The Courage of Children: Boston and Beyond XXX
Shawn Eddy Linda Roach, Teacher St. John Paul II Catholic Academy I think courage is having the strength to tell people how you feel, and letting people help you. When I was seven years old I started to set higher expectations for myself because I was getting older and I thought that I wasn’t doing enough. I started to push myself, raising the bar higher and higher until the goal was unachievable. I felt so angry and so frustrated. Soon these high goals were becoming my standards, and I was too angry and too destructive to see how bad it was really getting. But the worst part was that I kept all of this to myself. I thought that I couldn’t trust anybody, and they would just criticize me and tell me to stop. I felt that they would just try to get in my way. So I started shutting out my friends, my family, and even my own mom. I thought I was all alone. It was like I was my own demon. And then my grades started to drop and I thought it was because I wasn’t trying hard enough. So I raised my standards even higher, and when I would get a bad grade I’d stop eating until I got my grades back up. It went back and forth for months from eating to not eating until I was so tired I could barely walk. I kept telling myself you’re weak, you can do better than that. Over and over and over I kept hearing myself say those words. It was like it was playing on a loop. It felt like the floor shattered beneath me and I fell into this bottomless pit of negativity and self-hatred. I didn’t even attempt to climb back up. My mom noticed my grades were dropping and that I’d come home with full lunch boxes, so she asked what was wrong. All the pent-up anger, frustration and toxicity just came out. Instead of being angry like I thought she would be, she cried and said she was sorry and that she only wished I had told her sooner. She got me a therapist, which was a little weird at first, but then things got better. She helped me with my homework. At first I didn’t think I could do it. But she asked me, “How could you know unless you try?” It was like a light broke through that hole! All the hands of the people who helped me lifted me up. Courage helped me to face my problem. Courage helped me to get help. Courage helps me to see me for who I am. A person who is growing, each and every day. Courage helps me to accept me where I am. It always will. The Courage of Children: Boston and Beyond 76
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Shawn Eddy<br />
Linda Roach, Teacher<br />
St. John Paul II Catholic Academy<br />
I think courage is having the strength to tell people how you feel, <strong>and</strong> letting<br />
people help you.<br />
When I was seven years old I started to set higher expectations for myself<br />
because I was getting older <strong>and</strong> I thought that I wasn’t doing enough. I<br />
started to push myself, raising the bar higher <strong>and</strong> higher until the goal was<br />
unachievable. I felt so angry <strong>and</strong> so frustrated. Soon these high goals were<br />
becoming my st<strong>and</strong>ards, <strong>and</strong> I was too angry <strong>and</strong> too destructive to see how<br />
bad it was really getting. But the worst part was that I kept all <strong>of</strong> this to myself.<br />
I thought that I couldn’t trust anybody, <strong>and</strong> they would just criticize me <strong>and</strong><br />
tell me to stop. I felt that they would just try to get in my way.<br />
So I started shutting out my friends, my family, <strong>and</strong> even my own mom. I<br />
thought I was all alone. It was like I was my own demon. And then my grades<br />
started to drop <strong>and</strong> I thought it was because I wasn’t trying hard enough.<br />
So I raised my st<strong>and</strong>ards even higher, <strong>and</strong> when I would get a bad grade I’d<br />
stop eating until I got my grades back up. It went back <strong>and</strong> forth for months<br />
from eating to not eating until I was so tired I could barely walk. I kept telling<br />
myself you’re weak, you can do better than that. Over <strong>and</strong> over <strong>and</strong> over I kept<br />
hearing myself say those words. It was like it was playing on a loop. It felt like<br />
the floor shattered beneath me <strong>and</strong> I fell into this bottomless pit <strong>of</strong> negativity<br />
<strong>and</strong> self-hatred. I didn’t even attempt to climb back up.<br />
My mom noticed my grades were dropping <strong>and</strong> that I’d come home with full<br />
lunch boxes, so she asked what was wrong. All the pent-up anger, frustration<br />
<strong>and</strong> toxicity just came out. Instead <strong>of</strong> being angry like I thought she would<br />
be, she cried <strong>and</strong> said she was sorry <strong>and</strong> that she only wished I had told her<br />
sooner. She got me a therapist, which was a little weird at first, but then<br />
things got better. She helped me with my homework. At first I didn’t think I<br />
could do it. But she asked me, “How could you know unless you try?” It was<br />
like a light broke through that hole! All the h<strong>and</strong>s <strong>of</strong> the people who helped<br />
me lifted me up. <strong>Courage</strong> helped me to face my problem.<br />
<strong>Courage</strong> helped me to get help. <strong>Courage</strong> helps me to see me for who I am.<br />
A person who is growing, each <strong>and</strong> every day. <strong>Courage</strong> helps me to accept<br />
me where I am. It always will.<br />
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