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Message to Bhakti Trader<br />
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heard from the Sant <strong>Ji</strong>. Despite being a principal, I was amazed. I<br />
felt as if God is about to hold my hand. That sister told that our Guru<br />
<strong>Ji</strong> ends all sorrows. I asked her, “Can you take me to your Guru <strong>Ji</strong>.”<br />
By grace of God (Maalik/Master) the next day I found Satguru<br />
<strong>Rampal</strong> <strong>Ji</strong> Maharaj sitting in an ordinary chair. I never knew what<br />
saints are like and what their glory is. The greater a person is, the<br />
simpler he looks. Our place is even below the ground. We can not<br />
understand the glory of God. My Guru <strong>Ji</strong> listened to my tale of voe<br />
and said, “You may take naam; everything will become alright.” He<br />
gave me updesh the next day. Within a month a marriage proposal<br />
came for my daughter and she got married. I felt as if something<br />
improbable is happening. My husband, who was not even looking<br />
for a groom previously, is marrying away his daughter today! Then<br />
after sometime, my older daughter developed tumour in her abdomen<br />
(uterus). She did not have any children which caused tension. I said<br />
to my son that have you noticed that when we watch a film, on one<br />
side, one prays to God and on the other side, a person who is being<br />
operated upon, becomes alright. He agreed and I went to serve in<br />
the satsang of Satgurudev in Tajpur (Delhi). From there I went to<br />
see my daughter in hospital. Operation went well. Even the suspicion<br />
of cancer got cleared. Then my daughter became pregnant.<br />
Meanwhile we heard news about our son-in-law’s accident between<br />
a tractor and a motor cycle. I can not think of anything else other<br />
than my Venerable Gurudev <strong>Ji</strong>; whatever glory I may sing of my<br />
Lord, will be insufficient. Within a month and a half, my son-in-law<br />
became alright and returned home. This world can not understand<br />
that God listens to my prayers.<br />
The day I took this updesh I burnt the photos of those fake<br />
saints in my courtyard. From that day onwards the train of my life<br />
came back on track. On 23 September 2003, at around 4-5 o’clock,<br />
I saw a dreadful figure with my own eyes. It was such a dreadful<br />
figure that if I had not taken naam, my heart would have exploded.<br />
But at that time, I did not feel scared. But had realised that this is<br />
Yamdoot (a messenger of Yam). The next day I told this to my Guru<br />
<strong>Ji</strong>, who clarified that my life was over on the said date. Now I am<br />
living by the grace of my God-like Guru <strong>Ji</strong>. By His grace only, my<br />
younger daughter got married to an engineer boy last year. There