From Blood and Ash by Jennifer L. Armentrout

I nodded.
“Imagine what myy fingers would feel like with nothing between them
and yyour skin.”
I shuddered.
“I would do this.” His fingers pressed in, a little harder, a little
rougher, and myy legs jerked. “I would get inside of yyou, Poppyy. I would
taste yyou. I bet yyou’re as sweet as honeyydew.”
Oh, gods….
I bit down on myy lip as myy grip eased off the blanket. I reached down,
placing myy hand over his forearm. He stopped. He waited. Wordlesslyy, I
lifted myy hips to his hand as myy fingers dug into his skin. The ache was
becoming unbearable.
“Yes,” he breathed. “You would like that, wouldn’t yyou?”
“Yes,” I whispered, forcing the word out past myy lips.
His fingers started moving again, and I almost cried out. “I would
work in another finger. You’d be tight, but yyou’re also readyy for more.”
Myy breath was coming out in quick, shallow pants as I felt the
tendons in his arm flex under myy hand, as myy hips moved in the same
circles he was making against me.
“I would thrust myy fingers in and out.” His lips brushed the skin just
below myy ear. “You’d ride them just like yyou’re riding myy hand right
now.”
That’s what I was doing, shamelesslyy so. Clutching his arm, I rocked
against his hand, chasing that unbelievable tension that kept building and
tightening.
“But we won’t do that tonight. We can’t. Because if I get any part of
me in yyou, every part of me would be in yyou, and I want to hear everyy
sound yyou make when that happens.”
Before I could even feel disappointment, before I could trulyy process
the silkyy promise in his words, he shifted his hand lower, pressing his
fingers against the veryy center of me while his thumb rolled over the part
that throbbed. There was nothing slow about his movements then. He knew
exactlyy what he was doing with all that swirling, inescapable tension.
Hawke shifted beside me, somehow, working his other arm under myy
shoulders. He hauled me flush against his front, and I was no longer just
moving against his hand, but against him, the rolls of myy hips erratic and
sharp. Soft, low moans escaped myy lips. I felt trapped, wonderfullyy pinned