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I Fell in Love with Hope - Lancali

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Sony smirked, as devils do. She grabbed Carl by the face and kissed

him with such force he stumbled back into the front desk. Freedom

comes in degrees, and Sony basks in whatever heat of freedom she

chooses. Once she was done with him she wrote her phone number

on his palm and followed us out.

The ocean graces us with salty scents laden in tart and as stars

skate over every ripple. We grace it with our scream-singing voices

and poor renditions of beloved classic rock songs. Windows down.

Music blasting. Not a care for what we leave behind.

With our remaining six dollars and ninety cents, we park the truck

beside the boardwalk and convince a short woman with a white hat

and a cart to sell us ice cream for half the price. She calls us

damned kids and shoves the cones in our hands.

Hikari points to the ocean reaching for shore, foaming white like a

beer bottle and misting like cigarette smoke. On the beach, parties

hold on to their end-of-season zeal. People dance beside on-thesand

bars with the familiar smell of actual cigarettes and alcohol.

Lapping at the ice cream, Sony gives her remaining to Neo. She

flings her dirty white sneakers off, leaving them on the boardwalk

and hopping down to the sand. Effortlessly, she blends into the

crowd of end-of-summer deniers.

Strangers look twice, caught by that brutal beauty. The roan layer of

hair and the dancing constellation across her nose. C hops down

with Neo on his arm. Strangers look twice as strength’s tiny body

moves in sync with compassion’s gentle beat. I take Hikari and her

sundress into the scene. She stumbles, but I catch her, interlacing

our fingers, dancing the only way I know, with her leading my hand.

Strangers look twice, not for any semblance of lost time, repulsing

illness, or death. They look twice at kids lost in the moment and in

each other.

Adventure becomes impatient, and we race to catch it, across the

beach all the way to a stretch uninhabited by anyone but the gulls

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