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2 SIENNA SOLSTICE<br />

<strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 3<br />

LETTER FROM<br />

THE EDITORS<br />

Dear Reader,<br />

A year ago, our team was scrambling for our first issue’s release. We were in the heart of<br />

quarantine, which meant the only way we had been designing our publication was through<br />

FaceTime and the occasional Zoom. In fact, I still haven’t met most of our team in person.<br />

Yet—and this may sound ridiculous since I know virtual interactions can hardly compare to<br />

those in-person—the way I feel around and trust them is pretty special.<br />

When Sienna Solstice first came to be, I identified it as only an intellectual endeavor—a way<br />

to fill the time I had too much of. It isn’t. So while you read, dear Reader, I urge you to recognize<br />

this issue as an exercise for both the mind and the heart.<br />

—Rukan<br />

The release of <strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> marks the one year anniversary of Sienna Solstice’s first publication.<br />

We have cycled from the longest days of the year to the shortest and back again, and during<br />

that time, we’ve explored AI art, human and computer-generated poetry, podcasts, films, watercolor,<br />

graphic design, and so much more. We’ve also been fortunate enough to investigate<br />

intention with Annie Finch, form and function with Safia Elhillo, and now the value of tailored<br />

curiosity with Dr. Anjan Chatterjee.<br />

When we first started building this journal, we focused on themes of renewal, connection,<br />

and fluidity. As we approach our second Summer Solstice, we have found fluidity to be one<br />

of the most vital ones—fluidity in the antidisciplinary sense, in which we perpetually open<br />

ourselves to featuring new ideas and expressions of truth, but also fluidity in a more practical<br />

sense. We began this journal ambitious with the intention of publishing on every solstice and<br />

equinox, but after our first issue, we refocused to publishing biannually every solstice. This<br />

adaptation was made to maintain the strength and quality of every issue we produce and to<br />

allow us to stay fluid and flexible. Sienna Solstice started when we were in high school, and<br />

now our team is composed entirely of college students; as we grow, the journal grows with<br />

us, and as we learn, the journal does as well. We are eager to see where we are next summer,<br />

and we hope you are there to witness our growth, too.<br />

SPECIAL EDITION PODCAST<br />

Listen to our Special Edition Podcast where we speak with two individuals who we feel<br />

embody the idea of the antidisciplinary. Join us as we continue exploring the truths that<br />

binds us all.<br />

“The history of science is essentially the<br />

history of knowledge.”<br />

Dr. Paula Findlen is a professor of history<br />

at Stanford University, studying the history<br />

of science, especially in the context of the<br />

Italian Renaissance, in which she describes<br />

“take enormous pleasure in examining a<br />

kind of scientific knowledge that did not<br />

have an autonomous existence from other<br />

kinds of creative endeavors, but emerged<br />

in the context of humanistic approaches to<br />

the world”.<br />

In an exclusive interview with the Sienna<br />

Solstice editors, Dr. Findlen explores the<br />

Leonardo effect, great antisciplinary minds<br />

in history (Kepler, Newton, etc.), Brad Pitt<br />

and A River Runs Through It, pursuing<br />

truth, and what it means to cultivate forms<br />

of internal and external diversity.<br />

“Every scientist is an artist, most of the<br />

time.”<br />

Ikumi Kayama, medical and scientific illustrator,<br />

is the perfect manifestation of her<br />

own statement, using art to communicate<br />

or “filter” obscure scientific concepts. Having<br />

earned degrees in Scientific Illustration<br />

and Medical & Biology Illustration from the<br />

University of Georgia and Johns Hopkins<br />

University, she produces award-winning<br />

work that can be found in textbooks, websites,<br />

journals, and science exhibits.<br />

Join us in conversation with Ikumi as she<br />

walks us through her journey to her career,<br />

starting from her second grade cat drawing<br />

to her experiences in medical school<br />

classrooms at Johns Hopkins.<br />

<strong>ISSUE</strong> PLAYLIST<br />

Also featured: the <strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> Playlist, curated by Editor Rukan.<br />

We suggest you listen as you read.<br />

Thank you for celebrating with us this Summer Solstice.<br />

Warmly,<br />

Kate, Lea, & Rukan


4 SIENNA SOLSTICE <strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 5<br />

TABLE OF CONTENTS<br />

An Interview with<br />

Dr. Anjan Chatterjee<br />

The Editors<br />

6<br />

30<br />

31<br />

J.I. Kleinberg<br />

Silvana Smith<br />

But what of glaciers<br />

Hold Tight<br />

sweetdreams<br />

A Classmate Uses a Word I’ve<br />

Never Heard as a Poem Title<br />

Christian Leon<br />

Guerrero<br />

Darnell “DeeSoul”<br />

Carson<br />

10<br />

11<br />

32<br />

32<br />

32<br />

Hunter Anson<br />

Andrea Chow<br />

Aliza Li<br />

Untitled Artwork<br />

February Poppy<br />

dentistry for grown-ups<br />

Introspections<br />

Phillipp Schmitt<br />

12<br />

33<br />

Miranda Navarro<br />

Untitled Artwork<br />

Untitled Artwork Jisu “Jisutice” Kim 14<br />

[The Earth Waltzes During<br />

Rush Hour]<br />

Hannah Villanueva<br />

15<br />

chaconne Sophie Mathieu 16<br />

Cacophonies Casey Aimer 17<br />

Untitled Photograph Kara Theart 17<br />

Untitled Photograph Makino Kinjo 18<br />

34<br />

35<br />

36<br />

37<br />

38<br />

Julian Berger<br />

Amelia Horney<br />

Lauren Pan<br />

Divya Mehrish<br />

Sol Paz Kistler<br />

Waves<br />

Stasis and Liberation<br />

bear vs. BEAR<br />

The Body is a Memory<br />

Undine<br />

40<br />

Jake Bailey<br />

The Soft Glow of Ribs<br />

Horror Vacui Yuan Changming 20<br />

Country of the Moon Sebastian Petersen 21<br />

41<br />

Eoin O’Dowd<br />

Saint Luke Drawing the<br />

Virgin Reassembled<br />

You Don’t Have to Take Orders<br />

from the Moon<br />

Jaina Cipriano<br />

22<br />

exhale Charlotte Cao 23<br />

42<br />

43<br />

Makino Kinjo<br />

Ofem Ubi<br />

Untitled Photograph<br />

Spiriting...<br />

44<br />

Ofem Ubi<br />

Untitled Photograph<br />

Darkness Will Fall Mileva Anastasiadou 25<br />

The grand father Melnir<br />

~<br />

Ricardo General 26<br />

46<br />

Ricardo General<br />

Three generations<br />

Untitled Photograph Makino Kinjo 28<br />

I Can’t Imagine Morning Heath Joseph Wooten29<br />

48<br />

All Authors<br />

Biographies


6 SIENNA SOLSTICE<br />

<strong>ISSUE</strong> I 7<br />

An Interview With Dr. Anjan Chatterjee<br />

This idea that you might ask questions about the nature of mind in terms of biology was regarded by<br />

many as soft and fuzzy. There remain residual sentiments along these lines in some parts of<br />

neuroscience.<br />

I went on to do my neurology residency at the University of Chicago, and then I did two fellowships.<br />

One was in dementia at Case Western Reserve and the other in behavioral and cognitive neurology at<br />

the University of Florida.<br />

In the early 90s, I began my academic career at the University of Alabama in Birmingham. At the time,<br />

