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INK DRIFT<br />

FEBRUARY <strong>2018</strong><br />

28<br />

Eight Steps to Achieve<br />

your Reading Goals<br />

Atelier<br />

This picture was like coming up for<br />

fresh air. He was drowning in the negative<br />

emotions of life and the...<br />

Timeless<br />

The old man was a retired police officer.<br />

After having served the country<br />

for about 30 years, he decided to live<br />

the last few years of his life with his<br />

wife in peace and togetherness.<br />

Special <strong>Issue</strong><br />

Neil D’Silva<br />

The Top Writers Chair


CONTENT<br />

<strong>February</strong> <strong>2018</strong><br />

Volume 02 <strong>Issue</strong> 07<br />

16<br />

WAITING FOR YOU<br />

The raindrops falling like pearls from the tip of the leaves.<br />

A cold zephyr blowing to hit my face and make me feel the<br />

most special one alive. I can hear the bird’s chirruping pleasuring<br />

the nature with their sweet sound.<br />

O4<br />

O6<br />

O7 A<br />

O8<br />

11 A<br />

12<br />

13<br />

16<br />

They said it<br />

Famous quotes that would feed your<br />

creative consciousness to its core.<br />

Editor’s Note<br />

A note by our managing editor.<br />

In Search Of<br />

beautiful poem by Aishwarya Ashok.<br />

Timeless<br />

A prose work by Shimaila Taher.<br />

The Love-Agement<br />

poem by Ankit Madaan.<br />

He Brings Me Home In The End<br />

A poem by Bhavya Goyal.<br />

The Brown Beast<br />

A story by Sreya Sarkar.<br />

Waiting for you<br />

A short note by Anamika Tamuli.<br />

17<br />

Walls<br />

A poem by Prabha Prakash.<br />

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18 A<br />

20 A<br />

21<br />

22<br />

23<br />

24<br />

25<br />

27<br />

28 An<br />

30 A<br />

31<br />

32<br />

About Coffee Breaks, Marlboros and<br />

Leftovers<br />

story by Sebin James.<br />

Herb<br />

poem by Nitin Kadekar.<br />

You Own My Heart<br />

A poem by Anupreeta Chatterjee.<br />

Vocabulary<br />

Handpicked words to enhance your vocabulary.<br />

Diary of a Learned Soul<br />

A poem by Shivani Jha.<br />

The Traveler’s Quest<br />

A poem by Nithya Muralikrishnan.<br />

Book Review: The House of Clay...<br />

Book review by Shumaila Taher.<br />

Atelier<br />

A photograph by Soumitro Das.<br />

Eight Steps to Achieve your Reading<br />

Goals<br />

article by Pratikshya Mishra.<br />

Dreams<br />

poem by Samiksha Kedari.<br />

The Top Writers Chair<br />

Writers around the world get to sit on one<br />

chair of wisdom. Who’s next?<br />

Book of the Month<br />

More to read...<br />

25<br />

The House of Clay and Water: All throughout my journey of<br />

reading this novel, the only thought that kept coming back,<br />

constantly hovering around was the inability to write a review<br />

that would do justice.<br />

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MASTHEAD<br />

Nikita D’Monte<br />

Amy Johnston<br />

Assef Ali<br />

Poorvasha Kar<br />

Shumaila Taher<br />

Karuna Shah<br />

Gabrielle Thompson<br />

Anushka Pandit<br />

Sheetal Bhardwaj<br />

Kasy Long<br />

Neena John<br />

Palak Handa<br />

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THEY SAID IT<br />

“You make me happier than I ever thought I could be.<br />

And if you let me, I will spend the rest of my life<br />

trying to make you feel the same way.”<br />

-Chandler Bing (Friends)<br />

“Oh, Eva.” He rubbed his cheek against my damp face.<br />

“I must’ve wished for you so hard and so often you had<br />

no choice but to come true.”<br />

-Gideon Cross (Crossfire Series)<br />

“ Ever thine, Ever mine, Ever ours.”<br />

- Ludwig van Beethoven.<br />

“The things I do for love.”<br />

-Jaime Lannister (Game of Thrones)<br />

“ I love you once, I love you twice. I love you more than beans and rice.”<br />

-Desperate Housewives<br />

“ Pick me. Choose me. Love me.”<br />

- Meridith Grey (Grey’s anatomy)<br />

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EDITOR’S NOTE<br />

“<br />

T<br />

he only way for a woman to get my attention is to be you.”<br />

I read these beautiful lines written by Sylvia Day in the Crossfire Series while sipping my coffee one fine<br />

