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I Fell in Love with Hope - Lancali

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Neo preferred the planning, the hypotheticals, the logistics. He

walked (this was pre-wheelchair era) to his room, rummaged through

his cardboard box, and found an old notebook with a metal spiral

spine, one he used to rip pages out of when he was dissatisfied. He

held it up over his head on the roof, then dropped it onto the

concrete beneath the night sky.

He took everything into account. He was the one who coined the

term, Hit List. Because we weren’t just stealing, we were killing. Our

targets laid on the first pages in smudged black ink:

Time. Time must always be the first.

Disease. Not pathogens, not titles derived from Latin, the essence of

illness. The name of suffering.

Death. Death must always be the last.

There are more. We have endless names to take, to steal from.

The next page was the declaration. Dramatic, I know, but challenging

such things requires it.

To all who stole from us, we defy you. You tempt the world and lay

waste to it, but try and lay waste to us. Our minds are stronger than

our bodies, and our bodies are not yours to call weak. We will kill you

in every way we know. That way, when we must go, the playing field

is even.

Time will end. Disease will fester. Death will die.

C wrote that. Neo took the pen and wrote it, but C crafted it himself,

like a song. All except the final line. That one belongs to Neo. C was

never about Planning or Execution. He was about being present for it

all, not in the grips of elsewhere. He wrote what we all think but

usually didn’t know how to say.

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