Deliverance Ministry - Fire and Ice Ministries River of Life Fellowship

SANDY’S TESTIMONY
how can I go wrong?” I was not in love with him, but I found security
in the fact that he was a Christian. My new husband had a son that
was around the age of my son when he was taken from me. The
Lord used this to restore that back to me. The next twelve years
were very rocky for me. I thought since I was saved that is all I
needed. No one ever walked me through complete deliverance.
Needless to say, because I was not fully delivered, my Christian
walk was a lot more difficult than it should have been.
It didn’t get any easier
Satan continued to attack my family. He was constantly reminding
me that he would destroy anyone that got close to me. He would
also say to me that ultimately I belonged to him only. However, I
was continually learning who I am in Christ and the authority I have
been given in him. The lack of deliverance was taking its toll on me
over time. I began to revert to my old ways some. The last five
years of marriage with the Christian man I married were very diffi­
cult ones. I began to revert to performing some of the old incanta­
tions and communicating with familiar demons from the past. I was
assigned to pray against the leadership of the church I was attend­
ing. I guess the lack of power I saw in Christianity at that time com­
bined with the lack of freedom and victory I was feeling caused me
to justify my returning to some of the old ways. I began to question
this life of Christianity. I was longing for true love and was reminded
by satan of the feeling of love (even though it was superficial and
not real love) I would feel with those that I would put a spell on and
pull into my world. I was also promised greater power if I returned
to satan. This of course led me to a downward spiral in life! I
thought my focused incantations would be on the pastor of the
church. I soon realized it was not the pastor that was the threat to
satan’s kingdom. My incantations were directly toward the person
that had attended the church. He was not on staff of the church, but
he was an evangelist that would travel and speak. The church was
his church home at that time. My goal was to use sex magick
against him and make him fall into sin with me. I must admit that I
was given greater power than before, but it had no effect on this
individual. The more I tried my incantations and rituals the more a
holy covering would rest over this individual. I had never seen this
type of covering before. God quickly reminded me that the power of
satan is nothing compared to the power of Christ on true Christians
who really live the life. I only continued in this way for a few months
and could never truly return to satan. I went to the leadership of the
church and confessed my sin and what was going on and asked
them to pray for me. They did.
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