I was studying questions of spatial cognition, spatial attention, language, and how we communicate.<br />

Then, in 1999, I was recruited to the University of Pennsylvania, where a center for cognitive neuroscience<br />

was being created.<br />

Dr. Chatterjee is a Professor of Neurology, Psychology, and Architecture at the University<br />

of Pennsylvania and author of The Aesthetic Brain: How We Evolved to Desire Beauty and<br />

Enjoy Art. The founding director of the Penn for Aesthetics, his research has focused on<br />

questions about neuroaesthetics, neuroethics, spatial cognition and language.<br />

DR. CHATTERJEE: We can start at the beginning.<br />

Tell us a little bit about yourself and your background.<br />

I was a philosophy major as an undergrad, and I’ve never stopped reading philosophy. Questions from<br />

philosophy remained of interest throughout my career. Similar to our conversation about the idea behind<br />

Sienna Solstice, part of the issue was: how do you approach philosophical questions and remain<br />

grounded? For me, grounding in those questions meant being tethered to empirical sciences. I’m not<br />

saying that’s true for everybody; but for me, that grounding is necessary.<br />

When I got to medical school, I found medicine—at least as a medical student—to not be very exciting.<br />

Medical education is ingesting a bunch of facts. It’s conceptually light and factually dense. So, it never<br />

fired my imagination until we got to the neuroscience section of the curriculum.<br />

Just to give you some context, I graduated from college in 1980. In the late 70s, neuroscience was not<br />

something that undergraduates were exposed to. I went into medical school without knowing anything<br />

about neuroscience. So, encountering neuroscience was the first time I got excited about a biological<br />

approach to the mind. I graduated medical school in 1985. At that time, cognitive neuroscience and<br />

cognitive neurology was not a fashionable career choice. The idea was that if you wanted to be taken<br />

seriously as a scientist, you should be studying protein chemistry, cellular biology, or immunology. That<br />

period between 1981 and 1985 was when AIDS hit the scene. It was a completely novel and devastating<br />

disease. So, immunology was a hot topic.<br />

My move [to Pennsylvania] was a period of transition. I was hanging out with some friends in Birmingham,<br />

and we were thinking about what we might do over the next 10 years — this idea actually came<br />

out of a barroom conversation. One of my friends brought up the question: “Imagine yourself ten years<br />

into the future. What would you regret not having done?” At the time, I thought that I had always been<br />

interested in arts and aesthetics. While a lot of my work was in visual and spatial processing and communication,<br />

I’d never really thought of incorporating aesthetics as a focus of inquiry. Growing up as a<br />

child, I used to draw all the time. I’d carry a sketchbook with me. Later, I ended up doing much more<br />

photography as an aesthetic practice. In pondering that question, I decided to study the biology of aesthetic<br />

experiences.<br />

Early in 1999, there was almost nothing written about the biology of aesthetics. Partly because this was<br />

an academic transition period where I was reevaluating my plans, I thought I’d incorporate aesthetics<br />

seriously as part of my research program.<br />

Do you identify as an artist or a scientist exclusively, or do you feel that your identity is a fluidity of both<br />

processes in both frameworks?<br />

DR. CHATTERJEE: I think most people who end up studying empirical aesthetics or neuroaesthetics<br />

tend to have an aesthetic practice. That’s often what drives them towards such investigations. It can<br />

be music, it can be painting, it can be photography, it can be drawing, and some people write poetry. I<br />

think there are some similar features to both endeavors—a kind of curiosity drives both and a willingness<br />

to be vulnerable.<br />

How do we appreciate the contributions of both art and science without oversimplifying either process?<br />

DR. CHATTERJEE: I think the kinds of questions people ask or address can be similar and overlap. Scientists<br />

can inform artists and artists can inform scientists.<br />

I think it simplifies the process to say that artists are scientists, as some do, and denies what makes<br />

these endeavors special. Both approaches abide by certain distinct rules. You could say that soccer<br />

players could be good baseball players, and baseball players could be good soccer players, but it<br />

doesn’t really make sense that a soccer player is a baseball player.


8 SIENNA SOLSTICE<br />

<strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 9<br />

To make such broad statements undermines and denies the uniqueness of each sport, and by extension,<br />

the different strengths that artists and scientists bring to bear on the questions they pursue.<br />

In science, when we talk about experiments, and when people talk about artists experimenting, the<br />

word “experiment” is used in very different ways, right?<br />

In science, the general idea is that you usually have some kind of theory. You have a hypothesis to test,<br />

and you design controlled experiments. Advances in science are incremental. The conclusions are<br />

provisional, and subject to change. You put [the findings] out there for other people to either replicate or<br />

disconfirm. The nice thing about that approach as a general model to advance knowledge is that the experiments<br />

and the data determine how you think about the world. At the end of the day, the data drives<br />

our thinking. Creativity for a scientist comes in figuring out the right question and then asking “How are<br />

you going to design a decent experiment?”<br />

So in my lab, one thing we repeat is, “The question is the question.” You can spend months figuring out<br />

what [the question] is. Which question is worth asking? Once you have some sense of that, you start<br />

trying to craft the best ways to address that question. There’s a lot of creativity that comes into those<br />

stages.<br />

Artists are not constrained by data. Their process, as I understand it, tends to be much more individual.<br />

Once they put their artwork out there, the core aspects of how science advances through replication<br />

and verification, don’t really apply—at least not in the same way.<br />

So, I think the process of most artists’ work is pretty personal, even when embedded in an institutional<br />

or cultural context. Experimental science doesn’t advance through individuals. It’s almost always<br />

conducted in teams. To conflate the practice of art and science as the same— just denies the unique<br />

strengths of each approach.<br />

antidisciplinary<br />

(adjective)<br />

• • •<br />

A rejection of the idea of the<br />

“interdisciplinary,” as<br />

disciplines are not only interconnected,<br />

but interdependent.<br />

Wherein no system of thought can contain the fullness of the human experience.<br />

How do you continue asking novel questions and experimenting in the field of neuroaesthetics?<br />

DR. CHATTERJEE: It’s really fun.<br />

For an investigator, it’s a gift to be in a field where fascinating issues are wide open. There are so many<br />

low hanging fruits to be addressed. I think if you’re a curious person, and your curiosity is a bit disciplined,<br />

novel questions become apparent. Another important aspect for a principal investigator to stay<br />

fresh—and this gets lost when people talk about how science advances—is to pick the right people<br />

and then not get in their way. Young scientists animate my thinking as much as I mentor them. Having<br />

young people who are excited about what they are doing at the start of their careers rejuvenates me.


