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HAPPY

Birthday

The tiny baby whom

I love the most, Eza.


T H E O P E N I N G

Hello, my most awesome

baby who's turning 20

years old today, how's

your feeling right now? I

really hope you're happy

so that you can enjoy your

birthday with me. Well,

honestly I'm not here to

say many words since I

already made a not-solong

letter for you in the

next page.

Baby, I already

prepared a book that

contains 20 main

pages which are

dedicated for you. So,

please read them

carefully. I hope it's

enough to make a

smile on your face

today.

I love you, my dearest

Eza. I will always do.


PAGE 1

CONGRATULATIONS

FOR SURVIVING

ANOTHER YEAR

Eza, gimana rasanya hidup

selama dua puluh tahun ini?

Banyakan seneng atau

sedihnya? Eza hari ini lebih ke

excited atau khawatir karena

mau berkepala dua? Jujur, dulu

waktu papi umur 20 tahun buat

pertama kali, papi rasanya ga

percaya campur bangga. Kaya ...

wow, papi udah 20 tahun dan

bukan anak belasan lagi. Apa

Eza juga ngerasa gitu? Kalau

sama berarti kita jodoh, kalau ga

sama tetep jodoh juga. Eza

sayang, hidup selama ini pasti ga

mudah kan? Banyak hal yang

Eza lewatin selama 20 tahun ini,

yet you still survive. I couldn't be

more proud of you, Eza.

Dua puluh tahun lalu, pasti

banyak yang bahagia Eza lahir

ke dunia. Mereka bahagia

karena dunia kedatangan anak

baik kaya Eza. Dua puluh tahun

kemudian setelah Eza lahir,

akhirnya papi bisa gabung

bareng orang-orang yang

berbahagia atas kelahiran Eza.

It might sound a bit cringey, but

I meant it. I'm so happy Eza was

born and still surviving till this

day. Thank you.

Eza, papi sayang banget sama

Eza. Eza juga harus sayang diri

sendiri, okay? I want us to love

the same person. Eza, di hari

ulang tahun Eza ini, papi mau

Eza bahagia sepanjang hari.

Papi mau Eza senyum terus dan

bersyukur masih ada sampai

hari ini. Eza harus makan yang

enak hari ini, pokoknya harus

happy terus. Eza juga bisa

bilang ke papi kalau ada hal

yang bisa papi lakuin biar Eza

happy, bakalan papi usahain

buat Eza. Happy birthday, tiny.

Selamat punya umur baru. Papi

sayang Eza dan akan selalu

begitu.


THANK YOU

Halaman ini akan berisi kumpulan terima kasih karena

papi bersyukur Eza masih ada di sini. Eza, terima kasih

banyak udah lahir dua puluh tahun lalu. Terima kasih

karena Eza masih memilih bertahan walau dunia kadang

bertingkah bajingan. Terima kasih karena Eza memilih

bangun setiap hari sampai hari ini. Terima kasih sudah

berani kuat dan hadapi dunia. Terima kasih karena dua

puluh tahun ini, Eza memilih untuk ga jadi jahat. Terima

kasih sudah jadi sumber bahagia banyak orang selama

ini, termasuk papi. Terima kasih banyak, Eza. Bertahan

ga selalu mudah, tapi Eza berhasil sampai hari ini.

Terima kasih banyak ya, sayang?

PAGE 2


SORRY

Eza, papi ga tahu udah berapa banyak hal buruk yang

terjadi dalam hidup Eza selama ini. Maka dari itu, papi

mau wakilin maaf untuk semua hal yang udah nyakitin

Eza, tapi ga pernah minta maaf. Maaf kalau selama ini

Eza pernah nangis sendirian karena ga tau mau ngadu

ke siapa. Maaf selama ini ada beberapa hal yang bikin

Eza mikir kalau Eza ga layak. Maaf buat seseorang yang

pergi padahal Eza ga siap sama perpisahan. Maaf buat

semua sakit yang harus Eza tanggung sendirian. Maaf

buat hal-hal yang udah nyakitin Eza dan buat Eza

ketakutan. Pasti ga mudah ngelewatin semuanya ya,

sayang? Maaf Eza harus hadepin semua sendirian.

PAGE 3


PLEASE

Eza, atas semua hal yang bikin kamu mau menyerah,

apa boleh papi minta tolong? Tolong jangan pernah

nyerah atas hidup sesusah apapun itu. Kalau Eza capek,

Eza bisa istirahat, tapi tolong jangan menyerah hidup.

