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Language of my Choosing by Anne Pia sampler

Where do I truly belong? This is the question Anne Pia continually asked of herself growing up in the Italian-Scots community of post-World War Two Edinburgh. This candid, vibrant memoir shares her struggle to bridge the gap between a traditional immigrant way of life and attaining her goal of becoming an independent-minded professional woman. Through her journey beyond the expectations of family, she discovers how much relationships with other people enhance, inhibit and ultimately define self. Yet – like her relationship with her own mother – her ‘belonging’ in her Italian and Scottish heritages remains to this day unresolved and complex.

Where do I truly belong? This is the question Anne Pia continually asked of herself growing up in the Italian-Scots community of post-World War Two Edinburgh.

This candid, vibrant memoir shares her struggle to bridge the gap between a traditional immigrant way of life and attaining her goal of becoming an independent-minded professional woman.

Through her journey beyond the expectations of family, she discovers how much relationships with other people enhance, inhibit and ultimately define self. Yet – like her relationship with her own mother – her ‘belonging’ in her Italian and Scottish heritages remains to this day unresolved and complex.

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language <strong>of</strong> <strong>my</strong> choosing<br />

Author’s Note<br />

this book evokes a period in time. It is a first-hand<br />

account <strong>of</strong> life in one immigrant family and a portrayal <strong>of</strong><br />

the changing Scottish Italian community in Edinburgh over<br />

a forty-year span. Together with English, the rich dialect <strong>of</strong><br />

Viticuso, which I spoke with <strong>my</strong> grandmother, was a mother<br />

tongue and I have <strong>of</strong>fered some insights into the relationship<br />

<strong>of</strong> Italian Scots with that language. I hope that I have both<br />

paid tribute to that raw language <strong>of</strong> intimacy and humour<br />

and encouraged others to own and be proud <strong>of</strong> that fine<br />

legacy.<br />

As I write, universal concerns about immigration and<br />

the movement <strong>of</strong> people dominate world politics. I explain<br />

from <strong>my</strong> experience <strong>of</strong> racism after World War Two, that<br />

integration is <strong>of</strong>ten painful and challenging with regard to<br />

family and social relationships; and how the exclusion <strong>of</strong> one<br />

group <strong>by</strong> another dominating culture can breed a potentially<br />

dangerous counter <strong>of</strong>fensive. It leaves many <strong>of</strong> us affected <strong>by</strong><br />

it, dislocated, damaged and disoriented.<br />

This is <strong>my</strong> story about finding <strong>my</strong> identity through<br />

<strong>my</strong> gradual distancing from the background <strong>of</strong> loss and<br />

alienation that I grew up in. It is a tale <strong>of</strong> strength, self-belief<br />

and optimism.<br />

<strong>Anne</strong> <strong>Pia</strong><br />

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