day of <strong>February</strong>. It wasn’t long before I felt myself falling down the track of nostalgia, reminiscing how<br />

the weather of love had treated me so far.<br />

Yes, it’s <strong>February</strong>, the month of love, the month of Valentine’s. And love acquires its most mesmerizing embodiment<br />

when spilled out as ink. Letting your heart out on paper has always been a nice habit most people<br />

prefer hanging on to.<br />

Handwritten love letters will never go out of style. They are the most alluring way to communicate with<br />

your significant other. But with advancement in technology, we hardly see them anymore. In this issue of<br />

Ink Drift, we aim to collect the best pieces of love spread out on paper, unsaid words and letters that never<br />

reached a person, because, there is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.<br />

Also, read our cover story, “Eight Steps To Achieve Your Reading Goals” by Pratikshya Mishra which describes<br />

best how many of us lean towards registering for reading challenges around the year but few reach the goal<br />

by the year-end. Read it on to find a few pointers to help you accomplish your bookish goals.<br />

With this issue, we introduce new sections in the magazine. I hope you’ll find them to be good reads.<br />

Enjoy the season of love. Keep reading!<br />

Anushka Pandit, Managing Editor<br />

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IN SEARCH OF<br />

AISHWARYA ASHOK<br />

The perennial ocean in search of it I flow, A tireless brook.<br />

The voracious mind in search of it I go, An untouched book.<br />

The radiant sun in search of it I grow, A blade of grass.<br />

The distant land in search of it I blow, An evening zephyr.<br />

The chink of light in search of it I blink, A dingy hole.<br />

The ray of hope in search of it I run, A solitary soul.<br />

The peaceful path in search of it I dive, A disturbed mind.<br />

The happy bond in search of it I thrive, An unrequited love.<br />

The binding soil in search of it I extend, A sinuous root.<br />

The lovely tree in search of it I dreamt, A tiny fruit.<br />

The incessant rain in search of it I came, A nimbus cloud.<br />

The beautiful dawn in search of it I wane,<br />

A lustrous moon.<br />

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TIMELESS<br />

SHUMAILA TAHER<br />

The hospital room looked like most hospital rooms do, terribly sad. The kind of sad that<br />

doesn’t believe in sunshine, colors or even rainbows. It is surprising how one place can<br />

bring to you happiness wrapped in glitter paper yet leave you dry and lifeless. It was<br />

sultry and the harshness of the summer was here to make the insides of the human body melt.<br />

The fan kept moving in circular motions making the room humid, the air smelled of sweat and<br />

medicines and of emotions leaving one’s soul. Somewhere near I could hear the ambulance blaring,<br />

a few doctors and nurses rushed to the main entrance to attend the patient who had a heart<br />

attack. There was a flurry of activities with silence resuming as quickly as the storm was arriving.<br />

My visits to the hospital are not very routinely but sometimes my headaches get the worst of me.<br />

On waking up this morning, my head started to explode like a thousand loudspeakers set off at<br />

once. The painkillers failed to give any relief and I almost collapsed. I saw a few newspapers and<br />

magazines lying around and to occupy myself I kept flipping through them. The doctor was stuck<br />

in traffic which meant I had a lot of time in my hands. After about an hour, when the waiting became<br />

monotonous, I decided to stroll and stretch my muscles a little.<br />

While walking down the aisle, I passed a room which was slightly open. I heard someone<br />

singing. It sounded like the voice of a man. Deciding to not let curiosity get the best of me, I kept<br />

walking. The voice kept getting louder and before I could open the door to understand what was<br />

happening, an old man came out of the room looking tired. He looked a little taken aback by my<br />

infringement on his privacy but I apologized for the misconduct and admitted it was just out of<br />

sheer curiosity. He listened and then laughed. Unfamiliar as it may sound; his eyes bore a tint of<br />

belongingness and comfort. He turned around and closed the door slowly, making no noise while<br />

gesturing for a cup of coffee. Hesitatingly, I obliged.<br />

The next few moments changed my life and how.<br />

The old man was a retired police officer. After having served the country for about 30<br />

