It Ends with Us by Colleen Hoover (z-lib.org).epub

My hands instantly go to my stomach, because I think maybe she’s
noticed, but she doesn’t look at my stomach. She takes a step forward and
pokes a finger in my chest. “There is no subway system in Cambridge,
England, you idiot!”
“What?” I am so confused.
“I made that up!” she says. “Something hasn’t been right with you for a
long time. You’re my best friend, Lily. And I know my brother. I talk to
him every week, and he isn’t the same. Something happened between you
two, and I want to know what it is right now!”
Shit. I guess this is happening sooner rather than later.
I slowly bring my hands up to my mouth, not sure what to tell her. How
much to tell her. I had no idea until this moment how much it’s been
killing me that I haven’t been able to talk to her about this. I almost feel a
little relieved that she reads me so well.
I walk to her bed and take a seat on it. “Allysa,” I whisper. “Sit down.”
I know this is going to hurt her almost as much as it hurt me. She walks
over to her bed and sits down next to me, pulling my hands to hers.
“I don’t even know where to start.”
She squeezes my hands, but says nothing. For the next fifteen minutes, I
tell her everything. I tell her about the fight. I tell her about Atlas picking
me up. I tell her about the hospital. I tell her about the pregnancy.
I tell her about how, for the last six weeks, I cry myself to sleep every
night because I have never felt so alone and so scared.
When I’m finished telling her everything, we’re both crying. She hasn’t
responded to what I’ve told her with anything other than the occasional
“Oh, Lily.”
She doesn’t have to respond, though. Ryle is her brother. I know she
wants me to take his past into consideration just like the last time it
happened. I know she’ll want me to work things out with him because he’s
her brother. We’re supposed to be one big, happy family. I know exactly
what she’s thinking.
She’s quiet for a long time as she struggles through everything I’ve told
her. She finally lifts her eyes to mine and squeezes my hands. “My brother
loves you, Lily. He loves you so much. You have changed his entire life and
have made him someone that I never thought he could be. As his sister, I
wish more than anything that you could find a way to forgive him. But as