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that not be going against our marriage vows? For better or for worse. I refuse

to give up on my marriage that easily.

I am a strong woman. I’ve been around abusive situations my whole life.

I will never become my mother. I believe that a hundred percent. And

Ryle will never become my father. I think we needed what happened on

the stairwell to happen so that I would know his past and we’d be able to

work on it together.

Last week we got into another fight.

I was scared. The other two fights we’d gotten into did not end well,

and I knew this would be a testament to whether or not our agreement for

me to help him through his anger would work.

We were discussing his career. He’s finished with his residency now and

there’s a three-month specialized course in Cambridge, England, he

applied for. He’ll find out soon if he was approved, but that’s not why I

was upset. It’s a great opportunity and I’d never ask him not to go. Three

months is nothing with how busy we are, so that wasn’t even what got me

so upset. I became upset when he discussed what he wanted to do after the

Cambridge trip was over.

He was offered a job in Minnesota at the Mayo Clinic and he wants us to

move there. He said Mass General is rated the second best neurological

hospital in the world. Mayo Clinic is number one.

He said he never intended to stay in Boston forever. I told him that

would have been a good subject to bring up when we discussed our futures

on the flight to get married in Vegas. I can’t leave Boston. My mother lives

here. Allysa lives here. He told me it was only a five-hour flight and that we

could visit as often as we wanted. I told him it was pretty hard to run a

floral business when you live several states away.

The fight continued to escalate and both of us were getting angrier by

the second. At one point, he knocked a vase full of flowers off the table

and onto the floor. We both just stared at them for a moment. I was

scared, wondering if I had made the right decision to stay. To trust that we

could work on his anger issues together. He took a deep breath and he

said, “I’m going to leave for an hour or two. I think I need to walk away.

When I get back, we’ll continue this discussion.”

He walked out the door and, true to his word, he came back an hour

later when he was much calmer. He dropped his keys on the table and

then walked straight to where I was standing. He took my face in his hands

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