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years, he decided to live the last few years of his life with his wife in peace and togetherness.<br />

On inquiry, I found out he had no children and no regrets. In the middle of our conversation,<br />

he stood up, went into the room and returned. He kept doing this after every ten minutes.<br />

Before I could say anything, he sensed the uneasiness starting to develop, the air getting<br />

denser and that’s when he spoke. “It started when we went on a trip post-retirement to the<br />

hills. She loves adventures and I don’t. But her enthusiasm always wins over my resistance<br />

and we end up visitingdifferent parts of the world. While we were returning, she forgot the<br />

names of the places we visited. It was strange but not unusual. On another occasion, she<br />

couldn’t remember her favorite TV shows or where the locker keys were or where the laundry<br />

clothes were kept. Blaming it on old age, we didn’t pay much heed to her forgetfulness<br />

which we believed happened to everyone.<br />

He paused a little, wiping the tears that came running down. Once again he stood<br />

up and went to the room. He returned and continued,” Sometimes I wish, I had known. But<br />

there are certain things in life that are beyond your capacity and control. When we were<br />

having dinner at a dear friend’s house one day, she forgot the names of the people she was<br />

surrounded with. And that’s when it hit us. The reality came crashing down and before we<br />

could realize what was happening, it was too late. The months that followed kept getting<br />

worse. In between everything that was happening I kept telling myself we’d sail through this,<br />

we always did. That no matter how extreme the disease was it won’t tear us apart and for<br />

a few weeks it felt like there was hope. But as fate would have it, she didn’t remember me.<br />

She woke up one morning with terror in her eyes and a scream so deafening it shattered my<br />

whole world. I tried to calm her down but nothing would make her feel better. Maybe I knew<br />

this would happen. I wasn’t ready to accept it. Nobody can handle such a blow. My wife and<br />

I have been married for 60 years and I have never needed anyone else in my life. Seeing her<br />

in a state of such helplessness broke my faith in ways more than one. It is difficult trying to<br />

be a new person every day for her because she doesn’t remember me; it’s like living a life<br />

wondering whether I will ever get the old her back. Most days, she refuses to look at me.<br />

She is scared of my face, this stranger that I am becoming to her. “I’m sorry to hear that.” I<br />

mumbled.<br />

He went on, “But you know what kept me going?” I nodded. He smiled and whispered,”Her<br />

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love; I could not for the life of me be who I am had it not been for her. That’s when I decided<br />

my story wasn’t over. It could not end like this. There were parts of her still left that loved me<br />

and appreciated me and I wasn’t going to give up so soon.”<br />

It was time for my appointment with the doctor but I refused to go. The old man was<br />

staring at the walls of the cafeteria, looking at nothing but I knew his mind was with his wife.<br />

A gentle smile spread across his face. He looked at me and I knew. He was reminiscing all<br />

those precious times he spent with his wife when they went on adventures along with their<br />

nights spent lying under the starlit sky and when the world was cruel but their love wasn’t.<br />

After sharing a few minutes of silence, he stood up for the last time. “But why were<br />

you singing?” I asked. “When I sing, her eyes lit up like a million fireflies and even if it’s for a<br />

few seconds, it’s worth a lifetime of happiness for me. And if you have a wife who smiles like<br />

that, you know you’ve found the one.” And he went inside. I don’t remember how long I sat<br />

in the cafeteria. His words echoing through my mind, his unwavering faith and the courage<br />

to keep believing opened my heart to a new dimension. I walked down the aisle once again<br />

to go back home but this time things became clearer and calmer. How do you define love<br />

then? I thought. Is it when you build a foundation of faith so strong that even fate trembles?<br />

Or when you see the one you love slowly disappear yet you keep holding on to the damaged<br />

parts till there’s nothing left? Maybe we will never find out. Or maybe we might just get lucky.<br />