Tolong selalu ingat kalau Eza itu berarti, entah itu buat

diri sendiri atau orang lain. Jadi, tolong jangan pernah

mikir Eza ga berharga dan pantes diinjak-injak karena

Eza lebih dari itu. Tolong selalu bahagia. Papi ga tau apa

definisi bahagia buat Eza, tapi sekecil apapun alasannya,

tolong selalu bahagia Eza. Eza berhak bahagia. Tolong

jaga kesehatan. Papi mau Eza ada untuk waktu yang

sangat lama. Oleh karena itu, Eza wajib sehat terus.

PAGE 4


WISH

To be honest, I'm not really good at making wishes since

all I can wish is all the best for you. But lemme try. Papi

berharap Eza selalu sehat dan mualnya ga sering

kambuh, papi ga suka liat Eza kesakitan, jadi Eza harus

sehat terus. Papi berharap hari Eza selalu baik, kalaupun

lagi ga baik, papi berharap Eza bisa kuat hadapin hari

buruk. Papi berharap Eza selalu di kelilingi orang baik,

Eza pantes dapat banyak kebaikan di dunia ini karena

Eza orang baik. Papi berharap Eza selalu bisa ngerasa

dicintai, kalau ga ada satupun yang buat Eza ngerasa

begitu, papi berharap diri Eza sendiri bisa kasih cinta

yang cukup buat Eza. Papi berharap Eza bisa raih

apapun yang lagi Eza perjuangkan selama ini.

PAGE 5


PAGE 6

THE STARS, THE MOON,

THE SUN, AND THE PEOPLE WISHING

Piya: Hai, Ezra! Selamat bertambah usia yaa. Selamat naik

level dan memasuki level yang baru. Semoga Ezra selalu

dilimpahi kebahagiaan dan banyak cinta! Terima kasih

sudah lahir ke dunia dan beri warna untuk dunia. Jangan

lupa banyak makan enak di hari bahagianya ya, Ezra

Averine: hai dearest Ezra! happy birthday beautiful soul.

makasih udah bertahan sampe sejauh ini. u did really

great. semoga di umur yang sekarang kamu diberi

kesehatan, dikelilingi hal-hal baik yang bisa bikin kamu

bahagia. semoga dengan bertambahnya umur kamu bisa

jadi orang yang lebih kuat & lebih keren. once again

happy birthday Ezra!

Kanala: hallo Ezra! happy birthday! a

million magic wishes for u. dihari ulang

tahunmu untuk kesekian kalinya (karena

aku tahu kamu sudah besar) aku

berharap dirimu menjadi pribadi yang

lebih baik lagi dan lagi seperti yang kamu

harapkan. u deserve all the good things. i

know life can be more than difficult

sometimes, but i hope u r finding the

strength to keep going. semogaa dirimu

semakin banyaaaak dikelilingi orang baik,

peduli dan sayang sama kamu. jangan

lupaaa bahagia hari ini, esok, dan

seterusnya yaaa Ezra!

HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY FOR MY EZA

Sebastien: Ezra, selamat ulang

tahun ya. Selamat merayakan

hari lahir. Terimakasih sudah

mau berjalan sejauh ini dan

hadir di antara banyak orang.

Terimakasih juga sudah

menjadi baik dan berbagi

kebahagiaan untuk orangorang

yang membutuhkan itu.

Saya berdoa untuk kesehatan

dan kebahagiaanmu karena itu

dua hal yang paling sederhana

tetapi mahal harganya.

Disehatkan lah jiwa dan

ragamu ya, Zra. Dilindungi dan

dijauhkan lah kamu dari rasa

sakit. Semoga doa orang-orang

atas namamu juga didengar

dan dikabulkan Tuhan. Semoga

kamu juga selalu bisa

menemukan alasan untuk

tersenyum di setiap harinya.

Sekali lagi, selamat ulang

tahun. Semoga bahagia selalu!

Vi: Hai Ezra, habede yaa!

Semoga apa yang kamu

inginkan tahun ini bisa

kecapai semua, semoga

selalu sehat dan umurnya

panjang yaa! Semoga

bahagia selalu datang di

kehidupan mu! GBU Ezra!

Fahlan: สุขสันต์วันเกิด. Happy

Birthday. Selamat ulang

tahun.Ezra! Thank you so

much for born. And being

the most beautiful soul ever

life. Wish you nothing but

the best in life, be happy

always.

