the

sidewalk in front of the movie theater with my hands on Liv’s waist or my

body pressed to hers. It would be a scene. A statement.

And every minute I was out with her, I’d be worrying about everyone

looking at us, judging us, talking about us, and I wouldn’t be thinking about

her or us. I would only be thinking about that.

“I hate the way things are,” I tell him, “but I’m afraid everything will

change. I can’t tell my parents I’m bi…bisexual. I can barely even say the

word. And what if I’m not? What if it’s just Liv? There would be no going

back. What if I’m confused? What if I’m wrong? I…”

I trail off, my panic evident, but it feels kind of good to let it out. To talk

to someone about it other than Liv.

Trace nods. “You shouldn’t tell them you’re bisexual, Clay,” he says.

“You’re not.”

Huh?

“I mean, some people are,” he assures. “But I’ve also learned that some

people will simply say they’re bisexual rather than gay, because they feel it’s

easier on their families.”

I stare at him, his words tumbling around in my head.

“It softens the blow,” he explains. “‘Look, Mom and Dad. Part of me is

still normal. I might still marry a guy, have babies, and not completely

fucking embarrass you someday.’” He turns to me. “You strike me as the

type of person who would give up as little as possible about themselves to

maintain the status quo,” he says. “The one who will sacrifice the bare

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