Jojo over heaven

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There are a great many things I should write. So many that I am unsure
of from where I should begin. This notebook is ultimately a record of "the way to
get to heaven --- In that way, it is different from the research notebook Jonathan
kept regarding the stone mask.
That is why there really isn't a need to write a detailed description of
each and every little thing regarding the stone mask.--- And I feel that even if I
write in detail about my mental states from one hundred years ago, it will only
serve to put me in a bad mood.
And now my current situation is starting to get worse as well.--- Perhaps
I should temporarily suspend my search for the "way to get to heaven" here?
Maybe I should devote my attention to my battle with the Joestar family?
Perhaps I should...
No, if I think objectively, that is correct.--- "The method for going to
heaven" cannot be enacted in the next few days at any rate.
It is a long-term plan with no end in sight.
Therefore the correct thing to do is to put that off for now--- but that
correctness is displeasing to me.
Saying it and writing it makes me sick.
That being correct is fundamentally irritating.
For the sake of those people--- Jonathan's grandson and the rest of them,
I have to depart from my original plan. For me to act prudent and act like I'm
delaying it of my own volition is not something that should be happening.
By doing that, Dio is no longer Dio.--- Therefore, I will persist in working
towards my goal.
Now, without any more delay, I will continue from where I left off.
I was cornered by Jonathan--- I was pitied by Jonathan, but I endured
that humiliation and I decided to exploit it. I pretended to act gracious and in the
opening that created, I tried to stab and kill him with a knife.--- I could no longer
think about the consequences.