Issue 113 / April-May 2021

April-May 2021 issue of Bido Lito! magazine. Featuring: PIXEY, AYSTAR, SARA WOLFF, DIALECT, AMBER JAY, JANE WEAVER, TATE COLLECTIVE, DEAD PIGEON GALLERY, DAVID ZINK YI, SAM BATLEY, FURRY HUG, FELIX MUFTI-WRIGHT, STEALING SHEEP and much more. April-May 2021 issue of Bido Lito! magazine. Featuring: PIXEY, AYSTAR, SARA WOLFF, DIALECT, AMBER JAY, JANE WEAVER, TATE COLLECTIVE, DEAD PIGEON GALLERY, DAVID ZINK YI, SAM BATLEY, FURRY HUG, FELIX MUFTI-WRIGHT, STEALING SHEEP and much more.

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“I think songwriting is a way of mythologising yourself” FURRY HUG Confronting social anxieties with breezy indie and rustling folk tales. FURRY HUG is a monster. Well, a Yaksha, a type of nature-spirit. “I stole the name from an old Buddhist tale,” says Jack Mee. “As soon as I saw it written down, I thought, ‘That’s the name for me’.” It became the perfect moniker for what he describes as “playfully confused” music, something which conveys a warm sensation of strangeness mirrored in his first release, the On The Line EP. Black holes, ladybird dots, imaginary friends and social notions help make up the imagery of the EP’s songs. Cacophonous swirls of solid rhythms and charmed melodies peppered with additions of tuned percussion, kazoo and saxophones. Stocking a sonic curiosity shop is part of his process. “It’s a little chaotic to be honest, he admits. “I’m not very methodical with writing. I’m always working on something, although I’m often planting more seeds than seeing anything come to fruition.” This restlessness surfaces throughout the EP: the whiling beat of People Skills ticking away the time he has to befriend the “one in seven billion”, the snare snapping half a beat early on Ladybird as he ponders “how I missed the boat” and the stuttering handclaps that crackle before the closing vocal bursts of Panic Mode. Unconstrained in his approach, Jack creates surprising and textural mood boards; small details emerge with repeated listens like finally seeing hidden mascarons in architecture. Lockdown lent the necessary space to collate his first release, the artist admits. “It was about time I released something. I’ve been lucky enough to keep my job as a support worker, since the pubs have been shut, I’ve saved money that’s helped go towards the EP and some recording equipment.” Working and releasing alone allows him the autonomy to create these instrumental playscapes in as much time as feels necessary. “Some of my songs are written really quickly. Others take months, or years to fully grow,” he says, using the time to instil them with whatever theme or idea he likes. Take Elwood’s Friend, a musical homage to Harvey, a 1950s James Stewart movie itself adapted from the 1944 Mary Chase play of the same name. “I love the film,” he says, “[the idea] grew into a vague song about how ‘sane’ people address mental illness, which is what I think the film pokes fun at.” The film’s titular character is a pooka from Celtic folklore and the companion of the song’s titular character. This second allusion to things fantastical and the reworking of an old narrative reveals a wider fascination. “I think songwriting is a way of mythologising yourself, or someone or something else,” he explains. “Myths travel through songs, especially in folk music. There’s something mysterious about how myths help shape our lives and I think music is good way of exploring that.” Having been “raised on Bowie”, the notion of selfmythologising doesn’t seem so strange. “He’s always been a fatherly figure to me, musically.” And after spending “a lot of time watching the Blues Brothers as a kid”, his break came at the Preston Guild Hall, performing at a tribute gig. “I was about eight or nine, in the full suit and shades, and they pulled me on stage to sing with them,” he recalls Such encouragements led to playing drums since the age of 11, a vocation which has shaped much he’s done musically since. Manifesting in the percussive consonants of “got to get me some” opening the EP, the plinking xylophone that brightens every beat it bobs over and collaborations with others, (drumming for Bye Louis and Dilettante, based in Manchester) Jack is an artist whose approach to rhythm feels apt for the beat besotted customs of current music. Not surprising when he relates “music is lifeblood for me, a sense of purpose. If I haven’t written anything in a while, or learnt something new, it affects my self-esteem. I’d be lost without it.” Despite enjoying tackling his first release almost singlehandedly, “recording the majority of [songs] in my bedroom”, there’s readiness to relax and breathe. “I’ve probably spent too much time living with my own music and become too familiar with it. It’s kept me sane, but I’m ready to go to gigs again and experience other people’s work,” he confesses. He’ll still be collecting new ideas, though. “I’ve toyed with the idea of releasing demos, like a mixtape. You see it in hip hop; artists release a mixtape to promote a future ‘official’ release, but as far as I know you don’t often see it in indie or alt rock or whatever genre Furry Hug fits into.” Stories of myth are difficult to pin down, their histories often fragmented and obscured. I don’t know when the next big chapter of the Furry Hug tales will appear, but when it does, I’m certain it will be worth passing on. ! Words: Samuel Lasley Photography: Rob May On The Line is out now via Haunted Jacuzzi. soundcloud.com/furryhug 44

