VOL 120, ISSUE 16 - March 9th, 2023
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10<br />
THURSDAY<br />
MAR 9,<br />
<strong>2023</strong><br />
AN ODE TO GIRLHOOD<br />
SPORTS OPINION<br />
11<br />
OPINION<br />
OLIVER RIVER SA-<br />
TALICH is a first-year<br />
environmental studies<br />
major.<br />
I am not a woman, but girlhood lives in me<br />
— ribbons of femininity were woven through<br />
me as a child and taught me who I am.<br />
For me, girlhood is synonymous with<br />
childhood because it is the only chapter of my<br />
life in which I was a girl. I was raised with the<br />
expectation that I would become a woman, and<br />
even though I didn’t, the lessons I learned from<br />
girlhood are still embedded into my life.<br />
My girlhood was uninhibited, wild, and<br />
free. I hadn’t yet internalized the world’s misogyny,<br />
and I wasn’t bound to the expectations of<br />
being a “proper” girl — not that I ever tried to<br />
be proper. To me, girlhood was raising butterflies,<br />
swinging in rhythm with your best friend,<br />
and making “potions” out of twigs and leaves.<br />
When I was a girl, with dirty blonde hair<br />
and a fear of monkey bars, I was unafraid of acting<br />
strange. I made weird jokes and read “Warrior<br />
Cats” and pretended my friends and I had<br />
fairy wings. We jumped off bark chip piles that seemed as tall as mountains<br />
— we could fly. I dyed my hair for the first time at eight years old, and have<br />
almost always had color in it since. When I was little, I never cared what<br />
clothes or shoes I wore or what section they came from, just that they fit. The<br />
things that made me weird brought me joy, regardless of how people looked<br />
at me.<br />
I know now, after a lot of trial and error, that I’m nonbinary, an identity<br />
under the transgender umbrella — I use they/them and he/him pronouns.<br />
For years after coming out, I dressed as masculine as possible to try and<br />
correct the gender dysphoria I was experiencing. Every time someone used<br />
my birth name or used she/her pronouns to refer to me, it felt like my lungs<br />
were collapsing.<br />
I was 12 years old when I cut my hair, bought new clothes, and left my<br />
girlhood behind. But she followed me, dancing in my shadow, singing in my<br />
laughter. I shunned her at first, desperate to learn who I truly was. I thought<br />
that acknowledging my girlhood would make people think I was still a girl,<br />
so I needed to separate myself from her in order to get to know myself better.<br />
When I was almost <strong>16</strong>, the world shut down for COVID-19 and I spent<br />
my time at home, where there was no society to act out gender for. I stopped<br />
cutting my hair, and over two years it grew to the longest it had been since I<br />
was 12. I liked it. It reminded me not of the discomfort that I had previously<br />
associated with my girlhood, but the freedom of expression and delicateness<br />
of femininity. French braiding my hair for the first time since middle school<br />
was like coming home, back to the kitchen table where my mom taught me<br />
how to braid.<br />
Now, at 18, I am confident enough in myself that I can look back at my<br />
girlhood and acknowledge what she taught me. The wonder that allowed<br />
my imagination to roam free still lingers. My passion for learning has stuck<br />
around since the days of teaching myself cursive. I play pretend on the weekends<br />
with my friends at our virtual Dungeons & Dragons sessions.<br />
Girlhood is about experiencing the simple joys life has to offer and being<br />
your unfiltered self. Although things are more complicated now, stripping life<br />
back to the wonder and dreams of my youth remains a staple of my self-discovery<br />
and growth.<br />
I am exceedingly privileged in the scope of trans people’s experiences,<br />
being that I’m white, have a supportive family, and live in a state where my<br />
rights are protected, but I am scared of what’s to come. Conservative politics<br />
are gaining traction across the country, and are calling for what one conservative<br />
news host called the “preposterous ideology” of “transgenderism” to<br />
be “eradicated.”<br />
The girl I used to be never backed down from a challenge, and neither<br />
will I. She taught me to fight, to be loud, to be bizarre.<br />
I gained wonder and determination from my girlhood — what did you<br />
learn from yours?<br />
GRAPHIC BY MADI REYES/GRAPHICS CENTER<br />
COMPASSION IN COACHING COUNTS<br />
The “Zen Master,” Phil Jackson, at work. PHOTO COURTESY OF WIKIMEDIA COMMONS.<br />
SOPHIA MCCRACKIN<br />
Staff Writer<br />