Bhinneka: Halo! Selamat

pagi/siang/sore/malam,

Saudara Ezra. Selamat

bertambah umur dan

mengulang hari lahirmu.

Semoga apa yang kamu

semogakan kelak akan

terwujud. STM JAYA JAYA

JAYA!

Batalion: Halo Ezra, cie ulang

tahun. Selamat ulang tahun

dan bertambah umur. Semoga

semakin banyak hal baik yang

mendekat padamu dan

dihindari dari hal jahat.

Semoga segala harapan kamu

segera terwujud. Bahagia

selalu Ezra

Audine: hi, Ezra. selamat ya bisa ketemu

lagi di tanggal dan bulan yang sama tapi

kali ini lebih spesial soalnya ditemenin Al

ya? semoga hari ini kamu happy ya,

banyak orang baik di sekitar, dan udah

pasti banyak doa doa baik yang naik ke

langit buat nanti nya disampein satu per

satu ke kamu. terima kasih udah bertahan

sampai hari ini ya, Ezra. semoga sehat

dan kebahagiaan selalu menyertai,

aamiin. serta mulia, Ezra

Arkana: Happy birthday, Ezra! Today is

your special day, and hope it will be your

happiest day as you celebrate it with

someone special as Papip. You seem like

a good person, a bright and cheerful one

that lightens up the people around you,

and people should be grateful and must've

been lucky to have you. May all your

wishes come true, and I hope for the best

for you.

Edziard: Ezra!! Happy birthday, semoga

apa yang disemogakan dapat

tersemogakan, aamiin! Semoga sehat lalu,

sukses terus, berbakti kepada orang tua.

Wish you all the best! Good luck buat

apapun yang lagi kamu jalanin.

Nathan: hello, ezraa ganteng dan lucu!

happy birthday wishing you good things

in this world, hope you surrounded by

kind people, and have a really nice day

today on your birthday. once again, happy

birthday yaa!

Dhyas: Selamat ulang tahun, Ezra!

Semoga dengan bertambahnya umur ini

Ezra bisa menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik

lagi. Sehat selalu, lancar rezeki, dan

semoga Ezra dikelilingi sama orangorang

baik dan dikelilingi kebahagiaan ya.

Wish you all the best!


YOU

SHOULD

KNOW!

THE DAY YOU WERE BORN IS THE

DAY I AM GRATEFUL FOR.

The things

that happened

when you

were born.

WHAT HAPPENED

ON 1ST DECEMBER

2002?

THE MOVIE "HARRY

POTTER AND THE

CHAMBER OF

SECRETS"

was at the top of the

Box Office on

December 1st, 2002.

IF YOU'RE NOT

THE ONE

“I'll never know

what the future

brings, but I know

you're here with

me now.” - If

You're Not The

One by Daniel

Bedingfield.

THE MOST IMPORTANT THING THAT HAPPENED

by Daniel Bedingfield

became #1 song in

United Kingdom

Among the facts above, do you know what's

the most special and important thing that

happened on your birthday? It's your born

day. I'm glad you were born on that day, so

we can meet in this universe.

A dog named Izabelle

was born on the same

day as you. What a great

fact, two cuties have

similiar born date.

Thank you for being born, my love.

PAGE 7


T H E P I C T U R E T H A T N A S A T O O K

O N 1 S T D E C E M B E R 2 0 0 2

THE

PLEIADES

STAR

CLUSTER

C r e d i t & C o p y r i g h t : D a v i d M a l i n

( A A O ) , R O E , U K S T e l e s c o p e

Do you know

that the

pleiades is one

of the brightest

star cluster in

the sky? They

look so pretty,

just like you.

PAGE 8


MY FOREVER

CARNATION

Eza, did you remember a game that we

played in the midnight? That night you

asked me what would you be if you were

a flower. Honestly, I didn't really know

about flowers, but I found a flower that

suited on you. I never told you before why

I picked carnation for you, so here I am to

tell you the reason behind it. I gave you

the carnation flower, to be specific pink

carnation, because Google said the

meaning of carnation is the feeling of

blessing and not forgotten. And that's

also the meaning of you for me.

I want you to know that I feel blessed having a

chance to meet you in this universe. Among the

billion people in this universe, it's such a blessing to

be with you, making some beautiful memories and

sharing all the stories. The day we met for the

first time is one of my best day. I already knew

that you were someone who will never be

forgotten easily, at least for me. You will always

have a place in my heart eventho one day we

might not talk to each other anymore. You're that

special for me, Eza. That's why I gave a special

flower to my special person, you.