`10<br />

SIENNA SOLSTICE<br />

<strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 11<br />

A Classmate Uses a Word I’ve Never Heard as a Poem Title<br />

Darnell “DeeSoul” Carson<br />

Ophiocordyceps<br />

Noun.<br />

A genus of fungi containing about 140 species that grow on insects.<br />

Ex:<br />

ophiocordyceps unilateralis is known for its parasitic<br />

relationship with ants, altering the host’s behaviors in order<br />

to ensure its own propagation. Host widens mandibles to root<br />

itself to the underside of a leaf. Host will stay there until<br />

its inevitable death. I am unsure if it is even conscious of the choice,<br />

or what it will soon bring. All that is left, days later, is a shell of what<br />

was once was an ant, still attached to the leaf’s vein, and ophiocordyceps,<br />

bursting<br />

OR<br />

the summer after my freshman year, a boy hijacks my prefrontal cortex<br />

and I no longer make sense to myself. Every neuron rewires<br />

to ensure the survival of our relationship. Soon, my body<br />

reroutes to every place I think conditions are suitable enough<br />

to sustain what isn’t there: Two hours beside the closest lake<br />

Google maps could lead us to. A midnight-lit playground<br />

the eve of his departure. I do not know how he hurt me<br />

until five months after it has ended.<br />

OR<br />

It is a summer and a half later. On social media, I can see he has attached himself<br />

to another. Every day, I try to save myself from the shell I’ve become by learning<br />

to undo the damage. Most days, it works, always a lesson in forgiveness,<br />

or mercy, though I’m not sure which one of us it is for. But some days,<br />

I can see myself, still rooted where the boy left me, and all of the hollowness,<br />

bursting<br />

sweetdreams<br />

Mixed Media on Hot Press Watercolor Paper<br />

Christian Leon Guerrero


12 SIENNA SOLSTICE<br />

<strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 13<br />

Introspections<br />

Philipp Schmitt<br />

Sending a blank canvas to a machine learning model meant<br />

to process photos returns…a blank image. But repeat the<br />

action over and over and the model starts to introduce its<br />

own artifacts. It's subtle at first, but ultimately the model devours<br />

the image, creating an abstract visualization of its own<br />

inner state and architecture. An introspection made visible,<br />

the piece materializes a glimpse into the opaque, high-dimensional<br />

vector spaces in which AI makes its meaning.<br />

Photography by Makino Kinjo


14 SIENNA SOLSTICE<br />

<strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 15<br />

“I participated in a collaboration with a fashion<br />

stylist, a photographer, and a model.<br />

We wanted to create something vibrant and<br />

colorful, so I painted on a giant cloth for the<br />

background. I took this photo when they were<br />

shooting and I loved it simply because the<br />

model looks like a part of my painted cloth.”<br />

— Jisu “Jisutice” Kim<br />

[ The Earth Waltzes During Rush Hour ]<br />

Hannah Villanueva<br />

somewhere in the monotony of things we settle<br />

besides emerald branches entrenched into<br />

chalked prism colors on the pavement where<br />

the jaywalker leaps—in the path parallel<br />

a child recites sticky lyrics to a Mona Lisa while<br />

the performance begins as the one-man-orchestra<br />

harmonizes B notes—paints lavender adagio cymatics<br />

on illuminated stucco the size of an ochre sun<br />

a beat changes<br />

neon dots halt the muffled engines<br />

in the rearview grandeur vistas of multidimensional<br />

cinematic plots—carrying the depth of expectations<br />

nearby the waterfowls fox-trot into the dross<br />

the crescendo ends<br />

we step away from the synchronicity of this gallery pane<br />

under the last light of the gold composed<br />

our soles find the path for<br />

solace<br />

to recommence.<br />

Photograph by Jisu “Jisutice” Kim


16 SIENNA SOLSTICE<br />

<strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 17<br />

chaconne<br />

for voice, flute, viola, cello, and piano<br />

music by sophie mathieu<br />

text by john mietus<br />

Cacophonies<br />

Casey Aimer<br />

cacophonies of city cars represent<br />

equally to me the leaving and<br />

arrival of spirits. I envision lanes<br />

of sunlight rupturing through<br />

thunderclouds as the tunnels<br />

for departing and returning souls.<br />

yet being ghost among the living<br />

is superior to living as umbra under<br />

divinity. quickly the dead discover god<br />

is either dead nor alive, simply<br />

beneath their station.<br />

Photograph by Kara Theart


18 SIENNA SOLSTICE<br />

<strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 19<br />

Photography by Makino Kinjo<br />

Photograph by Makino Kinjo


20 SIENNA SOLSTICE <strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 21<br />

Horror Vacui<br />

Yuan Changming<br />

Looking up to the darkish infinity of the outer space, I see how a<br />

star has been growing only to die, in (holographic) parallel with a<br />

cell within my body & come to know my protobeing & the cosmos<br />

as one & the same: just as I is the cosmos, so the cosmos am I.<br />

Even in this very moment<br />

My mind is full<br />

Of struggling presences<br />

Such is<br />

Always the case:<br />

It is infused with<br />

I stop to squeeze out<br />

But it always returns<br />

To occupy the vacated room<br />

The moment its door opens<br />

whims & wishes<br />

Each bubbling perception<br />

in a bloated form of wonder<br />

Which has held part of me<br />

Country of the Moon<br />

Watercolor on paper 11”x17” - 2020<br />

Sebastian Petersen<br />

You long to become mindful<br />

Of a spiritual vacuum<br />

Yet it never allows for<br />

The briefest moment<br />

of emptiness


22 SIENNA SOLSTICE<br />

You Don’t Have to Take Orders from the Moon<br />

Jaina Cipriano<br />

<strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 23<br />

exhale<br />

Charlotte Cao<br />

the rat gnaws<br />

at my ribs<br />

and when its<br />

flattened head<br />

rams itself against<br />

the fat of<br />

my underbelly<br />

i pitch myself, forward,<br />

hitch my lungs to<br />

the hook that hangs<br />

at the crest of my chest<br />

and when<br />

i can feel the bitter tip<br />

crimp the muscle,<br />

like a needle,<br />

but there is no stitching, i<br />

crumple<br />

and press the air<br />

out in the way<br />

quicksand would engulf my every part:<br />

slow as old honey then<br />

rapid<br />

rushing<br />

as<br />

my limbs jerk, convulse, quiver, and<br />

i think an arrow has shot<br />

down the narrow<br />

pinprick<br />

of my diaphragm,<br />

because i am<br />

clutching at air,<br />

and the<br />

wood splinters,<br />

and years later,<br />

i will still<br />

be prying little<br />

shards,<br />

thin as breath,<br />

out<br />

and<br />

my rat,<br />

ravenous,<br />

will gouge<br />

its teeth into what<br />

i have lost behind,<br />

what has<br />

yet to be<br />

purged.


24 SIENNA SOLSTICE<br />

<strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 25<br />

Darkness Will Fall<br />

Mileva Anastasiadou<br />

Morning light finds us at the diner, which is always busy, but we pretend there’s no one but us, we<br />

pretend we like this place and coffee tastes like nectar, we hold the map in our hands, he takes a<br />

look, I say, we’re here, not at the top yet, he says, but we’re close, we’re close, that’s how it starts,<br />

the game of make believe.<br />

Across our street there is a tiny hill we call the little mountain, and when we get there, we find<br />

ourselves under a couple of tall trees that hide the sun and we call the place the little forest and<br />

we pretend we’re lost in the woods, that we live in a fairy tale, we practice darkness, but then after<br />

a couple of steps there are olive trees and vineyards and light and that’s mostly disappointing, but<br />

also relieving.<br />

There’s a cliff on the little mountain, and we pretend it’s a steep cliff, although if we went off and<br />

jumped, we wouldn’t break a bone, but we pretend down lies the abyss, and when we get there<br />

we hold hands, like we’ve finally made it, like we’re on the top of the world, we check the map, he<br />

says, we’re here now, and I nod and we kiss for everyone to see, but no one’s watching, no one<br />

cares.<br />

We go to the creek we call the small river and we first check if anybody’s around but usually there<br />