“I realised that I could write my own scripts, write my own stories” FELIX MUFTI-WRIGHT Poet, actor, activist, writer, theatre director and producer – a force to be reckoned with. FELIX MUFTI-WRIGHT (he/him) is a queer trans man who is championing Liverpool’s LGBTQ+ community, breaking boundaries and challenging the mainstream through theatre, poetry and performance. His creative endeavours started with youth theatre when he was 14. He has since gone on to appear in Cinderella (The Young Vic, R&D); Tin Star (Sky Atlantic); The Uncomfortability of a Made Up Wor(l)d (Unity Theatre). Felix is also an organiser for Trans Pride Liverpool and Transgender Day of Remembrance. In February he released a video performance of Memories Burnt, a poem about trans history, commissioned by the Museum of Liverpool for LGBTQ+ History Month. Speaking today, he sits in front of a wall that is as full as his mind with ideas: a collage of photographs, drawings, memories and inspiration. While talking he smiles a lot and underlines the importance of his words with movements and hand gestures. For a creative trying to thrive in a capitalist context, his work experiences read like the dream CV that can open all doors: Felix is an actor, writer, performer, facilitator and activist with years of experience under his belt, despite being only in his early twenties. He wanted to be an actor since he was little, but when he came out as trans at the age of 13, he quickly noticed that it is almost impossible to be an active and successful part of an industry that does not overwhelmingly welcome or support trans people. But he did not let the discriminatory nature of the theatre world dim his passion. “I realised that I could write my own scripts, write my own stories,” he says, smiling proudly. “I enjoyed it and I enjoyed acting and creating roles for the communities, including myself.” The wisdom his words carry is compelling, but at the same time they arrive with a sadness, bearing the experience of hardships overcome. Felix shares his experiences and knowledge openly and generously; it is clear that he wants to give people who belong to the LGBTQ+ community space and opportunities to grow at their own pace, making them feel understood and give them the strength to reach out for help if they need it. “It’s about the outreach and going into the communities of people my work affects and make sure they see it,” he says, “so they feel heard, they feel seen.” Felix has been tackling inequality through all his work and was recently able to take a massive step forward when he co-founded Transcend Theatre company, with Ailís Lord (she/her) and Ty Mather (they/them) in February 2020. They are a proudly queer-led, queer-focused and queer-empowering company, pushing the limits of the theatre industry and exploring underrepresented topics that affect the LGBTQ+ community. Felix says that theatre should be about telling real life stories on stage, but he feels mainstream theatre has moved away from that. “Everything Transcend does is about telling queer stories authentically and I don’t really see many theatre companies that are queer-focused, especially trans-focused like we are. We don’t want it to just be on stage either, we want as much of the team as we can to be queer.” Last year, Transcend Theatre was part of “QueerCore”, which is Homotopia’s formal artist development programme for early-career artists. This year, they have already received funding from Arts Council England for their current project How To Kill A Rose, written and performed by Felix, as well as being selected as part of Liverpool Unity Theatre’s Open Call Programme. Transcend aims to break boundaries between Northern theatre and the rest of the country, both in opportunities and perception. Felix describes various situations where he has been seen as “rough” by others because of his Scouse accent, the way he dresses and carries himself. He laughs this off: “I’m the least threatening person ever, I’m literally like a Build a Bear.” Felix notes how he has faced regular discrimination in his life and career, but he is clear in outlining the supportive atmosphere of Liverpool, which has contrasted to his experience of other places in the UK. He points towards a “great supportive network” and makes it explicitly clear how important it is to make this a common reality for all trans people. Moments of hardship have also been equally significant in artistic growth. He notes how his school years involved extreme transphobic behaviour from one of the school’s teachers. This, he says, has shaped him. “I remember thinking, in that moment, I will never apologise for being myself again,” he recalls. He emphasises how he is grateful to have found acting, writing and creating as healthy ways to talk about and deal with the things that have happened to him. And there are no signs of stopping his creativity. He is currently writing new work, soon to be produced by Transcend Theatre. Be Gay Do Crime is a rap musical that will be about gay drug dealers from Birkenhead. Felix estimates a couple of years until staging. At the same time, he is working on an all trans self-published poetry book which he hopes to release by the end of this year. It is clear that, no matter which topics and experiences he is challenging and working through, he will pour his heart in, and create opportunities unseen in the mainstream. But most importantly, he is and always will be radically and wonderfully unapologetic. ! Words: Jo Mary Watson / @JoMaryWatson (she/her) Photography: Sam Vaughan How To Kill A Rose will be performed later this year. @transcendtheatre @felixmufti SPOTLIGHT 45

