The Love Hypothesis by Ali Hazelwood

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“If you were a half-decent ally to any of the grads in thedepartment, you would just dump your fucking boyfriend.”“How— Do you even realize how little sense you are . . .”No reason to finish her sentence, since Greg was stormingout of the lab and slamming the door behind him, clearlyuninterested in anything Olive might have wanted to add. Sheran a hand down her face, unsettled by what had justhappened.“He’s not . . . he doesn’t really mean it. Not about you, atleast,” Chase said while scratching his head. A nice reminderthat he’d been standing there, in the room, for the entirety ofthis conversation. Front-row seat. It was going to take maybefifteen minutes before everyone in the program knew about it.“Greg needs to graduate in the spring with his wife. So thatthey can find postdocs together. They don’t want to live apart,you know.”She nodded—she hadn’t known, but she could imagine.Some of her anger dissipated. “Yeah, well.” Being horrible tome isn’t going to make his thesis work go any faster, she didn’tadd.Chase sighed. “It’s not personal. But you have tounderstand that it’s weird for us. Because Carlsen . . . Maybehe wasn’t on any of your committees, but you must know thekind of guy he is, right?”She was unsure how to respond.“And now you guys are dating, and . . .” Chase shruggedwith a nervous smile. “It shouldn’t be a matter of taking sides,but sometimes it can feel like it, you know?”Chase’s words lingered for the rest of the day. Olivethought about them as she ran her mice through herexperimental protocols, and then later while she tried to figureout what to do with those two outliers that made her findings

Olive: Did you just fail Greg?tricky to interpret. She mulled it over while biking home, hotwind warming her cheeks and ruffling her hair, and whileeating two slices of the saddest pizza ever. Malcolm had beenon a health kick for weeks now (something about cultivatinghis gut microbiome) and refused to admit that cauliflowercrust did not taste good.Among her friends, Malcolm and Jeremy had hadunpleasant dealings with Adam in the past, but after the initialshock they didn’t seem to hold Olive’s relationship with himagainst her. She hadn’t concerned herself too much with thefeelings of other grads. She had always been a bit of a loner,and focusing on the opinion of people she barely interactedwith seemed like a wasteful use of time and energy. Still,maybe there was a glimmer of truth in what Greg had said.Adam had been anything but a jerk to Olive, but did acceptinghis help while he acted horribly toward her fellow grads makeher a bad person?Olive lay on her unmade bed, looking up at the glow-inthe-darkstars. It had been more than two years since she’dborrowed Malcolm’s stepladder and carefully stuck them onthe ceiling; the glue was starting to give out, and the largecomet in the corner by the window was going to fall off anyday. Without letting herself think it through too much, sherolled out of bed and rummaged inside the pockets of herdiscarded jeans until she found her cell phone.She hadn’t used Adam’s number since he’d given it to her afew days ago—“If anything comes up or you need to cancel,just give me a call. It’s quicker than an email.” When shetapped the blue icon under his name a white screen popped up,a blank slate with no history of previous messages. It gaveOlive an odd rush of anxiety, so much so that she typed thetext with one hand while biting the thumbnail on the other.

Olive: Did you just fail Greg?

tricky to interpret. She mulled it over while biking home, hot

wind warming her cheeks and ruffling her hair, and while

eating two slices of the saddest pizza ever. Malcolm had been

on a health kick for weeks now (something about cultivating

his gut microbiome) and refused to admit that cauliflower

crust did not taste good.

Among her friends, Malcolm and Jeremy had had

unpleasant dealings with Adam in the past, but after the initial

shock they didn’t seem to hold Olive’s relationship with him

against her. She hadn’t concerned herself too much with the

feelings of other grads. She had always been a bit of a loner,

and focusing on the opinion of people she barely interacted

with seemed like a wasteful use of time and energy. Still,

maybe there was a glimmer of truth in what Greg had said.

Adam had been anything but a jerk to Olive, but did accepting

his help while he acted horribly toward her fellow grads make

her a bad person?

Olive lay on her unmade bed, looking up at the glow-inthe-dark

stars. It had been more than two years since she’d

borrowed Malcolm’s stepladder and carefully stuck them on

the ceiling; the glue was starting to give out, and the large

comet in the corner by the window was going to fall off any

day. Without letting herself think it through too much, she

rolled out of bed and rummaged inside the pockets of her

discarded jeans until she found her cell phone.

She hadn’t used Adam’s number since he’d given it to her a

few days ago—“If anything comes up or you need to cancel,

just give me a call. It’s quicker than an email.” When she

tapped the blue icon under his name a white screen popped up,

a blank slate with no history of previous messages. It gave

Olive an odd rush of anxiety, so much so that she typed the

text with one hand while biting the thumbnail on the other.

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