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THE LOVE-AGEMENT<br />

ANKIT MADAAN<br />

It was a day, Yes indeed, it was a day much colorful and pleasuredome.<br />

I remember the day, the date and the moment,<br />

When you stood by my side and everyone stared;<br />

With a score of people watching us apparently<br />

That how God had made us be paired,<br />

You wear a fairy dress made of white weft,<br />

And a princess like a diadem shining on your head;<br />

Never seen a queen beautiful than you<br />

A word of fineness, when you smile, is spread.<br />

The priest then read your name with mine,<br />

“To be together always ever after”, is fine?<br />

You said ‘YES’ and next turn was mine,<br />

I thanked the god, the almighty divine.<br />

Everyone clapped their hands in glee,<br />

‘You may kiss each other’ the priest announced;<br />

Happiness transported to everyone as air,<br />

Because it was a result of wishes and prayers.<br />

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HE BRINGS ME HOME<br />

IN THE END<br />

BHAVYA GOYAL<br />

Fine. You’re the fire to my soul.<br />

I struggle to breathe as you,<br />

Ignite me with your touch.<br />

You’re the stormy whirlpool<br />

Which strikes on a peaceful night.<br />

You’re gushing down on me<br />

Taking every inch of me with you.<br />

Your earthly body could take me to places<br />

That I’d never go alone.<br />

I’d indulge in the greatest sin<br />

And I couldn’t care less.<br />

You’re the only air my lungs long for.<br />

Our carnality is blowing me away, babe.<br />

And I would fly anywhere with you.<br />

Baby, you’re my world.<br />

You’re a catastrophic killer<br />

Who still brings me home in the end.<br />

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The<br />

BROWN BEAST<br />

SREYA SARKAR<br />

Colonel Bagchi glared at the ruined state of the mesh<br />

he had carefully canopied on a patch of soil with<br />

new seeds. It instantly curdled his early morning<br />

mood. He knew the culprit of course. It was the brown<br />

beast again, living in the woods behind his house, regularly<br />

feasting on the young saplings and greens he was trying to<br />

grow in his garden. He noticed muddy paw marks leading<br />

away from the patch towards the animal’s burrow, giving<br />

him all the evidence he needed.<br />

Brijesh Bagchi was a retired military officer, an ex-colonel,<br />

but people around him addressed him as Colonel Bagchi,<br />

even after ten years of his retirement. He had moved to a<br />

secluded town near the woods just a few miles from Darjeeling,<br />

following his retirement. After spending most of<br />

his life managing insurgencies and upheavals in the northeastern<br />

part of India, he had seen enough bloodshed to<br />

grow a permanent aversion towards mankind. His straight<br />

and sturdy body had not grown tired but his mind had<br />

aged and needed rest. When he moved into the old cottage,<br />

with creaky floors and drafty windows, that he had<br />

bought on a whim a few years ago, his grown-up children<br />

were aghast at the prospect of him living alone. Colonel<br />

Bagchi though was rather obstinate about his decision.<br />

After his wife passed away, he realized that he was not obligated<br />

to spend time with human kinds, but little did he<br />

know that there were creatures other than human beings<br />

that could wreck his world as well. They seemed harmless,<br />

a part of the bountiful nature around him, but now<br />

the squirrels and birds and especially a brown hare—the<br />

brown beast, were proving to be quite a challenge for his<br />

happy existence.<br />

The extra space around his cottage had given him an opportunity<br />

to nourish his gardening skills. He soon went on<br />

from growing easy vegetable plants to Magnolias and Orchids,<br />

the activity giving him a sense of discipline that he<br />

was used to in his career. Colonel Bagchi discovered that<br />

he enjoyed gardening. There was something about touching<br />

the soft wet soil that gave him the satisfaction of doing<br />

something worthwhile with life. He had seen so many people<br />

getting killed in combat that he felt refreshingly optimistic<br />

to see saplings raise their young head from Earth. The green<br />

shoot breaking through the topsoil was a celebration of life<br />

over death, creation over destruction, somewhat like Earth’s<br />

triumph over mankind’s destructive nature.<br />

He muttered under his breath following the paw track with his<br />

eyes. This was the second time this week that the hare had disrupted<br />

his plan to grow his garden. To take his mind off the disturbance,<br />

he rode into the nearest big town with his gardener<br />

to get new seeds from the nursery, along with his daily grocery<br />