isn’t, because there’s no river but in our joint imagination, and then we sing, we sing loud, we sing<br />

the River song, that song by Bruce Springsteen, only we change the lyrics to make it a happy song,<br />

and we pretend it is, because we can’t stand sadness, it wears us out, so we sing and sing, like<br />

we’re a pop band and we pretend we are, until we run out of breath.<br />

When evening falls, we go home, turn on the lights and have deep conversations about the meaning<br />

of life, we talk and talk, like we’re on a talk show and we pretend we are, we’re so important,<br />

we’re heard, we’re wise, but then the shadows get thicker, we can’t escape darkness, but we pretend,<br />

we pretend there’s still light, we’re so lucky we have each other, I say but then he says, I made<br />

us dinner, so we stop talking and we eat.<br />

At night, we hold on to each other, we grab each other, we make love, we call this place sacred,<br />

our joint heaven but there comes this feeling, like darkness lightens an emptiness which remains<br />

hidden by daylight, we check the map again, but that’s uncharted territory, we’re in the middle of<br />

nowhere, we throw the map away, we know, we know darkness will fall, on us, on life, before we<br />

reach the top, because there is no top, but we pretend there is, and we pretend we’re flowers, we<br />

don’t grow old, instead we blossom, and we pretend we grow, but never, ever grow apart.


26 SIENNA SOLSTICE<br />

<strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 27<br />

The grand father Meliñir<br />

Photograph by Ricardo General


<strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 29<br />

I<br />

I CAN’T IMAGINE MORNING<br />

Heath Joseph Wooten<br />

I have one thing to tell you: I need your breath to confirm<br />

my existence like a fist. No, I’ll tell you now,<br />

this is not<br />

something that I wanted<br />

to say. Again. My body catches the sun and returns<br />

it as silence and morning was never<br />

supposed to come. Do you ever think<br />

about the skin of a fruit like that? I mean like my<br />

skin? As silence? You’d be wrong. My body catches<br />

like a thread. I’m thinking about you<br />

getting dressed. You, a synonym for steam, in the bathroom<br />

not thinking about my body but yours. You’re still<br />

in bed. You’re gone. I haven’t decided<br />

which is easier this time. You’re slicing<br />

an apple for breakfast. A question: why<br />

can’t daybreak dress us. Why silence.<br />

II<br />

I always start begging before I know<br />

what I mean: pull me behind your eyelids<br />

and let me find myself there. Give me<br />

the brown washcloth you used to wash<br />

your body and let me remember knowing<br />

you. I’ve never said. My whole life spent<br />

in pursuit of evidence of your existence.<br />

Like a god. A question that no dream<br />

could answer. I lose my words. I always<br />

speak better to you in the language<br />

of dreams. Tell me a story of you as a child<br />

and let me eat an apple from your palm.<br />

<strong>III</strong><br />

In this empty bed that smells like you,<br />

I believe in the possibility of fruit. The flower<br />

of a tongue upon my collar. I need<br />

your breath to confirm. I need you<br />

to describe the taste of my skin.<br />

I need to give too much<br />

of myself to you. I have one thing<br />

to tell you though you already know: you are the pang<br />

that realizes me as being alone<br />

in being alive. And my body catches. When I open<br />

my mouth to take a bite I’m supposed to be humble.<br />

Do you ever think when you fall asleep that my skin<br />

could be so quiet, could turn the day to night?<br />

I’m really asking: please think of me. Please stay<br />

inside me like a fire lives upon the snow.<br />

Photograph by Makino Kinjo


30 SIENNA SOLSTICE<br />

<strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 31<br />

Hold Tight<br />

Silvana Smith<br />

But what of glaciers<br />

J.I. Kleinberg


32 SIENNA SOLSTICE<br />

<strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 33<br />

February Poppy<br />

Andrea Chow<br />

the wind, short-tempered, howling,<br />

fickler than her mother<br />

between her gasps and shrieks<br />

has crafted an accidental hurricane haven.<br />

she threw tantrums through December<br />

and spat rage through January.<br />

and finally, she has sobbed out all her despair<br />

wrung out from her misty body like a wet rag<br />

leaving only a damp trickle<br />

that wraps the mountains in a spilling sunrise light.<br />

she has spent months screaming,<br />

coaxing angry wrath across her breast,<br />

coating the mountains in a thin ash blanket.<br />

she has spent even more months weeping,<br />

a child mourning the loss of her mother,<br />

dusting coastal crags in a frigid powder.<br />

she cannot be angry forever,<br />

so, she collapses, exhausted, in February<br />

as one does after expending all their energy<br />

after a long day of grief.<br />

and in the brief respite<br />

a single poppy blooms<br />

between the cracks on the sidewalk<br />

miraculously dodging the heavy tread<br />

and unrelenting assault of the tempest,<br />

a delicate and solitary monk<br />

vivid, radiant, effervescent –<br />

exhaling softly against the February wind.<br />

dentistry for grown-ups<br />

Aliza Li<br />

open mouth.<br />

insert scalpel into gums<br />

slice horizontally.<br />

excavate the gold of a filling<br />

until you hear the shriek of<br />

someone’s mother.<br />

a tooth is only lost at a certain age.<br />

i receive a quarter<br />

for each dissected tooth,<br />

for all thirty two: an army<br />

jackknife. a slipjoint, the<br />

backspring inclining towards<br />

open, closed--and nothing between.<br />

slip the blade between two teeth.<br />

wiggle back and forth and<br />

detach every tooth from<br />

its seat until white<br />

is dyed red. girl<br />

becomes woman.<br />

Artwork by Miranda Navarro<br />

Artwork by Hunter Anson


34 SIENNA SOLSTICE<br />

<strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 35<br />

Stasis and Liberation<br />

Amelia Horney<br />

Waves<br />

Julian Berger<br />

“Producing this composition was a big undertaking as this was my first<br />

time making a fully electronic piece. This project was made in Logic Pro<br />

X, conducted using only looped sounds. I decided to experiment with<br />

a whole variety of different sounds, some sampled from libraries, some<br />

stock sounds in my DAW, and sounds from my synthesizer. I also sampled<br />

my dad playing the shakuhachi, which is a Japanese flute that you first<br />

hear around 0:50. This piece strives to create an ambient atmosphere<br />

that experiments with a lot of bending and trippy sounds, while creating<br />

a relaxing soundscape that would be good to listen to when you sleep.”


