It Ends with Us by Colleen Hoover (z-lib.org).epub

I spin and face him just as the first tear rolls down my cheek. “Why did
you never come back for me?”
He looked prepared for anything to come out of my mouth other than
the words I just spoke to him. He runs a hand through his hair and walks
to the couch, taking a seat. After blowing out a calming breath, he
carefully looks over at me.
“I did, Lily.”
I don’t allow air to move in or out of my lungs.
I stand completely still, processing his answer.
He came back for me?
He folds his hands together in front of him. “When I got out of the
Marines the first time, I went back to Maine, hoping to find you. I asked
around and found out which college you went to. I wasn’t sure what to
expect when I showed up, because we were two different people by then. It
had been four years since we saw each other. I knew a lot about both of us
had probably changed in those four years.”
My knees feel weak, so I walk to the chair next to him and lower myself.
He came back for me?
“I walked around your campus the whole day looking for you. Finally,
late that afternoon, I saw you. You were sitting in the courtyard with a
group of your friends. I watched you for a long time, trying to work up the
courage to walk over to you. You were laughing. You looked happy. You
were vibrant like I’d never seen you before. I had never felt that kind of
happiness for another person like I felt when I saw you that day. Just
knowing you were okay . . .”
He pauses for a moment. My hands are clenched around my stomach,
because it hurts. It hurts knowing I was so close to him and I didn’t even
know.
“I began walking toward you when someone came up behind you. A
guy. He dropped to his knees next to you and when you saw him, you
smiled and threw your arms around him. Then you kissed him.”
I close my eyes. He was just a boy I dated for six months. He never even made
me feel a fraction of what I had felt for Atlas.
He blows out a sharp breath. “I left after that. When I saw that you were
happy, it was the worst and best feeling a person could ever have at once.
But I believed at that point that my life was still not good enough for you. I
had nothing to offer you but love, and to me, you deserved more than