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Women Who Run With The Wolves: Myths and Stories of the Wild Woman Archetype

by Clarissa Pinkola Estes

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false love, or nourishing life from spoiled life—but she is also asking her to distinguish one medicine from ano<strong>the</strong>r.<br />

Like dreams, which can be understood on <strong>the</strong> objective level but still retain a subjective reality, <strong>the</strong>se elements <strong>of</strong> food/medicines also have symbolic<br />

guidance for us. Like Vasalisa, we have to sort out our psychic healing agents, to sort <strong>and</strong> sort <strong>and</strong> sort to underst<strong>and</strong> that food for <strong>the</strong> psyche is also medicine<br />

for <strong>the</strong> psyche, <strong>and</strong> to wring <strong>the</strong> truth, <strong>the</strong> essence, out <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>se elements for our own nourishment.<br />

All <strong>the</strong>se elements <strong>and</strong> tasks arc teaching Vasalisa about <strong>the</strong> Life/Death/Life nature, <strong>the</strong> give-<strong>and</strong>-take <strong>of</strong> caring for <strong>the</strong> wild nature. Sometimes, in order to<br />

bring a woman closer to this nature, I ask her to keep a garden. Let this be a psychic one or one with mud, dirt, green, <strong>and</strong> all <strong>the</strong> things that surround <strong>and</strong> help<br />

<strong>and</strong> assail. Let it represent <strong>the</strong> wild psyche. <strong>The</strong> garden is a concrete connection to life <strong>and</strong> death. You could even say <strong>the</strong>re is a religion <strong>of</strong> garden, for it<br />

teaches pr<strong>of</strong>ound psychological <strong>and</strong> spiritual lessons. Whatever can happen to a garden can happen to soul <strong>and</strong> psyche—too much water, too little water,<br />

infestations, heat, storm, flood, invasion, miracles, dying back, coming back, boon, healing, blossoming, bounty, beauty.<br />

During <strong>the</strong> life <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> garden, women keep a diary, recording <strong>the</strong> signs <strong>of</strong> life-giving <strong>and</strong> life-taking. Each entry cooks up a psychic soup. In <strong>the</strong> garden we<br />

practice letting thoughts, ideas, preferences, desires, even loves, both live <strong>and</strong> die. We plant, we pull, we bury. We dry seed, sow it, moisten it, support it,<br />

harvest.<br />

<strong>The</strong> garden is a meditation practice, that <strong>of</strong> seeing when it is time for something to die. In <strong>the</strong> garden one can see <strong>the</strong> time coming for both fruition <strong>and</strong> for<br />

dying back. In <strong>the</strong> garden one is moving with ra<strong>the</strong>r than against <strong>the</strong> inhalations <strong>and</strong> <strong>the</strong> exhalations <strong>of</strong> greater wild Nature.<br />

Through this meditation, we acknowledge that <strong>the</strong> Life/Death/ Life cycle is a natural one. Both life-giving <strong>and</strong> death-dealing natures are waiting to be<br />

befriended, forever loved. In this process, we become like <strong>the</strong> cyclical wild. We have <strong>the</strong> ability to infuse energy <strong>and</strong> streng<strong>the</strong>n life, <strong>and</strong> to st<strong>and</strong> out <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />

way <strong>of</strong> what dies.<br />

<strong>The</strong> Seventh Task—Asking <strong>the</strong> Mysteries<br />

Afrer <strong>the</strong> successful completion <strong>of</strong> her tasks, Vasalisa asks <strong>the</strong> Yaga some good questions. <strong>The</strong> tasks <strong>of</strong> this time are <strong>the</strong>se:<br />

Questioning <strong>and</strong> trying to learn more about <strong>the</strong> Life/Death/Life nature <strong>and</strong> how it functions (Vasalisa asks about <strong>the</strong> horsemen).<br />