and medicines. His pension money was enough to support his<br />

simple lifestyle and that made him feel happy and independent.<br />

The next morning, he caught the brown beast staring at him<br />

with an open audacity. He pretended to concentrate on the<br />

newspaper in front of him but looked at the animal surreptitiously<br />

every now and then. It hopped towards the tomato<br />

patch and started chewing on a low hanging tomato with a<br />

natural ferocity that made Colonel Bagchi fume with indignation.<br />

It was as if the beast was mocking him with his decided<br />

impudence. Such was the degree of his annoyance that he<br />

took out his rifle and cleaned it thoroughly instead of cleaning<br />

his cluttered study, as he had planned to do the night before.<br />

As Ashwini the cook, came to discuss his meals for the day, he<br />

seemed distracted. The grumpy middle-aged cook planted her<br />

hands on her hips and let out an exasperated breath. Colonel<br />

Bagchi was not in a mood to stand yet another soul’s insolence<br />

that morning, so he said quietly, “If you are such a hurry always,<br />

you don’t need to cook at all. You take what I owe you<br />

and disappear for good.”<br />

Ashwini blinked a few times and retreated from her bold<br />

stance. “Something seems to be bothering you. What is it?”<br />

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“Its none of your concern. Get me my wallet from the bedroom.<br />

You take your salary and leave!”<br />

Ashwini scratched her chubby chin and retired to the kitchen.<br />

She knew the perfect solution out of this conundrum.<br />

She made him a cheese omelet and coffee, a peace offering<br />

that Colonel Bagchi could not refuse, given his love for<br />

eggs.<br />

After his breakfast, his bad temper disappeared but his dismay<br />

at losing his young plants remained. He told Ashwini<br />

about how the hare was eating up his garden. A week ago,<br />

the vegetable patch was walked all over, the beets, sprouts<br />

and parsley leaves were all gone. “That brown beast is<br />

treating my garden like its private salad bar!”<br />

Ashwini squatted down next to him, trying to come up with<br />

solutions.<br />

“Try slicing soap bars around your garden, rabbits don’t<br />

like the smell.”<br />

“I have tried that already; this monster ate the soap as<br />

well!”<br />

“How about mixing Tobasco sauce with water and spraying<br />

on the plants?”<br />

“It likes spicy vegetables; can you believe that!”<br />

Ashwini’s crooked, tobacco-stained teeth came crowding<br />

out of her mouth making her look like a hideous ogre, only<br />

not green in color. She gave out a cackling laugh that made<br />

Colonel Bagchi look at her with disdain.<br />

Bahadur, his gardener had just stepped in and contributed<br />

to the conversation without really being invited to it. “I<br />

tried planting onion and asparagus, and that didn’t work<br />

as well.”<br />

Colonel Bagchi looked at his wiry gardener with a hippy<br />

haircut and threw his hands up in despair. “I give up. I don’t<br />

know what to do.”<br />

Bahadur and Ashwini continued their animated conversation<br />

about the problem in hand while Colonel Bagchi<br />

thought of a fresh idea.<br />

“Hey Pakhi, Dadu needs your help.” Pakhi, his sixteen-yearold<br />

grand-daughter was the only person who was willing<br />

to do internet research for him anytime of the day. “How<br />

does one get rid of wild hares from their garden?”<br />

Pakhi googled up the information and asked her granddad<br />

to note it down.<br />

“Okay…okay……fine. Thank you, dear.”<br />

That afternoon, Bahadur and he located a “potent” toxin in the<br />

market. Colonel Bagchi was determined to defeat his enemy in<br />

the garden field and protect his troop of young plants.<br />

The hare was no show for the next two days. The sneaky animal<br />

had somehow sniffed out his intention.<br />

On the third morning, as Colonel Bagchi stepped out for his<br />

breathing exercise, his feet almost stumbled on something<br />

brownish.<br />

It was the confounded hare. It had got so alarmingly confident<br />

that it could come right up to his doorstep. This was ridiculous. As<br />

he turned to look at the animal, he found it lying down. He waited<br />

for it to look up at him with its beady red eyes, but the animal did<br />

not stir. The gall of the monster. First, destroying his garden and<br />

then taking a power nap right in front of him. He fumed while he<br />

waited on. The hare lay limp. This was not usual. Shouldn’t it slip<br />

away as fast as it could? As he took another step forward he saw a<br />

ring of flies circling him like vultures circling a corpse.<br />

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His garden was safe again. The flowers were untouched, the<br />

