Domination & submission _ the BDSM relationship handbook ( PDFDrive )

porn, and Natalie promised to keep an open mind about BDSM play and to give
it a try in the bedroom. Their marriage seemed to be back on the right track
again.
There was just one little problem. In Natalie’s heart of hearts, the kinky play
that Ian loved so much still felt like abuse, and never failed to trigger a flood of
painful memories from her abusive childhood. Even so, Natalie not only
participated in the kinky BDSM play, she encouraged it and pretended to enjoy
it because she loved her husband very much and wanted desperately to make
him happy. And for a little while, it very much did.
Ian had been so thrilled by his wife’s decision to try a little BDSM in the
bedroom, he probably missed a lot of the little
telltale signs of the deception, at first. But as their experimentation
became more elaborate and daring, he started noticing the kinds of things that
only a husband knows about his wife. He had always loved the way Natalie’s
body reacted physiologically when she had an orgasm. Her face, neck and upper
chest always flushed crimson red. Her nipples
instantly hardened. Her heart pounded. And there was one more thing
that Natalie herself didn’t know about; you could literally see and feel her pussy
and ass going through a rapid series of tight spasms,
repeatedly clenching and releasing, again and again, faster than could ever be
accomplished through conscious effort. Once Ian began paying attention, he
realized that Natalie had been faking her orgasms since they began
experimenting with BDSM. What Ian didn’t know at the time was that, now, it
was Natalie who was sneaking out of their bed in the middle of the night to
masturbate to vanilla porn!
When Ian confronted her about the phony orgasms, she admitted everything.
She told him that she was just trying to make him
happy, and working to keep their marriage strong. She had felt that, because she
loved him so intensely, she ought to be able to enjoy BDSM with him through