PAGE 9


PAGE 10

The Way I Look At You

This page is about Eza

in Alvarez's eyes.

Honestly, it's really hard to describe

you through the words. No words

can describe how amazing you are

in my eyes perfectly. Eza isn't just

someone who succeed to always

make smile on my face, but also in

my heart. Everytime I look at you,

I want to tell you how pretty you

are, it's not only about the look, but

also the way you exist is just too

pretty to be real for me. Eza might

look so tiny and fragile, but deep

down he's stronger than anyone

ever thought and that what makes

him more attractive. He's that cool

and I hope he always knows it.

Eza is so lovely snd charming, he's

the type of person that makes me

fall for him so easily. I don't know

how many people who've fallen

into his charm, but I'm glad he's

mine and I won't let anyone take

him away from me.


SONGS FOR EZA PAGE 11

If Eza were the song, he would be

ILYSB by LANY.

In my opinion, this song really calms me down, just

like you, Eza. When everything messed up and

irritated me, your presence always makes me

calming down. You don't have to do anything, yet

I'll be in love with you even more. You exactly

know how to make me loving you so bad. Eza, you

need to know that I'm fucking hella obsessed with

you and your face. I love you so bad, Eza.

A song that reminds me of Eza is

Those Eyes by New West.

Never once in a lifetime I don't remember Eza

everytime I play this song. The first time I listened

to this song, my brain automatically thought of Eza.

I love everything about Eza. I love how he talks to

me, I love when he tells me about his day, I love

when he calls me papi, I love when he's being a

clingy baby, I love everything he does. All of the

small things that he does remind me why I fall for

him. He really makes me falling in love every

fucking minutes.

Since we met, all the

love songs are about

you.

Everytime Eza being sad, I want him

to listen Don't Worry by The 1975.

Have you listened to this song before? This one is

one of my favorite songs that you need to know.

Eza, don't worry about the things that might make

you hurt because you won't face it alone. If you

have a really bad day, you can share it with me. I

may not make it easier, but I can give you a lot of

hugs and kisess to make you feel better. You have

been strong alone for so long, so now please share

your burden with me. Let's face everything

together, my love.

If I should pick a song that

describing my love for Eza, I will pick

Ilym by John K.

Honestly, no songs can describe my feelings for

you well, but I want to tell you through this song

that I love you more every single day. I really

wanna be with you for a long time. We don't have

to do competition for who loves each other better

because it doesn't matter at all. All I know is I

always love more than every things we did

together. I love you more eventho we're not in our

good conditions, it doesn't less my love for you.


PAGE 12

IF ONE DAY YOU MISS ME AND I'M NOT AROUND,

YOU CAN LISTEN TO THESE SONGS. I HOPE YOU

CAN FEEL MY PRESENCE THROUGH THEM.

SECUKUPNYA BY PAMUNGKAS

This song told me that I

didn't sacrife alone. A lot of

people out there are having

their own struggle and it's

okay. It's okay to be a failure

because we will come back

as stronger. You're not alone

in this world, so let's being

sad together and getting up

when you feel alright.

REHAT BY KUNTO AJI

I listend to this song when I

was in my lowest point and

surprisingly, this song helped

me a lot. This song told me

that all the bad things that

happened weren't all my

fault. This songs also told me

that I should not be too hard

with myself. It's okay to take

a rest and let universe do

what they wanna do, at least

we've tried our best.

SWEET BY CIGARETTES AFTER SEX

This is my most favorite song.

I can't talk much about this

song and I recommend you

to listen it and read the lyrics

instead. It's really sweet

having Eza in my life. I'm

really obsessed with

everything about you, Eza.

And it's really sweet having a

chance to spend my days

with you. You don't have to

say I love you to make me

feel your love, just stay with

me and it'll be enough.


SOME FACTS

ABOUT EZA

AND I WANT TO KNOW MORE

Eza really loves cats,

but his parents don't

allow him to have one.

Eza can't eat spicy

food.

Eza loves buying happy

meal because he wants

the gift in it.

Eza really love ice

cream, especially mochi

ice cream.

Eza can't skip

breakfast, but he also

can't eat a heavy meal

in the breakfast.

Eza loves permen kaki,

but it can make his

throat sore.

