Jojo over heaven

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In other words, the more she was the exact opposite of my mother, the
better mother she would be.---- That was how I thought.
That a mother was better off not as a holy woman, but as a wicked one.
Therefore I chose that kind of woman to be the ones to mother my
children. When such women were presented to me, I did not eat them. I did not
suck their blood or brainwash them; I let them go.
Of course, the feelings of wanting children, of wanting a family and such
things--- Family-oriented feelings are something that I have none of whatsoever.
After growing up in that cesspool of a household, I would of course have
no such feelings--- I only did this because it was necessary. I merely "created"
them.
It was a measure taken for the purpose of going to heaven.--- My
children.
This is something regarding events some decades in the future, though
for me a few decades is not all that long a period of time. I am certain that those
children spread all over the world will lead me to heaven.
What I am concerned about, what I am worried about, is that they did
not only inherit my blood, but Jonathan's blood as well.--- Whose blood turns out
to be more prevalent is sure to alter how things play out.