I PREFER LOVERS, Free Version

I PREFER
LOVERS
The Sample Version
by
HUGO JEPSEN

Gratifications
First and foremost, I would like to give my appreciation to
everyone that inspired me to write this book.
Three months, I spent a short time of my life inside of a bubble -
a bubble created by me and by the people I met and “(re)met”
along the way. Did I say a short time, didn’t I? Well, one of the
most special and important moments of my existence.
I had the pleasure to meet beautiful hearted-souls, I had the
pleasure to work with them, to laugh with them, to cry with
them and for them - I had the pleasure to love them and to be
loved and accepted in return. How can someone be as lucky as I
am? Still wondering about it.
Lastly, but not least, I’d like to thank the person that made me
start this book on November 2nd. Once questioned about the
name we should give to one’s relationship that is not a
“standard friendship” nor a “committed relationship”, I just said,
“I PREFER LOVERS”.

Intro
Out of nowhere and out of the blue, you showed up in my life
once more. I was going through the darkness, I had guns
pointed at me, and I was not having so much fun that I forgot
what it means to be free. But, you came with that light that you
have.
You know, I’ve got a passion to love, a passion to live fast, a
passion for life itself. You know, I’ve got these dreams, I’ve got
these desires, all of these in my head because that’s what makes
me known as one of a kind, as unique.
We may have been friends, and maybe we still are. Are we not?
But I prefer lovers because we are.

1. disappointed
2. full moon
3. love you crazy this way
4. overthink way too much
5. I prefer lovers
6. karma
7. he loves me
8. my baby
9. two boys
10. our bubble
11. empty of wisdom
12. being together is enough
13. born alone
14. don’t say goodbye
15. swimming in passion
16. shut me up
17. blame yourself
18. protective
19. but we were
20. broke you firstly
21. wishing that I had stayed
22. nowhere you go
23.wonder how
24. these arms of mine
25. things to say
26. touching the sky
27. old messages
28. we will be
29. accept
30. it gets dark
31. killing me tonight
32. irina
33. missing u
Chapters

34. learned to be me (explicit)
35. everywhere
36. hoax
37. my little man
38. lives to live
39. te quiero
40. hugo that is beautiful

disappointed
People disappoint me,
more and more each day
and that’s why I wanna be
lonely and alone this way.
I was made to feel
as if I’m not enough
or even worthy of any love
and that’s just not fun.
I got to know you
when you were,
were one of a kind,
or maybe, I was blind.
Blinded by your charm,
I was led to believe
that there was no harm
to just be me for me.

love you crazy
this way
I want to love you again
like I have not done
for any another man
that I’ve ever met.
You make me feel like I’m number two,
but I know, I might be falling for you,
because I think about you every second,
and I ask myself, ‘does it really matter?’.
I gotta get out of my head
that only makes me sad,
I should’ve listened to my heart,
right there, from the very start.
I know I ran away,
I know there’s nothing,
nothing I can do or say,
but make me love you crazy this way.

two boys
I love one, one day,
I love the other one
in a different way
or just simply none.
None of those
can compete with me
because my soul
is just simply unique.
I’m a universe,
I’m a constellation,
I’m one of a kind,
but have patience.
I take time
to love myself,
but I love you both,
but I love me as well.

our bubble
Dancing until the sunrise,
not closing my eyes,
and listening to the radio,
doing what I wanna do.
Having fun with my friends,
making love, making amends,
having the time of my life
under the moonlight.
We take photos, we take care,
care for each other while we share,
we share companionship
to evolve our relationship.
We care for nothing at all,
we met in the summer
to leave in the fall.
We’ve got armour,
we live in a bubble.

swimming
in passion
I wish you were here now,
and I wish I could close my eyes
but if you want to understand me,
baby, just look at the sky.
Unlock the gate so I can leave,
wash way the fire you put in me,
and please, make me believe
that I’m your everything.
All I want is to lose myself in you,
but it’s hard to know the truth,
and it’s hard to make any promises
if all lies are what I’m going through.
I wish I could find a way
to tell you all I want to say,
but baby, my heart is so thin
and you should know I can’t swim.

killing me tonight
It hurts me so much within,
I just feel my heart getting thin,
and I feel a stroke inside of me,
I want to get out of me, away with it.
I feel some rainbows for real,
but I never accepted such a deal,
I feel some gold in your touch
but it was never, ever enough.
I feel some passion inside my bones,
but it was never really shown,
and I feel your warmth at night
even if you’re sleeping outside.
And all the memories kept above
are coming back so strong this time
that all I feel now is just love
and that love is killing me tonight.

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