“I think<br />

songwriting<br />

is a way of<br />

mythologising<br />

yourself”<br />

FURRY HUG<br />

Confronting social anxieties<br />

with breezy indie and rustling<br />

folk tales.<br />

FURRY HUG is a monster. Well, a Yaksha, a type of<br />

nature-spirit. “I stole the name from an old Buddhist tale,”<br />

says Jack Mee. “As soon as I saw it written down, I thought,<br />

‘That’s the name for me’.” It became the perfect moniker<br />

for what he describes as “playfully confused” music,<br />

something which conveys a warm sensation of strangeness<br />

mirrored in his first release, the On The Line EP.<br />

Black holes, ladybird dots, imaginary friends and<br />

social notions help make up the imagery of the EP’s<br />

songs. Cacophonous swirls of solid rhythms and charmed<br />

melodies peppered with additions of tuned percussion,<br />

kazoo and saxophones.<br />

Stocking a sonic curiosity shop is part of his process.<br />

“It’s a little chaotic to be honest, he admits. “I’m not<br />

very methodical with writing. I’m always working on<br />

something, although I’m often planting more seeds than<br />

seeing anything come to fruition.”<br />

This restlessness surfaces throughout the EP: the<br />

whiling beat of People Skills ticking away the time he has<br />

to befriend the “one in seven billion”, the snare snapping<br />

half a beat early on Ladybird as he ponders “how I missed<br />

the boat” and the stuttering handclaps that crackle before<br />

the closing vocal bursts of Panic Mode. Unconstrained in<br />

his approach, Jack creates surprising and textural mood<br />

boards; small details emerge with repeated listens like<br />

finally seeing hidden mascarons in architecture.<br />

Lockdown lent the necessary space to collate his first<br />

release, the artist admits. “It was about time I released<br />

something. I’ve been lucky enough to keep my job as<br />

a support worker, since the pubs have been shut, I’ve<br />

saved money that’s helped go towards the EP and some<br />

recording equipment.” Working and releasing alone<br />

allows him the autonomy to create these instrumental<br />

playscapes in as much time as feels necessary. “Some of<br />

my songs are written really quickly. Others take months,<br />

or years to fully grow,” he says, using the time to instil<br />

them with whatever theme or idea he likes.<br />

Take Elwood’s Friend, a musical homage to Harvey, a<br />

1950s James Stewart movie itself adapted from the 1944<br />

Mary Chase play of the same name. “I love the film,” he<br />

says, “[the idea] grew into a vague song about how ‘sane’<br />

people address mental illness, which is what I think the<br />

film pokes fun at.” The film’s titular character is a pooka<br />

from Celtic folklore and the companion of the song’s titular<br />

character. This second allusion to things fantastical and the<br />

reworking of an old narrative reveals a wider fascination.<br />

“I think songwriting is a way of mythologising yourself, or<br />

someone or something else,” he explains. “Myths travel<br />

through songs, especially in folk music. There’s something<br />

mysterious about how myths help shape our lives and I<br />

think music is good way of exploring that.”<br />

Having been “raised on Bowie”, the notion of selfmythologising<br />

doesn’t seem so strange. “He’s always<br />

been a fatherly figure to me, musically.” And after<br />

spending “a lot of time watching the Blues Brothers as a<br />

kid”, his break came at the Preston Guild Hall, performing<br />

at a tribute gig. “I was about eight or nine, in the full suit<br />

and shades, and they pulled me on stage to sing with<br />

them,” he recalls<br />

Such encouragements led to playing drums since<br />

the age of 11, a vocation which has shaped much he’s<br />

done musically since. Manifesting in the percussive<br />

consonants of “got to get me some” opening the EP, the<br />

plinking xylophone that brightens every beat it bobs over<br />

and collaborations with others, (drumming for Bye Louis<br />

and Dilettante, based in Manchester) Jack is an artist<br />

whose approach to rhythm feels apt for the beat besotted<br />

customs of current music. Not surprising when he relates<br />

“music is lifeblood for me, a sense of purpose. If I haven’t<br />

written anything in a while, or learnt something new, it<br />

affects my self-esteem. I’d be lost without it.”<br />

Despite enjoying tackling his first release almost<br />

singlehandedly, “recording the majority of [songs] in my<br />

bedroom”, there’s readiness to relax and breathe. “I’ve<br />

probably spent too much time living with my own music<br />

and become too familiar with it. It’s kept me sane, but I’m<br />

ready to go to gigs again and experience other people’s<br />

work,” he confesses.<br />

He’ll still be collecting new ideas, though. “I’ve toyed<br />

with the idea of releasing demos, like a mixtape. You see<br />

it in hip hop; artists release a mixtape to promote a future<br />

‘official’ release, but as far as I know you don’t often see it<br />

in indie or alt rock or whatever genre Furry Hug fits into.”<br />

Stories of myth are difficult to pin down, their<br />

histories often fragmented and obscured. I don’t know<br />

when the next big chapter of the Furry Hug tales will<br />

appear, but when it does, I’m certain it will be worth<br />

passing on. !<br />

Words: Samuel Lasley<br />

Photography: Rob <strong>May</strong><br />

On The Line is out now via Haunted Jacuzzi.<br />

soundcloud.com/furryhug<br />

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