Jojo over heaven

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I believe I was thinking that I did not know how to shift it.--- Or perhaps
because I thought that there was a very good chance that Enya's predictions
would be correct and they would have simply been eliminated by "Strength" or
one of the like.--- No.
I did, as a matter of fact, think that the possibility was high.
That is why now I have this anxiety--- or perhaps these feelings of
instability.
Because I was not "prepared
I become uneasy in situations I cannot predict.
So even if the future is bleak, or prospects are bad, if I understand that---
I am able to take in the situation that is the present with calm feelings.
"Preparedness" is "heaven
The more I think about it, the more I feel this thinking is correct.--- That
is because one of the things my mother always said seems to connect with it.
"Dio, no matter what happens, live nobly and with pride. If you do that,
you'll surely be able to go to heaven."
Nobly and with pride.
It is because of in that place of my roots, there was "resolve isn't it?---
As long as there was that "preparedness perhaps even living that hellish life in
that bottom-rung town could feel like heaven, couldn't it?
Heaven not filled with happiness.
Knowing heaven is joy itself.--- Because if you know if it, that is enough
to have preparedness and resolve.
Heaven is the future.
It is tomorrow.
In that case, when is tomorrow?
It is at the place that the hands of the clock have advanced to.