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The Sacred Hoop: Recovering the Feminine in American Indian Traditions

by Paula Gunn Allen

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see<strong>in</strong>g for some time, and by this marriage effectively conveys to<br />

<strong>the</strong> narrator his <strong>in</strong>effectiveness as rancher and man. <strong>The</strong> narrator<br />

does not like his new stepfa<strong>the</strong>r but works alongside him when<br />

necessary. Between times, he goes to town to try to f<strong>in</strong>d <strong>the</strong> Cree<br />

girl and persuade her to return to him. He gets <strong>in</strong>volved <strong>in</strong> a<br />

series of sexual encounters that are dist<strong>in</strong>guished ma<strong>in</strong>ly by <strong>the</strong>ir<br />

lack of car<strong>in</strong>g and by his observation of pa<strong>in</strong> <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> lives of <strong>the</strong><br />

women he meets.<br />

<strong>The</strong> Cree woman’s bro<strong>the</strong>r beats him up, and he jo<strong>in</strong>s with a<br />

white man who seems even more surreal than himself. None of<br />

<strong>the</strong> encounters <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> novel are notable for <strong>the</strong>ir mean<strong>in</strong>gfullness<br />

except those with Yellow Calf and Teresa. <strong>The</strong> nameless<br />

narrator is so out of touch with himself that his long past<br />

relationships with his dead bro<strong>the</strong>r and fa<strong>the</strong>r have more<br />

mean<strong>in</strong>g for him than any of his contemporary ones, and he is<br />

adrift <strong>in</strong> a life that lacks shape, goal, understand<strong>in</strong>g, or<br />

significance.<br />

In <strong>the</strong> end, it is his recognition of his estrangement that leads<br />

him through his impasse and allows him to re<strong>in</strong>tegrate his<br />

personality around realistic perceptions of himself and <strong>the</strong><br />

reality he <strong>in</strong>habits. “I wondered if Mose and First Raise were<br />

comfortable. <strong>The</strong>y were <strong>the</strong> only ones I really loved, I thought,<br />

<strong>the</strong> only ones who were good to be with.” 14<br />

Ly<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> ra<strong>in</strong>, stiff and unwill<strong>in</strong>g to move, <strong>the</strong> narrator<br />

f<strong>in</strong>ally confronts himself. It is a gentle encounter that enables him<br />

to understand that acceptance is <strong>the</strong> better part of grief. “Some<br />

people, I thought, will never know how pleasant it is to be<br />

distant <strong>in</strong> a clean ra<strong>in</strong> … It’s not like you’d expect, noth<strong>in</strong>g like<br />

you’d expect.” 15<br />

I n <strong>The</strong> Death of Jim Loney, Jim does not come to selfrealization<br />

and <strong>the</strong> heal<strong>in</strong>g that accompanies it so gently.<br />

Haunted by <strong>the</strong> absence of a past or of any last<strong>in</strong>g relationships,<br />

Jim’s search for significance, for mean<strong>in</strong>g, flows <strong>in</strong> a downward

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