Jojo over heaven

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There may be a way to get to heaven.
Since some point, I started thinking like that.
At the very least, I didn't think about it as a young child...... And the
heaven I am talking about here may not be the same heaven my mother was
talking about. But anyhow, at some point I started thinking in such a way.
When I say "at some point when I'm vague about the time it occurred,
it is not particularly because I'm unsure of when it happened. Nothing of the
sort...... Rather, I know quite clearly and with great confidence when that
moment was.
It was when that witch, Enya the Hag, presented me the items the "Bow
and Arrow" and I gained my Stand, "The World. .... To be precise, it was when my
Stand ability "The World" awoke.
"The ability to control time."
Like gears meshing, when that ability that was incredible even for me
awoke, I simultaneously was convinced...... No, I suppose saying "convinced" is
going too far. I only say that because it's easier to understand that way. Though
it's not actually how things were.
At that point, it was purely a "maybe" level of thinking.
But, I thought it.
I thought it.
That there may be a way to get to heaven----- I thought in that manner.
So when I say "at some point I'm saying that I started at that time and
place, but looking back on it now, ever since then I've been searching for a way to
get to heaven.
For that purpose.
I even thought that I was alive solely for that purpose.
I thought that that was my goal in life.