36 SIENNA SOLSTICE<br />

<strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 37<br />

bear vs BEAR<br />

Lauren Pan<br />

Who doesn’t love Paddington the bear? Or Fozzie from The Muppets? Or even the classic Winnie<br />

the Pooh? I don’t know about you, but these lovable, good-natured bears have definitely<br />

added value in my life. I learned compassion from Paddington. I laughed at Fozzie’s attempts<br />

at humor. And honestly, Winnie the Pooh just has the cutest character animation. Even with all<br />

these examples of fictional bears, we can add one more to the list, a very real one — the BEAR.<br />

The Bridge-Enhanced ACL Repair (BEAR) is a new cutting-edge method that uses a sponge<br />

scaffold to reconstruct a torn anterior cruciate ligament (ACL), an important ligament in the knee.<br />

Among all sports injuries, tearing the ACL is not only one of the most common, but also one of<br />

the most severe. Unlike an ankle sprain or a muscle pull, the ACL cannot heal on its own because<br />

there is not enough blood supply. Normally sudden pivoting or twisting movements of the<br />

knee joint cause ACL tears. Therefore, athletes who play high intensity sports, such as football<br />

or basketball, are the most at risk population. Fortunately, there are a couple ways to fix/treat a<br />

fully torn ACL.<br />

Traditionally, orthopedic surgeons completely remove the torn ACL and replace it with a graft<br />

harvested from the patient’s own hamstring. However, this procedure is relatively invasive since<br />

it requires several incisions to insert cameras and other tools arthroscopically and harvest the<br />

replacement ligament. While useful, these procedures start to add up when considering the<br />

fragility of the human body. In addition, although harvesting a graft from the patient’s own body<br />

lowers the chance of rejection, it also adds more burden onto the body when healing. Instead of<br />

just one compromised area, there are now two (the ACL and the hamstring). Thankfully, BEAR<br />

offers a potential solution to these problems.<br />

Currently, BEAR uses a bridging scaffold, which is a sponge injected with the patient’s blood. The<br />

sponge is then inserted between the broken ends of the ACL and sewn into place. This increases<br />

the chances of a successful procedure and also means that there is no need for extra incisions<br />

to harvest the graft. Additionally, instead of completely removing the torn ACL, BEAR preserves<br />

the remaining ACL tissue.<br />

Headed by Martha Murray, MD at Boston Children’s Hospital, the clinical trials of this study<br />

are still in its early stages. After being split into two groups with 10 patients in each, subjects<br />

in one group received the BEAR operation and subjects in the other received the traditional<br />

ACL reconstruction with the hamstring graft. The physical examination findings, patient-reported<br />

outcomes, and adverse events were similar for both groups. The experiment documented<br />

knee laxity (the looseness of the joint) and functional results, including hop testing, extension<br />

and flexion, and others. While the data showed slightly higher/better results for BEAR than the<br />

hamstring ACL method, the difference in results were not significant enough to conclude that<br />

BEAR is definitively better.<br />

While more testing is needed in order to be able to conclusively say that BEAR is the superior<br />

surgical method, I personally see no contest between BEAR and our beloved, but fictional bears.<br />

Works Cited<br />

“ACL TEAR: SYMPTOMS, RECOVERY TIME AND TREATMENT.” PeerWell.<br />

“Bridge-Enhanced ACL Repair Clinical Trial: Boston Children’s Hospital.” Boston Childrens Hospital.<br />

Murray, Martha M, et al. “Bridge-Enhanced Anterior Cruciate Ligament Repair: Two-Year Results of a First-in-Human<br />

Study.” Orthopaedic Journal of Sports Medicine, SAGE Publications, 22 Mar. 2019.<br />

The Body is a Memory<br />

Divya Mehrish<br />

What if I told you the spine<br />

is oblong like a domino,<br />

that the body is a memory<br />

that loses itself and keeps<br />

losing itself like a ripple<br />

that echoes across a glassy<br />

mirror of water until the sun<br />

blinds its shrinking radius<br />

into silence? What if I told<br />

you that you have only been<br />

taught the shape of your hips,<br />

that what you see in the hum<br />

of your reflection is not what<br />

you are but what you could have<br />

been? What if I told you the pelvis<br />

is a planet and your torso is orbiting<br />

a sun it cannot find? What if I told<br />

you the human skeleton knows not<br />

how to forget pain, that it touches<br />

itself gingerly, as if its entire life<br />

has been permanently bruised?<br />

What if I told you reminiscence<br />

exists as a light year—the star<br />

exploded centuries ago, but from<br />

where you sit, its serrated frame<br />

flames into the swollen center<br />

of your fickle vision? What if<br />

I told you Mother Earth is yours<br />

and yours alone—she is your<br />

daughter, and your own breast<br />

is the universe: the raw milk<br />

of your fertile land sustains<br />

all of humanity. What if I told<br />

you, softly, that you are enough?<br />

You are enough. What then?


