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But it was something. It was the fi
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I love.Thankfully, she said yes.Or
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“Actually, no, I’ve lost money,
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information I had about the doomed
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western Syria. It was the Syrian Ar
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relentlessly to secure an interview
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me for long talks about just these
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This wretched exodus moved me in a
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weeks, three at most. But now when
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barking out questions, most of them
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there in February a few weeks befor
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leave, they spilled into both lanes
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“Why do you have to go?” she as
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balconies. The hotel was the headqu
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other Fox correspondents in Lviv an
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guards you knew from other assignme
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EightHorenkaOn March 14, I anchored
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roads through the city were clogged
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location. We passed a side street a
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twenty feet from the car. I looked
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NineEmergency PostureAbit after 2 p
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Then the hand on the back of my jac
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somewhat specific—there were rumb
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“Can you help us get Ben Hall out
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“For your rescue to happen, a ser
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TenSeasprayWord about what happened
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staggering amount of speech, visual
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out to the contacts already in plac
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ElevenThe Two AnyasThe story of the
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made it about three miles before fi
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the Eighty-Second Infantry Battalio
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Later that day, March 14, Seaspray
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TwelveThe Only Viable OptionNear th
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be spotted. When they came to check
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Ukraine, the options available for
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ThirteenThe Prime Minister’s Trai
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Suzanne Scott the previous day, she
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While on the call, Jay Wallace aske
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had to make to Bitner’s wife, inf
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engagement mode, poised to confront
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hesitant to authorize anyone to go
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told Seaspray to wait. He got back
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FourteenThe Extraction PlatformThe
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That was not an easy thing to do. T
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Where I was, where Pierre and Sasha
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brilliant level of emotion that had
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active duty, to serve as the liaiso
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green camos and helmets moving with
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my gurney and stared at me intently
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allowing the staff at Landstuhl to
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with an amputation and prosthetics.
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The nurse was fine, thank goodness.
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surroundings registered. She was in
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SixteenC-17The body of our beloved
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Sasha, and who also perished in the
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for that day, Walter Reed could no
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outside my hospital room. She didn
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save the plane from enemies. Back a
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SeventeenMogadishuThe monstrous C-1
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metal table with drains at every co
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come. Before I arrived at BAMC, Joh
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What I learned is that sharing how
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and that would be all I needed to k
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building in Mogadishu. It was 2014,
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below. But that didn’t matter, be
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One was tibia elongation, which was
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was a frightening moment and a real
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“Yes, it is,” Alicia said. “I
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myself. I had to lie naked in bed w
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a moving letter: “My prayer for y
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building up my upper leg muscles an
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had an air of mystery. He looked th
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condition that one doctor asked me
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I didn’t have to ask that questio
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was the key.It seemed to me that da
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family, but having them there in th
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would react to me in my new conditi
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This was a battery-powered device t
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changing room with me, and we strug
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Before I could stand up, Alicia rea
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The funny part about the dream is t
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state of partial disarray, then we
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two beautiful white horses and aske
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What I’ve learned, however, is th
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AcknowledgmentsI am indebted to so
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the Intrepid at BAMC, particularly
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Photo SectionMy grandfather Alastai
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Spain. “He had an adventurous spi
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Reporting from a rebel cave in Taft
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Alicia and I in Norfolk, England, i
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Reporting from a hilltop above the
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Pierre and I on horses in a rare re
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A pile-up on Daddy in our home in w
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On a balcony of the InterContinenta
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Pierre filmed me on March 14 as I r
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Courtesy of Save Our AlliesSeaspray
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Getting buckled into the U.S. Air F
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Standing up on my crude temporary p
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A happy day at BAMC—me doing alit
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Celebrating my fortieth birthday wi
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The moment of our joyful reunion: A
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With Hero, Honor, and Iris a few da
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