young spouts were upright and perky, the beauty of his creation<br />

evident once more. Bagchi sat having a cup of first flush outside<br />

alone. He had won his battle against the hare and that should<br />

have relieved him. But he felt no jubilation, no elation at his victory.<br />

As Ashwini started the day’s cooking she asked him what he<br />

would like for breakfast.<br />

“Nothing. I am not hungry,” he said rinsing his teacup in the kitchen.<br />

He went to his study and started tidying up, a task he had been<br />

avoiding for a while. There was an unusual sluggishness in his<br />

bearing, a bewildered listlessness in his conduct.<br />

Ashwini followed him into his study. She cast a worried look at<br />

him. He was not eating well. “What is it now? The hare is dead,<br />

your garden is looking beautiful again. Doesn’t that make you<br />

happy?”<br />

“I have brought some tomatoes from your garden, I can make<br />

soup for you, if you want,” she added, hoping to inspire him.<br />

Bagchi closed his eyes and flinched. “How can I eat tomato now?”<br />

He walked to the front foyer to put on his sneakers. Fresh air<br />

might do him good. He lmost walkeur who was getting off his bicycle.<br />

Bahadur jumped aside alarmed at his speed.<br />

“Where are you going in such a hurry? Didn’t you want to go to the<br />

town and visit the nursery?”<br />

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Ever since the hare had died, Bagchi had avoided talking to<br />

him properly. He wondered why. He had also lost interest<br />

in caring for his garden.<br />

Ashwini had scribbled their names on it. Colonel Bagchi let out a<br />

ragged breath and looked at the baby rabbits again, a small smile<br />

forming on his puckered lips.`<br />

Bagchi continued walking past him without responding to<br />

his question.<br />

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“What is going on with Colonel?” asked Bahadur when he<br />

saw Ashwini.<br />

“No idea. He seems to be brooding over something but he<br />

does not want to talk about it?” said Ashwini sipping her<br />

morning tea noisily.<br />

“Ever since that confounded hare died on his doorstep, he<br />

seems depressed,” said Bahadur.<br />

“Oh…that is the reason why he said he does not want to<br />

eat tomato…”<br />

“What?”<br />

“I offered to make tomato soup for him and he left.”<br />

“Did he?” said Bahadur after a long pause, contemplating<br />

on something profoundly deep, beyond Ashwini’s understanding.<br />

Bahadur knew that in spite of how unpredictable the Colonel<br />

seemed, he was a kind soul. He had a tough shell with<br />

a soft interior, which he did not like to admit.<br />

“I will keep something in his study on his table. Tell him to<br />

take a look at it when he comes back, okay?” he said in a<br />

hurry and left Ashwini to finish her tea alone.<br />

Colonel Bagchi came back from his morning walk, sweaty<br />

and exhausted. Ashwini had made an omelet for him again.<br />

“Do you want to kill me with cholesterol?” he snapped at<br />

her. Ashwini took a deep breath and bland facedly told him<br />

to take a look at his study table, just the way Bahadur had<br />

asked her to.<br />

“What now?” he muttered storming into his study. There<br />

on the table stood a bottle of unopened rabbit poison.<br />

Below it was Bahadur’s handwritten note in Hindi. “I did<br />

not kill it. See, the bottle is still sealed. It died of old age.”<br />

Colonel Bagchi re-read the note several times and threw<br />

the bottle in the garbage bin.<br />

Next morning as he made himself a cup of tea and stood<br />

out on the balcony, he saw a basket covered in a blanket.<br />

He uncovered the basket to find two white baby rabbits<br />

inside a cage. A note was attached to the latch. We could<br />

not find a wild hare so we got these instead. Bahadur and<br />

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WAITING FOR YOU<br />

ANAMIKA TAMULI<br />

The raindrops falling like pearls from the tip of the leaves. A cold zephyr blowing to hit my face and<br />

make me feel the most special one alive. I can hear the bird’s chirruping pleasuring the nature with<br />

their sweet sound. But I had someone more special on my mind. Someone who was more special from<br />

this beautiful scenery. I could remember your image blazoned in front of my eyes, laughing with them<br />

and not even knowing that someone is adoring you. Admiring your every beauty. That makes me so<br />

