Contemporary Arts (Module 1)

But how could you even love me?
I'm not even the gender you're attracted to
You like the things a girl has I wish I had to live with too
You don't know how many sheep I have counted just to get you out of my head
You don't know how badly I want to wake up with you beside my bed
I like boys who talk like Einstein and speaks their words into action
And the ones I can laugh with on any day or occasion
You like girls who're as beautiful as was bright Lucifer before his fall
But I can be the sunshine in your worst days and downfall
I know there's no chance and I know you don't feel the same way about me
I just have to live the reality that you and I aren't destined to be
I see you as the man I'll hold hands with on the beach and watch the sunset together
While you just see me as a stranger
I watch you smile from a distance and I wish I inspired it
I watch you laugh so loud like New Year's fireworks and I wish I ignited it
I can feel the earth swallowing me down when I see you from afar
And when you smile with that crooked teeth of yours, you don't even know how beautiful you
are
I deny the need to detach 'cause I can't... but I need to
I don't want to go against the grain and lose myself from loving you
So I'll just keep this feeling to myself and never tell you
Someday, you'll find a fine-looking lady for your fine house
And I'll watch you...
And I think it's safe to assume, at least to my fantasy,
That if you weren't a straight guy, you would date me