38 SIENNA SOLSTICE<br />

<strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 39<br />

When our mother went to be with<br />

God, I am told my sister did not hesitate<br />

to be the one to replace my polyisobutylene<br />

pacifier when it would slip from<br />

my mouth. Her grieving for Mother was<br />

overtaken by her captivation with me.<br />

That little petrochemical nipple provided<br />

what nourishment it had to offer us both.<br />

My first memories are of following<br />

her around the backyard barefoot, polycarbonate<br />

sippy cup in hand —a thermoplastic<br />

containing, no doubt, the precursor<br />

monomer bisphenol A. She kept our<br />

baby dolls under a tree, sisters like us,<br />

made with additive plasticizers to soften<br />

their polyvinyl chloride bodies. She<br />

would brush their nylon hair and place<br />

them side by side to “sleep” under a blanket<br />

of biodegrading leaves. This is how I<br />

thought of her: I thought my sister had<br />

the power to infuse life into otherwise<br />

passive matter. She served this vitality<br />

to me from our high-impact polystyrene<br />

tea set.<br />

I am aware that my memories might<br />

be selective looking back under these<br />

circumstances. For example, it seems<br />

possibly too symbolic that the polyester<br />

comforter we pulled over our heads<br />

at night was printed in a lovely, replicative,<br />

baroque pattern of invertebrates<br />

and Carboniferous ferns. Or that the only<br />

children’s book of ours that I can recall<br />

with any detail featured sorrowful woolly<br />

mammoths, their trunks raised, unable<br />

to lift their knees in pools of tar. I know<br />

now that this image is merely a simplification<br />

for children, and that the much<br />

truer story of petroleum is composed of<br />

microorganisms; of phytoplankton, zooplankton<br />

and algae. But this is harder to<br />

Undine<br />

Sol Paz Kistler<br />

depict.<br />

At the time, I had taken a ballpoint<br />

pen (polystyrene and polypropylene)<br />

to the book’s pages and scribbled blue<br />

tears falling from their eyes and forming<br />

lakes around them. My sister drew ladders<br />

for the woolly mammoths to ascend.<br />

My sister stole for pleasure. I<br />

would be on the lookout at the market<br />

as she hid a can of peaches under her<br />

clothes. She would place the can on top<br />

of the fence and make us wait until the<br />

fruit had warmed in the sun, corn syrup<br />

mixing with BPA, until we would scoop<br />

out the syrupy half-moons and eat them<br />

with our hands.<br />

She drank straight from the polyethylene<br />

gallon milk jug, wiping her<br />

mouth dramatically afterwards. She was<br />

also a true redhead, like Mother. Each<br />

strand of her hair seemed to be a various<br />

shade of gold or copper. I watched<br />

her braid this hair with a nylon bristled<br />

brush, securing each plait with an elastomer<br />

band.<br />

Every time we would get into the<br />

car, my sister would turn and quickly<br />

buckle my polyethylene terephthalate<br />

seat belt for me before I had the chance.<br />

She would never outgrow this game.<br />

When I fell, she would gingerly apply<br />

nylon polymer bandages to my knees. I<br />

think of these gestures as the links between<br />

us —as long polymer chains of<br />

hydrogen and carbon.<br />

When the time came, my sister<br />

warned me that the sodium polyacrylate<br />

sanitary pads would feel like wearing a<br />

diaper. She showed me, before I had to<br />

ask, how inserting a low-density polyethylene<br />

tampon applicator was easier<br />

and more comfortable to do while standing<br />

up with one foot on the sink.<br />

Side by side at the sink, we<br />

scrubbed our faces with an exfoliating<br />

cleanser made of micro-fine polyethylene<br />

granules. These tiny beads have<br />

since sailed down, spilled out, and propelled<br />

themselves away into currents<br />

where they have passed into ever-increasing<br />

bodies of water; first a river,<br />

then a sea, until finally they reached the<br />

ocean where they are forever suspended<br />

into what could now be described as a<br />

large soup of materials that cannot die a<br />

natural death.<br />

She remembers our mother, while<br />

I can not. I think this is why my sister is<br />

the type of person that claims the belief<br />

that her spirit will never fully depart,<br />

but will only change form. Why she can<br />

look up at the stars and say that she<br />

feels “at home in the universe.” Like most<br />

redheads, she has a baptism of freckles<br />

across her face indicating stardust. I<br />

thought her beauty would mean she was<br />

stable and nearly-eternal.<br />

I chose to become a chemist in an<br />

effort to learn how to transform waste<br />

into worth. I wanted to understand intimately<br />

how, say: through the cumene<br />

process, where phenol is made from oil,<br />

a capsule of aspirin can be produced.<br />

And the expanse of geologic time can be<br />

held in the palm of your hand and administered<br />

to someone with a fever. In<br />

chemistry, things become more similar<br />

than they are different. DNA and nylon,<br />

for example, are both polymers. Simply<br />

put, they are long chains of repeating<br />

molecules. It’s the small changes in the<br />

type of molecules being bonded and<br />

how, that create different compositions.<br />

There is a memory I have, thinking this, as<br />

I watched my sister wearing lipstick (petrolatum)<br />

and biting into an apple coated<br />

in paraffin wax. I wanted to make sense of<br />

the way that death can imitate life.<br />

My sister and I, we are together everyday<br />

now. Grown old from other kinds<br />

of love that failed and disappointed. I am<br />

holding her hand, and this is the truce between<br />

our two dichotomies: we’ve agreed<br />

that her polyvinyl chloride IV is her etheric<br />

cord tethering her to this plane of energies.<br />

As she lays in her hospital bed<br />

breathing shallowly, I look into her eyes<br />

and see —what else? Nurdles, those resinous<br />

microplastics swirling in retinas the<br />

color of two great water columns.<br />

At her side, I am aware that I am incessantly<br />

lecturing that her current state<br />

of failing health is likely the result of a consumerism<br />

that we’ve both been immersed<br />

in. That all of these short-term pleasures<br />

have assembled in her body, mimicking<br />

life and disrupting her endocrine system<br />

until she has become frail from the organic<br />

eternity that is constant change. I find<br />

myself angry at a solidified material that is<br />

hard to pull apart, passive, yet performing<br />

invisible tasks. Fulminating that we were<br />

so desirous for a world that could always<br />

be future tense, we created an abundance<br />

of things made only for immediate consumption.<br />

At this, my sister’s eyes widen and<br />

her voice is propelled forward with that<br />

incalculable impetus, not the imitation of<br />

life, but the real thing: “Imagine how the<br />

ocean feels!”


40 SIENNA SOLSTICE<br />

<strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 41<br />

Saint Luke Drawing the Virgin Reassembled<br />

Paper Collage (Source image: Rogier der Weyden) 21.20cm<br />

Eoin O’Dowd<br />

The Soft Glow of Ribs<br />

Jake Bailey<br />

Astonishment delayed,<br />

radioactive hoofsteps<br />

evaporating into the emptiness<br />

of a bowl that once held<br />

palms on either side.<br />

Now, it collects dust<br />

deeper than this world.<br />

Remember the birth of this<br />

idea, instrument of the given<br />

and the soft glow of ribs<br />

picked clean. Nothing lies<br />

blooded on the table, being<br />

becomes a syntax of water.<br />

Somewhere in-between<br />

erasure and dream<br />

imagines a veil,<br />

a place of nectar pooling<br />

in candles lit midscene to reveal<br />

a face carved out of broken glass.<br />

There is little difference between<br />

the shape of a church and its body.<br />

Stained glass often reflects the interior<br />

of a surface before the surface itself.<br />

Let the light come in the room.<br />

Let the moon become one<br />

with the sun as if lovers beneath<br />

cotton sheets in the midst of December,<br />

soft chill pulling bodies<br />

toward each other like the opposite<br />

of empty, bowl filling itself<br />

with smoke, cascading ghosts<br />

of shadows erased as<br />

cave made star.<br />

A man in the desert<br />

tracing footsteps back<br />

to the promise of a hand.


<strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 43<br />

Spiriting...<br />

Ofem Ubi<br />

Photograph by Makino Kinjo


Photograph by Ofem Ubi


46 SIENNA SOLSTICE <strong>ISSUE</strong> <strong>III</strong> 47<br />

Three generations<br />

Grandmother, mother and daughter share<br />

the time in the little home to avoid the cold<br />

weather outside. This was the last time<br />

that I saw them together because sadly, the<br />

grandmother named Ofelia passed away<br />

because of COVID-19.<br />

Photograph by Ricardo General


author & artist<br />

BIOGRAPHIES<br />

Casey Aimer holds an MFA in poetry from<br />

Texas State and a bachelor’s in prose from<br />

Texas A&M University. For over a decade he<br />

has performed nationwide with spoken word<br />

and page poetry. He is a former non-profit<br />

writing director and the blog editor for the<br />

Porter House Review. Aimer has previously<br />

been published in Ars Medica, The Fictional<br />

Café, Toyon Literary Magazine, Inwood Indiana<br />

Press, and more.<br />

Mileva Anastasiadou is a neurologist, from<br />

Athens, Greece. A Pushcart, Best of the Net,<br />

Best Microfiction and Best Small Fictions<br />

nominated writer, her work can be found in<br />

many journals, such as Litro, Jellyfish Review,<br />

HAD, Ruminate, Lost Balloon, X-R-A-Y<br />

and others.<br />

Hunter Anson is an artist from Perth, Australia<br />

who primarily focuses on graphic design,<br />

mainly consisting of apparel design<br />

and album artwork. Although, he also really<br />

enjoy playing around with digital textures<br />

and colours to create detailed pieces.<br />

Jake Bailey is a schiZotypal experientialist<br />

and host of Poetry and Pot. He has published<br />

or forthcoming work in Abstract Magazine,<br />

The American Journal of Poetry, Constellations,<br />

Diode Poetry Journal, Frontier<br />

Poetry, Guesthouse, Mid-American Review,<br />

Palette Poetry, PANK Magazine, Passages<br />

North, Storm Cellar, TAB: The Journal of Poetry<br />

& Poetics, Tar River Poetry, and elsewhere.<br />

Jake received his MA from Northwest<br />

Missouri State University and his MFA from<br />

Antioch University, Los Angeles. He is a former<br />

editor for Lunch Ticket, current reader<br />

for Grist: A Journal of the Literary Arts, and<br />

lives in Illinois with his wife and their three<br />

dogs. You can find him on Twitter and Instagram<br />

(@SaintJakeowitz) and at saintjakeowitz.xyz.<br />

Julian Berger is a LA-based multimedia<br />

composer who is currently studying music<br />

composition and minoring in film music at<br />

Chapman University in Orange County. Coming<br />

from a classically trained background as<br />

a pianist, Julian has begun to branch out and<br />

now experiments with producing and blending<br />

electronic sounds and acoustic samples<br />

to create a vast variety of music. Find out<br />

about Julian’s most recent works on his youtube<br />

channel, www.youtube.com/c/Julianbergermusic<br />

Charlotte Cao is a current junior at Portola<br />

High School in Irvine, California. An avid<br />

reader and writer, she draws her inspiration<br />

from the likes of Sylvia Plath, Celeste Ng, and<br />

Ocean Vuong. As the daughter of Vietnamese<br />

immigrants, she is especially drawn to<br />

narratives that explore culture, family values,<br />

and the beauty of domesticity. Though she<br />

has yet to decide what she will pursue in the<br />

future, she is especially drawn to literature<br />

and the social sciences, believing that both<br />

provide a snapshot into the human experience.<br />

When she’s not writing poetry, she can<br />

often be found drinking excessive amounts<br />

of Thai tea boba and fawning over her dog<br />

Hershey.<br />

Darnell “DeeSoul” Carson (He/They) is a<br />

Black queer poet, performer, and educator<br />

from San Diego, CA, and Editorial Assistant<br />

at The Adroit Journal. A 2020 TWH Writing<br />

Workshop Fellow and two-time CUPSI finalist,<br />

his work has been featured on Button<br />

Poetry, in The Adroit Journal, Between My<br />

Body and The Air (A Youth Speaks Poetry<br />

Anthology), and elsewhere. He is graduating<br />

with a degree in Cultural/Social Psychology<br />

and a minor in Creative Writing from Stanford<br />

University and will be a Writer in the<br />

Public Schools Fellow in the NYU M.F.A program<br />

in Fall 2021.<br />

Yuan Changming started to learn the English<br />

alphabet at age nineteen and authored<br />

monographs on translation before leaving<br />

China. Currently, Yuan edits Poetry Pacif-


ic with Allen Yuan in Vancouver. Credits<br />

include eleven Pushcart nominations, ten<br />

chapbooks and appearances in the Best<br />

Canadian Poetry & BestNewPoemsOnline,<br />

among others across 46 countries. Recently,<br />

Yuan served on the Jury for Canada’s 44th<br />

National Magazine Awards (poetry category)<br />

and published a Chinese poetry collection.<br />

Andrea Chow (she/her) is a Chicana/Central<br />

American writer from Southern California<br />

and a student at Yale. Her work has<br />

been honored by the Ventura County Poetry<br />

Project. In her free time, you can find her<br />

performing slam poetry at her local library<br />

or going for long hikes in the Santa Monica<br />

Mountains. She also has her own blog, andreasarea.weebly.com.<br />

You can find more of<br />

her poetry in Changing Womxn Collective,<br />

MixedLife Media, Periphery Journal, and antifragile<br />

zine. Reach her on Instagram @andrea.chow<br />

or by email andrea.nicole.chow@<br />

gmail.com<br />

Jaina Cipriano is a Boston based artist<br />

working with photography, film and installation.<br />

Her work explores the emotional toll of<br />

religious and romantic entrapment through<br />

immersive sets and emotional performances<br />

that mirror the subconscious.<br />

Eoin O’Dowd is an artist from Dublin, living<br />

and working in Helsinki. The following two<br />

works submitted to Sienna Solstice, are from<br />

an ongoing body of work titled Emotional Illiteracy.<br />

Each hand cut collage is an image of<br />

itself re-imagined. Thematically, Eoin’s work<br />

references violent personal experiences and<br />

employs a volatile and frenetic kind of energy.<br />

The work concerns that emotional illiteracy<br />

, taught, and ubiquitous in a masculinity<br />

that is aggressive and reactionary.<br />

Ricardo General is a photographer, documentary<br />

maker, who began his career in<br />

2010, recording social movements in Chile.<br />

In his career he has explored areas of registration<br />

in performing arts, cultural heritage<br />

and diverse cultures around the world with<br />

publications in various Chilean and Latin<br />

American magazines such as National Geographic<br />

in Spanish. In 2018, he held the exhibition<br />

Shades de Thailand, which would<br />

later be transformed into a book produced<br />

by the Royal Thai Embassy describing the<br />

most important aspects of Thai culture. His<br />

photography has always been linked to unraveling<br />

the intimate aspects of each cultural<br />

manifestation as well as the environment<br />

within the daily life in the places he visits.<br />

Photography must be a journey.<br />

Christian Leon Guerrero is an Asian American/Pacific<br />

Islander freelance illustrator<br />

and fine artist based in San Francisco, California.<br />

Born and raised in the Bay Area and<br />

Los Angeles, Christian earned his Bachelor<br />

of Arts degree from California College of the<br />

Arts. His choice of medium is a diverse range<br />

of traditional materials. He strives to depict<br />

dreamy and nostalgic imagery through color,<br />

shape, and form. He currently creates work<br />

for editorial magazines as well as galleries<br />

throughout the U.S.<br />

Amelia Horney (b. 2001) is a New York and<br />

Los Angeles based composer whose work<br />

has always been very emotionally and visually<br />

driven. She is deeply inspired by collaboration,<br />

other art-forms, the human condition<br />

and subconscious, and her natural<br />

surroundings. Recently, she has been specifically<br />

fascinated by expansive and surreal<br />

imagery, from both paintings and from her<br />

own dreams. Through her music, Horney<br />

seeks to share her inner emotional experience<br />

and create spaces that spark curiosity<br />

and reflection within the listener. Horney<br />

has participated in summer festivals such as<br />

Curtis Summerfest Young Artist’s Summer<br />

Program for Composition, Boston University’s<br />

Tanglewood Institute Young Artist Composition<br />

Program, and the Lake George Music<br />

Festival Composer Institute, where she<br />

has had several works premiered by faculty<br />

and peers. Horney is currently pursuing<br />

a Bachelor of Music in Composition at the<br />

University of Southern California, Thornton<br />

School of Music, and has studied privately<br />

with notable composers such as Saad<br />

Haddad, Alyssa Weinberg, Andrew Norman,<br />

Veronika Krausas, and Ted Hearne. When<br />

she is not composing, you can find Amelia<br />

creating light installations and playing with<br />

her adorable Labrador Retriever, Percy.<br />

