Jojo over heaven

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30I decided to kill my father.However, at that time I was no longer a five year old boy. I couldn't dosomething impulsive like gouge out my father's stomach in his sleep with a knife.Even though it was a rock-bottom town without any laws orcommandments, killing one's father was still an unforgivable crime. But I did notintend to throw away my life for the sake of that man.No, I had already thrown away over ten years of my life for the sake ofthat man. I would not waste any more of it.For those reasons, I had to carefully investigate ways to commit murder.If I was going to do it, it had to be a perfect crime.I was still a child, but I already had the ability to live on my own---- I wasconscious of that and acknowledged it to myself. For that reason, I could notrelinquish the rest of my life.I would not kill him with despair; I would kill him with intent.That is why I had to think.I had to think of a way to kill my father.

317Just as I predicted, though to say that may be too pessimistic, D'Arby wasnot the "yet-unfound friend" I seek.He was not the "friend I could trust from the bottom of my heartHis avarice is too profound...... From my standpoint, I have a veryfavorable impression of that greed. It may be an indispensable talent for agambler, but his is not a personality that can go to "heavenI wonder if one really exists...Such a "yet-unfound friend If such a pure human exists in this world---No.It's possible that I have already met him but I just haven't realized it yet.If I think about it that way, I can't say that no one springs to mind...... Thoughthere is still no name I can write here with confidence.Hmm.Then perhaps I will take that sort of approach. If this comes to astandstill as well, then I will need to make changes, or I would expect I wouldstart to feel depressed.However, it was not a completely wasted endeavor.As I expected, getting in contact with D'Arby did yield good results---- Iof course was able to make him a subordinate, but his Stand Ability became a"hintThe name of his Stand is "OsirisIt is not an allusion to a tarot card like my "The World" or Enya's "Justicerather, like N'Dour's "Geb his Stand alludes to one of nine glorious Egyptiangods.The Stand "Osiris" has no power.To be perfectly blunt, in hand-to-hand combat, I would not even need touse "The World I could kill D'Arby him with just my normal muscle strength----- or rather, with my vampire muscle strength.

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I decided to kill my father.

However, at that time I was no longer a five year old boy. I couldn't do

something impulsive like gouge out my father's stomach in his sleep with a knife.

Even though it was a rock-bottom town without any laws or

commandments, killing one's father was still an unforgivable crime. But I did not

intend to throw away my life for the sake of that man.

No, I had already thrown away over ten years of my life for the sake of

that man. I would not waste any more of it.

For those reasons, I had to carefully investigate ways to commit murder.

If I was going to do it, it had to be a perfect crime.

I was still a child, but I already had the ability to live on my own---- I was

conscious of that and acknowledged it to myself. For that reason, I could not

relinquish the rest of my life.

I would not kill him with despair; I would kill him with intent.

That is why I had to think.

I had to think of a way to kill my father.

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