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Message to Bhakti Trader<br />
that whether it is any accomplishment of my bhakti 1 or a deception.<br />
Thinking this, to ask the reason, went to his Gurudev.<br />
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Ashtanand <strong>Ji</strong> asked Respected Ramanand <strong>Ji</strong> that oh Gurudev!<br />
I have seen such a light today which I have never seen before in my<br />
life. Narrated the whole account that a mass of light was coming<br />
from the sky. When I saw, my eyes could not bear the light. Therefore<br />
became shut, I saw a child’s form in closed eyes. (Like, after looking<br />
at the sun, only a ball is visible, similarly, the child became visible.)<br />
Was this any achievement of my bhakti or my sight defect? Swami<br />
Ramanand <strong>Ji</strong> replied that son, such signs occur when incarnations<br />
come from the upper Loks. They will appear at someone’s place,<br />
will take birth from some mother and then will do leela 2 (because<br />
these Rishis only have this much knowledge that one can only take<br />
birth from a mother). Based on whatever knowledge the Rishi had,<br />
he resolved the doubt of his disciple.<br />
Neeru and Neema were going to take bath that same day. On<br />
the way, Neema prayed to God, “Oh God Shiv! (Because although<br />
they had become Muslims, but were unable to forget their sadhna<br />
from heart which they were doing for so many years) Have you<br />
become short of a child for us? You could have also given one child<br />
to us; even our life would have become successful.” Saying this she<br />
burst into tears. Her husband Neeru said that Neema, it is beneficial<br />
to remain happy in God’s wish. If you will keep on crying like this,<br />
then your body will become weak, you will lose sight. There is no<br />
child in our fate. While saying this reached Lahar Tara pond. It was<br />
a bit dark. Neema came out after bathing; changed her clothes.<br />
Neeru entered into the pond and started bathing by plunging into<br />
water. When Neema went again on the bank of the river to wash the<br />
cloth worn during bathing, by then the darkness had cleared. The<br />
sun was about to rise. Neema saw in the pond that something is<br />
moving on a lotus flower in front. God Kabir in the form of a child<br />
had one toe in His mouth and was moving the other foot. At first<br />
Neema thought it might be a snake and might be coming towards<br />
my husband. Then saw that it is a child. A child on a lotus flower! At<br />
1 Worship<br />
2 Divine act / remarkable act of a deity