Jisu “Jisutice” Kim is a painter based in<br />

Seoul, South Korea. She finds it very unusual<br />

to write about herself in the third person,<br />

but will give it her best effort. She graduated<br />

from the college of Fine Arts at Kyunghee<br />

University, but has since developed her own<br />

painting style by purposefully un-learning<br />

what she learned in school. She would say<br />

that what really taught her the most about<br />

art was a moment when she found little wild<br />

flowers which look very fragile, but have an<br />

instinctual tenacity and passion for life. She<br />

believes that such qualities are necessary<br />

for a healthy society to exist, and so those<br />

flowers, without saying a word, provided her<br />

with the realization of what she wants to do<br />

with her painting.She is making a conscious<br />

effort to do her part in inspiring others to feel<br />

passionately grateful for being alive by creating<br />

paintings and sharing her everyday life<br />

on social media, and existing quietly, similarly<br />

to the wild, natural world. You can always<br />

feel free reach out, connect, and get inspired<br />

by finding her on instagram; @Jisutice<br />

Makino Kinjo grew up in a small island of<br />

Japan, Okinawa. She majored in American<br />

Literature in Bunkyo university. While she<br />

was in Canada as an exchange student, she<br />

became interested in photography by borrowing<br />

her friend’s camera. Then she started<br />

talking photos as her hobby. Her photography<br />

has no specific genre, but mainly focuses<br />

on realistic and well composed moment<br />

happens in ordinal life. She respects Japanese<br />

photographer Kishin Shinoyama.<br />

Sol Paz Kistler is interested in exploring<br />

how the culture of military imperialism specific<br />

to the U.S. infuses and informs civilian<br />

life, values, identities and desires through<br />

their writing. While they are primarily a visual<br />

artist, they write short stories to supplement<br />

and expand on an image. They have<br />

not lived long, but they have lived in all four<br />

corners of the continental United States and<br />

currently reside in Kealakekua, HI.<br />

J.I. Kleinberg, in the unrelenting battle<br />

against doggerel and sloth, wields recycle-bin<br />

magazines, x-acto knife, and glue.<br />

Her visual poems, which explore the accidental<br />

syntax of unintentional phrases, have<br />

been published in print and online journals<br />

worldwide. An artist, poet, freelance writer,<br />

and three-time Pushcart and Best of the Net<br />

nominee, she lives in Bellingham, Washington,<br />

USA, and on Instagram @jikleinberg.<br />

Aliza Li is a freshman at Johns Hopkins University,<br />

studying writing and cognitive science.<br />

Her work has been recognized by Aerie<br />

International, Canvas Teen Literary, and<br />

the Scholastic Art & Writing Awards. She<br />

spends most of her free time glued to a computer<br />

screen or hanging out with friends at<br />

her local boba shop. Her favorite album to<br />

listen to while writing is Takatoshi Naitoh’s<br />

“In The Forest”.<br />

Sophie Mathieu has won numerous awards<br />

for her work writing music for diverse mediums.<br />

Her music explores concepts of vastness,<br />

timelessness, and ethereality. Collaboration<br />

is a key facet of her artistic practice.<br />

Sophie is a first year masters student at the<br />

University of Texas at Austin. She completed<br />

her undergraduate at the University of<br />

Southern California, earning the distinction<br />

of “Outstanding Graduate in Composition”<br />

when she finished her studies. In addition<br />

to composing, Sophie plays cello, frequently<br />

performing her own works and those of her


colleagues. Outside of music, she loves to<br />

cook, watch psychological horror films, and<br />

play Sid Meier’s Civilization V.<br />

Divya Mehrish is a writer and student at<br />

Stanford University. Her work has been recognized<br />

by the National Poetry Competition,<br />

the Foyle Young Poets of the Year Award, the<br />

Scholastic Writing Awards, and the Columbia<br />

College Chicago’s Young Authors Writing<br />

Competition. Her writing has been published<br />

in or is forthcoming from Sojourners, PANK,<br />

Coastal Shelf, Prairie Margins, Broken Pencil,<br />

Roadrunner Review, Blue Marble Review,<br />

Polyphony Lit, Tulane Review, and Amtrak’s<br />

magazine The National, among others.<br />

Miranda Navarro is a 20-year-old artist<br />

from Argentina. She’s studying to be an ESL<br />

teacher, but in her free time she likes to draw<br />

and paint. Miranda is interested in different<br />

forms of art-making, such as drawing, making<br />

music, cooking, building, creating, writing,<br />

digital painting, etc. She had been working<br />

as a digital artist on Instagram during the<br />

pandemic until she decided to take a break.<br />

Besides studying, Miranda currently makes<br />

hand-made paintings on clothes with acrylics.<br />

Lauren Pan, from Dallas, TX, is a part of the<br />

class of 2024 at Johns Hopkins University,<br />

majoring in Biomedical Engineering and<br />

potential minoring in Applied Mathematics<br />

and Statistics. On campus, she’s involved in<br />

Hippocrates Med Review, Engineering without<br />

Borders, TEDxJHU, Phi Mu Sorority, and<br />

a few others organizations. In her free time,<br />

she loves to play ice hockey, waste time on<br />

TikTok, and play WordHunt on GamePigeon.<br />

Sebastian Petersen enjoys creating abstract<br />

sculptures and illustrations as a form<br />

of relaxation between working on highly<br />

symbolic illustrations about his culture, and<br />

family history. This piece is no exception and<br />

speaks to a place inhabited by strange fishlike<br />

beasts at the edge of consciousness. Sebastian<br />

lives in San Francisco with his dog<br />

and partner, where he beach combs and<br />

thrifts during his off hours to fire supplies for<br />

art projects.<br />

Philipp Schmitt (he/him; b. 1993, Germany)<br />

is an artist, designer, and researcher<br />

based in Brooklyn, USA. His creative practice<br />

engages with the philosophical, poetic,<br />

and political dimensions of computation.<br />

Philipp’s works include installations, artist<br />

books, websites, photography, and sound.<br />

His current work addresses opacity and<br />

imagination in artificial intelligence research<br />

and its history.<br />

Silvana Smith is a visual artist and writer<br />

born in Sicily and raised in Florida. She<br />

recently graduated from The University of<br />

North Florida with a degree in fine arts. She<br />

pursues sculpture, photography, illustration,<br />

printmaking and any other practice that can<br />

help convey ideas. Her creations typically<br />

focus on linework, longing and language.<br />

Her art and poetry have been published in<br />

Folio Weekly, Backslash Literary, Honeyfire<br />

Literary Magazine, The Giving Room Review,<br />

Baby Teeth Journal and The Luna Collective.<br />

You can find more of her baking , art making,<br />

poetry and quarantine activities through Instagram<br />

@eggexplorer.<br />

Kara Theart creates physical images of<br />

loneliness with the space itself having an effect<br />

on the subjects within.<br />

Ofem Ubi is a Poet, Photographer and Film<br />

maker from Nigeria. He was shortlisted for<br />

and also published in the Deep Dreams<br />

Anthology of the Nigerian Students Poetry<br />

Prize, 2018 and has been published in the<br />

Inkwell Journal. He seeks to fuse art genres<br />

into documentation. Presently using film,<br />

poetry, photography to tell time, archive the<br />

present and explore the nuance that exists<br />

in memory, the divine and Nigeria generally.<br />

His works are displayed in his social media<br />

handles as well as his YouTube channel.<br />

Hannah Villanueva is an emerging writer<br />

and photographer from Palmer, Alaska. Living<br />

with a mental illness for her whole life,<br />

her work is focused on observing the earth<br />

as a source of healing for the mind, body,<br />

and soul. She values the art of stillness as<br />

a daily cultivating practice. Currently she is<br />

pursuing a degree in film and media studies.<br />

In navigating her identity as a multiracial,<br />

Latinx, Asian-American woman, she hopes<br />

to portray wholeness in her creating.<br />

Heath Joseph Wooten (he/him) is an MFA<br />

candidate at Northern Michigan University.<br />

He is an associate poetry editor at Passages<br />

North, an upcoming guest reader at perhappened<br />

mag, and was recently nominated for<br />

inclusion in the Best New Poets 2021 Anthology.<br />

He is an avid collector of cassettes and<br />

other obsolescences, and you can find his<br />

work in or forthcoming from mutiny!, Dear,<br />

perhappened, and others.<br />

Kate Hayashi<br />

Editor<br />

Rukan Saif<br />

Editor<br />

Lea Wang-Tomic<br />

Editor<br />

Yumnaa Aboosally<br />

Design<br />

Esther Suyoung Moon<br />

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Audrey Pham<br />

Design<br />

Jisoo Hope Yoon<br />

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