From the Taking of Jerusalem by Antiochus Epiphanes to the Death of Herod the Great - Flavius Josephus

perpetually raises up those that are dearest to me against me, I will, with
tears, lament my hard fortune, and privately groan under my lonesome
condition; yet am I resolved that no one who thirsts after my blood shall
escape punishment, although the evidence should extend itself to all my
sons."
3. Upon Herod's saying this, he was interrupted by the confusion he was
in; but ordered Nicolaus, one of his friends, to produce the evidence against
Antipater. But in the mean time Antipater lifted up his head, (for he lay on
the ground before his father's feet,) and cried out aloud, "Thou, O father, hast
made my apology for me; for how can I be a parricide, whom thou thyself
confessest to have always had for thy guardian? Thou callest my filial
affection prodigious lies and hypocrisy! how then could it be that I, who was
so subtle in other matters, should here be so mad as not to understand that it
was not easy that he who committed so horrid a crime should be concealed
from men, but impossible that he should be concealed from the Judge of
heaven, who sees all things, and is present every where? or did not I know
what end my brethren came to, on whom God inflicted so great a punishment
for their evil designs against thee? And indeed what was there that could
possibly provoke me against thee? Could the hope of being king do it? I was
a king already. Could I suspect hatred from thee? No. Was not I beloved by
thee? And what other fear could I have? Nay, by preserving thee safe, I was
a terror to others. Did I want money? No; for who was able to expend so
much as myself? Indeed, father, had I been the most execrable of all
mankind, and had I had the soul of the most cruel wild beast, must I not have
been overcome with the benefits thou hadst bestowed upon me? whom, as
thou thyself sayest, thou broughtest [into the palace]; whom thou didst prefer
before so many of thy sons; whom thou madest a king in thine own lifetime,
and, by the vast magnitude of the other advantages thou bestowedst on me,
thou madest me an object of envy. O miserable man! that thou shouldst
undergo this bitter absence, and thereby afford a great opportunity for envy
to arise against thee, and a long space for such as were laying designs against
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