Srila Rupa Gosvami's Sri Hamsaduta

Text 105
prayäto mäà hitvä yadi kaöhina-cüòämaëir asau
prayätu svacchandaà mama samaya dharmaù kila gatiù
iyaà soòhuà kä vä prabhavati yataù svapna-kapaöäd
ihäyäto våndävana-bhuvi balän mäà ramayati
prayätaù-gone; mäm-me; hitvä-having abandoned; kaöhina-of those who are cruel;
cüòä-maëiù-the crest jewel (Kåñëa); asau-this; prayätu-may go; sva-chandam-as it likes;
mama-my; samaya-dharmaù-time; kila-indeed; gatiù-condition; iyam-this; soòhum-to
tolerate; kä-who?; vä-or; prabhavati-is able; yataù-from which; svapna-of sleep;
kapaöät-from the cheating; iha-here; äyätaù-arrived; våndävana-of Våndävana; bhuvi-in
the land; balät-strongly; mäm-me; ramayati-enjoyed.
If the crest-jewel of the cruel-hearted leaves Me, then Let Him go. My life is over.
Pretending to be part of a a dream, He returned to Våndävana and forced Me to
enjoy with Him. Who can tolerate that?
Text 106
anaucityaà tasya vyathayati mano hanta mathuräà
tvam äsädya svairaà capala-hådayaà väraya harim
sakhi svapnärambhe punar api yathä vibhrama-madäd
ihäyäto dhürtaù kñapayati na me kiìkiëi-guëam
anaucityam-unfitness; tasya-of Him; vyathayati-distresses; manaù-the mind; hantaindeed;
mathuräm-to Mathurä; tvam-You; äsädya-having gone; svairam-independently;
capala-flickering; hådayam-mind; väraya-please check; harim-Lord Hari; sakhi-O
friend; svapna-of the dream; ärambhe-at the beginning; punaù-again; api-even; yathäjust
as; vibhrama-beauty, or pastimes; madät-because of pride, or delight; iha-here;
äyätaù-arrived; dhürtaù-cheater; kñapayati-removes; na-not; me-my; kiìkiëi-of small
bells; guëam-belt.
His impropriety troubles My heart. Friend, go to Mathurä and stop reckless Lord
Hari so that in a dream the rake does not again passionately pull My sash of bells.
Text 107
ayi svapno düre viramatu samakñaà çåëu haöhäd
aviçvastä mä bhür iha sakhi mano-vibhrama-dhiyä
vayasyas te govardhana-vipinam äsädya kutukäd
akäëòe yad bhüyaù smara-kalaha-päëòityam atanot