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184 True Path to the Misled<br />
fourty-day ritual in Shri Aasaram Bapu Ashram, Delhi by the advice<br />
of Mahant Narender Brahmchari. After this, I performed six rituals<br />
of fourty days each in Aasaram Bapu Ashram Panched Rattam,<br />
Madhya Pradesh under the supervision of Mahant Kaka ji. After<br />
this, performed two rituals in Maun Temple in Aasaram Ashram,<br />
Sabarmati, Ahemdabad, Gujarat, where I got an opportunity to speak<br />
to Shri Aasaram Bapu ji in detail. Then I asked Bapu ji that Bapu ji,<br />
the God for attaining whom, I and the entire Bhakt community are<br />
engaged, who is that God? What is He like? And where does He<br />
live? Please tell me.<br />
On hearing this, Bapu ji said that you carry on; you will get to<br />
know everything and asked me to do paath (study) of one Adhyay of<br />
Gita <strong>Ji</strong> everyday and if ever you have a desire to see me, then I will<br />
tell you a method, that lock yourself in a room for three days. A day<br />
prior to locking yourself in a room, leave eating and drinking so that<br />
you are free from defecation and urination by the evening. For the<br />
next three days, you do not have to eat or drink anything, nor have<br />
to come out. Remain in that room and do tratak. On returning home,<br />
I did this three times, but did not see Bapu. During the ritual faced<br />
illness and fought with life and death, but still carried on for attaining<br />
God.<br />
In September 2000, I listened to the satsang of Sant <strong>Rampal</strong><br />
Das <strong>Ji</strong> Maharaj in Kathmandi Rohtak, who explained Gita <strong>Ji</strong> on the<br />
basis of Tattavgyan. After that on doing paath of Gita, it started<br />
occurring in mind that what is God saying in Gita <strong>Ji</strong> and what Bapu<br />
ji is telling us. Is it that we are actually doing sadhna against God?<br />
When understood the translation of Gita <strong>Ji</strong> as told by Sant <strong>Rampal</strong><br />
<strong>Ji</strong>, the inner soul started crying and thought of clearing all these<br />
doubts by meeting Bapu ji. I took Gita <strong>Ji</strong> to Bapu ji and showing<br />
Gita <strong>Ji</strong> asked about all the doubts. But Bapu ji did not clear any of<br />
my doubts. I said to Bapu ji that Bapu ji, if you do not know about<br />
God, then why are you entrapping the bhakt community. On this<br />
Bapu ji staring at me, said that what do you know about the subject<br />
of bhakti. I came back to my home crying.<br />
Because of not attaining God and seeing the complicated life,<br />
and by forcefully (hath) doing rituals and fasts, the body became
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