Eza's favorite colors are

blue and white.

Eza loves CIX, Keshi,

LANY, Taylor Swift, and

many more. His favorite

songs from CIX are

Young, Maybe I, and

Rebel.

He can be so clingy like a

little baby.

Eza wanna be child and

adolescents psychologist

in the future. He willbe a

great phychology for sure.

Eza loves riding jet ski and

me hahaha.

Eza loves painting.

Eza loves having deep

talk or discussing about

some topics.

Eza loves psychology

thingy since he's part of

Psychology student.

Eza loves beach.

Eza loves reading book

Eza loves photography.

PAGE 13


Things To Be

PAGE 14

Remembered

You must always remember it

Eza, semua orang di dunia ini pantas

dicintai dan dapet kebaikan, termasuk

kamu. Eza orang baik, jadi Eza pantas

diperlakukan baik sama siapapun.

Pada dasarnya manusia itu harus

selalu memanusiakan manusia, jadi

papi berharap Eza bakalan begitu. Tapi

Eza, menurut papi ada beberapa

kondisi orang ga selalu harus jadi baik.

Kadang juga gapapa ga jadi baik asal

Eza ga jahat. Gapapa buat ga

menolong orang lain saat diri Eza ga

mampu. Jangan sampai diproses

nyelametin orang lain, Eza malah

kehilangan diri sendiri. Eza harus baik

sama orang lain, tapi yang paling

penting adalah Eza harus baik ke diri

sendiri.


PAGE 15

MY FAVORITE

MOMENTS

WITH YOU

I love every

moments that I

have with you.

Eza, I always cherish every moments with

you. I love knowing that you're with me and

not anyone else. Even when we have

nothing to do, I will still love it. I love

knowing you're around me. Being with you

is the thing that always be my favorite.

But among the memories we

made, here are my favorite.

I really love when we did pick a number

and threaw some questions to each other,

it made me know you more. I also love the

moment when we discussed about some

cases, I love when you gave your amazing

opinion toward something, it makes you

look stunning and hot at the same time. So,

let's do it more. Let's make a lot of

memories together as much as we can.


Aku Mau Jadi

Apapun Untukmu

Kamu tahu, tidak? Aku cukup serakah pada

apapun yang menyangkut kamu. Mauku,

aku miliki kamu dari segala sudut sisi yang

bisa aku punyai. Oleh karena itu, aku mau

jadi apapun untuk kamu. Aku mau jadi apaapa

yang selalu ada. Aku bukan hanya

mau jadi seseorang yang kamu panggil

sayang, tapi aku juga mau jadi tempat

kamu bersandar. Aku tidak mau jadi

seseorang yang hanya kamu cinta, tapi aku

juga mau jadi teman untukmu berbagi suka

maupun duka.

Kalau kamu butuh sosok kakak, kamu bisa

lari ke pelukanku. Sebab aku tawarkan

kamu perlindungan sekuat yang aku

mampu berikan. Pasti jadi anak sulung

selama ini tidak mudah kan? Maka dari itu,

kamu bisa miliki aku sebagai hal yang tak

pernah kamu punya selama ini.

Aku memang bukan si paling sempurna

yang bisa berikan kamu dunia seisinya,

andai aku bisa. Namun, aku bersedia

berusaha buat kamu bahagia, setidaknya

selama kita bersama.

Atas semua hal yang kiranya bisa aku

berikan, aku harap kamu mampu katakan.

Aku awalnya ingin jadi pelangi setelah

hujan, tapi ku rasa menjadi awan yang

hantarkan hujan untuk bumi, entah baik

atau buruk, juga tak masalah.

Aku mau jadi orang yang kamu cari saat

sedih, aku mau jadi orang yang kamu ajak

berbagi. Aku ingin eksistensiku tak hanya

tentang bahagia dan bawa kamu ke

nirwana, aku mau lebih dari itu. Aku mau

dengar seluruh ceritamu, entah itu tentang

hari bahagia atau burukmu. Aku mau jadi

yang paling tau tentang kamu. Aku mau

jadi seseorang yang selalu punya jawaban

jika seseorang bertanya tentangmu. Maka

dari itu, kalau kamu bersedia, jadikanlah

aku apapun untuk kamu.

PAGE 16


PAGE 17

It's You, The One Who

Makes Me Falling in Love

People said that love didn't need a reason, if

you loved someone, you would love them as

them. Hence, I'm not here to tell you the

reasons why I love you, I just want to let you

know several things that make me falling

deeper for you.