Learning <strong>the</strong> truth about being able to underst<strong>and</strong> all <strong>the</strong> elements <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> wild nature (“to know too much can make one old too<br />

soon).<br />

Wc all begin with <strong>the</strong> question “What am I, really? What is my work here?’ <strong>The</strong> Yaga teaches us that we are Life/Death/Life,<br />

that this is our cycle, this is our special insight into <strong>the</strong> deep feminine. When I was a child one <strong>of</strong> my aunts told me our family’s<br />

legend <strong>of</strong> ‘<strong>The</strong> Watery <strong>Women</strong>.” She said that at <strong>the</strong> edge <strong>of</strong> every lake <strong>the</strong>re lived a young woman with old h<strong>and</strong>s. Her first job<br />

was to put 'tiiz'—what I can only describe to you as souls or “soul-fire”—into dozens <strong>of</strong> beautiful porcelain ducks. Her second job was to<br />

wind <strong>the</strong> wooden keys in <strong>the</strong> ducks’ backs. When <strong>the</strong> winding-keys ran out, <strong>and</strong> <strong>the</strong> ducks fell over, <strong>the</strong>ir bodies shattered, she was to flap her apron at<br />

<strong>the</strong> souls as <strong>the</strong>y were released <strong>and</strong> shoo <strong>the</strong>m up into <strong>the</strong> dry. Her fourth job was to put tiiz into more beautiful porcelain (kicks, wind <strong>the</strong>ir keys, <strong>and</strong><br />

release <strong>the</strong>m to <strong>the</strong>ir lives....<br />

<strong>The</strong> tiiz story is one <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> clearest about exactly what it is <strong>the</strong> Life/Death/Life Mo<strong>the</strong>r does with her time. Psychically, Mo<strong>the</strong>r Nyx, Baba Yaga,<br />

<strong>the</strong> Watery <strong>Women</strong>, La Que Sabe, <strong>and</strong> <strong>Wild</strong> <strong>Woman</strong> represent different pictures, different ages, moods, <strong>and</strong> aspects <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> <strong>Wild</strong> Mo<strong>the</strong>r God. <strong>The</strong><br />

infusion <strong>of</strong> tiiz into our own ideas, our own lives, <strong>the</strong> lives <strong>of</strong> those we touch, that is our work. <strong>The</strong> shooing <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> soul to its home, that is our work.<br />

<strong>The</strong> releasing <strong>of</strong> a shower <strong>of</strong> sparks to fill <strong>the</strong> day, <strong>and</strong> creating a light so we can find our way through <strong>the</strong> night, that is our work.<br />

Vasalisa asks about <strong>the</strong> men on horseback she has seen while finding her way to Baba Yaga’s hut; <strong>the</strong> white man on <strong>the</strong> white<br />

horse, <strong>the</strong> red man on <strong>the</strong> red horse, <strong>the</strong> black man on <strong>the</strong> black horse <strong>The</strong> Yaga, like Demeter, is an old horse-mo<strong>the</strong>r Goddess, as<br />

vitiated with <strong>the</strong> power <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> mare, <strong>and</strong> fecundity as well. Baba Yaga's hut is a stable for <strong>the</strong> many colored horses <strong>and</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir riders.<br />

<strong>The</strong>se pairs pull <strong>the</strong> sun up <strong>and</strong> across <strong>the</strong> sky by day, <strong>and</strong> pull <strong>the</strong> cover <strong>of</strong> darkness over <strong>the</strong> sky at night. But <strong>the</strong>re is more.<br />

<strong>The</strong> Mack, red, <strong>and</strong> white horsemen symbolize <strong>the</strong> ancient colors connoting birth, life, <strong>and</strong> death. <strong>The</strong>se colors also represent old ideas <strong>of</strong> descent, death,<br />

<strong>and</strong> rebirth—<strong>the</strong> black for dissolving <strong>of</strong> one's old values, <strong>the</strong> red for <strong>the</strong> sacrifice <strong>of</strong> one’s preciously held illusions, <strong>and</strong> <strong>the</strong> white as <strong>the</strong> new light, <strong>the</strong> new<br />

knowing that comes from having experienced <strong>the</strong> first two.<br />

<strong>The</strong> old words used in medieval times are nigredo, black; rubedo, red; albedo, white. <strong>The</strong>se describe an alchemy 24 which follows <strong>the</strong> circuit <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />

<strong>Wild</strong> <strong>Woman</strong>, <strong>the</strong> work <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Life/ Death/Life Mo<strong>the</strong>r. <strong>With</strong>out <strong>the</strong> symbols <strong>of</strong> daybreak, rising light, <strong>and</strong> mysterious dark, she would not be who she is.

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