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The Courage of Children: Boston and Beyond XXX

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“<strong>The</strong> time I showed<br />

courage is a<br />

really sensitive<br />

topic <strong>of</strong> mine.”<br />

me why I couldn’t sleep. I told her everything, how I hated it because she<br />

wasn’t there <strong>and</strong> how my cousin got mad at me. She was angry at my cousin for<br />

telling those things to a child.<br />

One day my mom <strong>and</strong> my dad wanted to talk to me. <strong>The</strong>y said they wanted to<br />

send me to a psychologist, <strong>and</strong> I agreed. I started to sleep with my mom, which<br />

was better than not sleeping. After a while I stopped going to the doctor <strong>and</strong><br />

started sleeping in my own bed. <strong>The</strong>re were still some times that I couldn’t<br />

sleep, but it was better at least. This continued for a year. I wasn’t sleeping with<br />

my mom anymore, <strong>and</strong> that was a big step.<br />

This September I realized that I never believed in myself. I always had a<br />

voice in my head that said, “What if I can’t sleep tonight?” This worry always<br />

prevented me from sleeping, so I started to question my fear. Slowly I started<br />

to sleep. I was sleeping with a night light at first. My door was always open.<br />

First week, I started to sleep in my own bed. Second week, I started to sleep<br />

after my parents were asleep. Third week, I started to sleep without lights,<br />

<strong>and</strong> last week I started to sleep with my door closed. That month was a huge<br />

step for me, but I conquered my fear by questioning my fear <strong>and</strong> believing<br />

in myself. I learned that it all starts with confidence. Just believe in yourself.<br />

Everything is possible when you believe <strong>and</strong> don’t let your fear win every fight.<br />

Volume <strong>XXX</strong><br />

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