I love how we can talk all night long from light to deep

conversation.

Being with you is something I'm truly thankful for because I don't have to do much

since all the things with you just go along like it should be. When I am with you, I never

run out the things to say since we can discuss about everything even if it's the

unnecessary one. For short, talking to you makes me love you even more, Eza.

Your presence always makes

me feel better.

It might sound like a big bullshit if I tell

you that you don't have to something

to make me feel better, but I mean it.

When I get a harsh day, you make it

better just by knowing you're here

with me. You don't have to give me a

lot of affirmation words when I'm

feeling down, just be there. Knowing

you're beside me already made me

calm me down automatically. You

don't have to try hard, yet I'll fall harder

with you.

I love the way you copying me.

It's so cute when you copy the things

I've done to you. It's like we're doing

together to make everything working

out in our relationship.

The clingy side of you never

fails to make me smile.

When you're being clingy, I really wanna

put you on my lap and hug you tightly. I

want to put my arms around your waist to

protect you from the bad things that

might happen when you are with me. I

really wanna kiss you slowly and deeply to

make you feel my lips against you all night

long. I wanna do all those things, so that

you know I'm not going anywhere and I'll

always be there for you, as long as I can.

You look pretty cute

everytime you talk a lot.

I love to know all your stories, I won't

ever get tired when you share them

with me. I might say you're "bawel",

but honestly bawel is my another way

to say I love you.


I SENT OUR

NAME TO MARS

I F E A R T H D I D N ' T A L L O W U S T O B E

T O G E T H E R , I W O U L D T A K E Y O U T O T H E M A R S

A N D M A K E Y O U S T A Y W I T H M E I N T H E R E .

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US AND

THE QUOTES

“Do you have any idea how much I love you?

As long as I’m walking this Earth, I’m going to

love you. You’re it for me.”

Neighbor Dearest by Penelope Ward

“A lifetime wouldn’t be enough. Eternity wouldn’t be enough.

Not when I want to map every star in the sky with you in my

arms. There is nothing I wouldn’t give you. Nothing I wouldn’t

do for you.”

The Inadequate Heir by Danielle L. Jensen

“Why can’t you accept the thought that someone could love

you? The thought that—I could love you? You fall, I’ll catch

you. There’s no one I want more than you. Nothing I want

more than to make you happy. To see you smile.”

Disrespectfully Yours by Jennifer Chipman

“I promise that even when our lives feel like they’re crumbling, I’ll stand beside you. I will be

your strength when you need it. I promise you will never have to wonder if I love you because

I’ll show you in every way. You are the other half of me. You are my belief in fate.”

We Own Tonight by Corinne Michaels

“You don’t even have to admit to yourself that you love

me. God knows I love you enough for the both of us.”

Love On The Brain by Ali Hazelwood

“You’re worth defending. Every cut, bruise, every

single pang of anger or frustration. It’s all worth it. I’d

throw my last punch defending you because you

deserve to have someone be that person for you, and

there’s no one more qualified for the job than me.”

Icebreaker by Hannah Grace

“You deserve every star in the galaxy laid out at your feet and a thousand diamonds in your hair. You deserve

someone who’ll run with you as far and as fast as you want to. Holding your hand, not holding you back.”

lluminae by Amie Kaufman & Jay Kristoff

“I hate the idea of you touching anyone else,

or anyone else touching you. I hate that other

people can make you laugh in a way I can’t. I

hate how I feel around you, like you’re the only

person that can make me lose control when I

don’t lose control. But I do. With you.”

King of Wrath by Ana Huang

“Give me your dreams and your nightmares,

your pleasure and your pain, your fantasies

and your fears. Give me everything. And

make me fucking yours.”

“I’m yours. For every single second I have in this world, I’m all

yours. And after that I’ll still be yours, wherever I end up after

I’m gone, I’ll belong right here with you.”

Heartless Sky by Caroline Peckham & Susanne Valenti

“We might not have had forever together, but I will be forever

glad I met you. I love you. Know that if I had the chance, I’d

choose to spend my life with you.”

Always, In December by Emily Stone

With me. You belong with me.

The Emperor by Runyx

Vow by Bethany Kris

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Redeem

The Tickets

Use them wisely.

These are some tickets that can

be redeemed to get something

from Alvarez Jayendra.

One wish

granted

Decision

is all

yours

ask me

anything

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