Take some Advil, keep your head down, keep playing, and most importantly,<br />
win. For thousands of athletes, coaches preaching the gospel of<br />
victory over all else has pushed them to compete on fractured bones, practice<br />
through sickness, and train in the aftermath of significant trauma. For many,<br />
losing simply isn’t an option.<br />
“Old fashioned” coaching tactics, including blaming, belittling, and undermining<br />
athletes have been the default mindset in sports for a long time,<br />
but athletes have begun speaking out. The Journal of Clinical Sport Psychology<br />
reported that such coaching tactics, while common, “may lead to negative<br />
consequences for athletes, such as high levels of anxiety and depression.”<br />
As athletes like Simone Biles and Naomi Osaka open the discussion<br />
about the mental toll that sports take, the role of a coach in an athlete’s<br />
mental health has risen to the surface. A 2021 NCAA survey found that just<br />
53% of college athletes say their coaches take their mental health concerns<br />
seriously. Similarly, 22% of female athletes and 15% of male athletes listed<br />
their relationship with their coach as a major factor negatively affecting their<br />
mental health.<br />
Here at USF, coaching scandals have plagued the athletics department.<br />
In <strong>March</strong> 2022, the San Francisco Chronicle published an article on the filing<br />
of a class action lawsuit against two USF baseball coaches, who were later<br />
fired. That lawsuit, originally filed by three anonymous players, has grown to<br />
include 12 current and former USF baseball players. The following summer,<br />
another lawsuit concerning abusive coaching came to light, this time filed<br />
against USF women’s basketball coach Molly Goodenbour. USF isn’t alone<br />
either. In January, St. Mary’s College fired their winningest women’s basketball<br />
coach of all time after an internal investigation.<br />
These lawsuits and whistleblowing point to the change in coaching culture<br />
that is needed across the country.<br />
Coaching requires awareness of athletes as whole people, beyond athletics.<br />
To protect athletes, player-coach relationships need to include positive reinforcement,<br />
healthy boundaries of communication outside of practice, and<br />
space for athletes to grow from their mistakes.<br />
Phil Jackson, the most successful coach in NBA history, and an inductee<br />
into the NBA Hall of Fame as a player, had a famously unique approach to<br />
cooling the adrenaline and ego fueled culture of a professional sports team.<br />
Jackson worked his entire coaching career to fuse mindfulness and meditation<br />
into the routines of all his players. Jackson saw the big picture, the way that<br />
life and basketball intertwined for his players, and he strove to make them<br />
better in both regards. Between asking his players to read Herman Hesse’s<br />
“Siddhartha” and teaching them to meditate, Jackson earned the nickname<br />
the “Zen Master.” The unconventionality in Jackson’s coaching has changed<br />
not just the world of basketball, but the world of sports. His contributions<br />
have made Jackson widely regarded as the greatest coach of all time.<br />
Coaches should have an ethical responsibility to care for their players<br />
and not abuse the unique power they have over the minds and bodies of their<br />
team. Tough love has a time and a place, and the best coaches should be able<br />
to read their players and know when punishment is not helping them grow.<br />
Dr. Laura Miele, an expert in sports psychology and coaching consulting<br />
wrote in Psychology Today that “When an athlete is in an environment<br />
where they can take risks or make an error without being reprimanded, it<br />
helps them grow. Athletes learn by their mistakes, just as coaches learn by<br />
their mistakes” With a conscientious approach to coaching, a 2021 study<br />
found that “athletes who feel valued and understood by others (e.g., elements<br />
of the team) performed better and presented higher levels of psychological<br />
well-being, and lower levels of perceived stress.”<br />
Sports are meant to push the limits of physical exertion and mental<br />
toughness. However, when coaches do not respect their players' well-being,<br />
players may make unnecessary and dangerous sacrifices to their health that<br />
no game is worth. Coaches who value their players more than they value the<br />
game are far too scarce. As we look to the future of sports, we ought to be<br />
looking for coaches with compassion, as well as impressive drive and experience.<br />
SPORTS