happy<br />

. Happy from the inside. Today you called my name. For the first time. Oh! my name seemed so special<br />

from your mouth! Today I love my name. I can feel my heart getting closure to you. So close that I fear<br />

of losing you. Even though you are not mine. It’s funny how you fall in love with someone who doesn’t<br />

even know your existence. I want you to see me and understand the words from my eyes, understand<br />

what my heart is speaking in its inside. Want you to feel happy by seeing me as I do. I believe you’ll do.<br />

one day or the other. The day is not far when you’ll be mine.<br />

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WALLS<br />

PRABHA PRAKASH<br />

Sometimes I forget to build those walls-<br />

Yes, those rigid and ugly walls<br />

Around myself.<br />

Even as I could see shrewd minds masquerading effortlessly<br />

Within the flexible edges<br />

Of the erstwhile stiff structures;<br />

I quiver and twist within my own self<br />

Incapable of shielding the vulnerabilities<br />

At times of uncertainties,<br />

I wonder and stare<br />

Baffled at the crowd;<br />

Checking out the virtual looking glass from the corner of my eyes-<br />

And witness a hundred brittle walls<br />

Dilapidating into superfluous fragments<br />

Teaching me countless lessons on doctrines of realism.<br />

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ABOUT<br />

COFFEE BREAKS, MARLBOROS AND<br />

LEFTOVERS<br />

SEBIN JAMES<br />

We have traversed the full<br />

length of this ring road. A<br />

maze of unpredictable curves<br />

and memorable pit stops comes to an<br />

end. I don’t know if there is a divine<br />

entity that observes us, but you definitely<br />

believe in one. Ask him whether<br />

he satirically laughed off the plight of<br />

two inferior beings. He might even tell<br />

that both of us were complete idiots, to<br />

hope that we would never be sucked<br />

into a swirling whirlpool. Probably, he<br />

finds humor in the irony of choosing<br />

the same cafe for closure ceremony as<br />

well. Tell him that I am relieved to make<br />

him feel better about himself when he<br />

clearly cannot handle gross injustice,<br />

war, and death.<br />

I think I acted a bit much awkward last<br />

Sunday. I might have found it unsettling<br />

that two years have passed since we<br />

parted our ways. It could also be a desperate<br />

attempt on my part to show that<br />

I am unaffected by everything we have<br />

been through. Each time, I fail miserably.<br />

But again, whichever explanation<br />

you prefer. You are likely to go with the<br />

second one, aren’t you?<br />

I remember blushing like a nine-yearold<br />

about to sing a song in front of the<br />

school assembly. The waiter was pissed<br />

off when I said ‘whatever’ to ‘hot cocoa<br />

or café latté?’ I will tell you a secret. I<br />

was rather taken aback to see that you<br />

have slimmed down, while I am beginning<br />

to worry about my receding hairline.<br />

To put across in simple words, I am<br />

jealous. There was also an Indie rock<br />

band’s clumsy background track for our<br />

company. I mean, come on they used to<br />

play great music four years back.<br />

Luke Bryan started humming ‘Drink a<br />

Beer’ in my head. I nodded along with<br />

your answers for the ‘what it might<br />

have been and what if’ routine talk in a<br />

meet up of two former lovers.<br />

“Are you listening, Deb?”<br />

I heard everything you said, dear. But<br />

does it really matter?<br />

“I am. You were saying that you are<br />

tired of summer classes.” Apparently,<br />

I couldn’t stop blushing.<br />

You took a sip of your favorite ristretto.<br />

I didn’t even know about ristretto until<br />

you took me to that posh café in the<br />

north end.<br />

I looked into your eyes and my hot<br />

brewing cocoa on the table. This<br />

damn drink was never sweet enough.<br />

A spiral of brown coils disappeared<br />

in a bustle with the spoon. The sliding<br />

door of our café showcased fuzzy<br />

images of vehicles rushing along the<br />

new highway. It’s a rush hour in the<br />

rainy season and people want the<br />

comfort of their homes. Nothing’s<br />

wrong with that.<br />

Home, it is a vague word when it<br />

stands alone. The most celebrated<br />

words in linguistics are all confusing<br />

when they stand alone. Wasn’t there<br />

a time when we wanted love to be our<br />

daydreams about green farmlands,<br />

blue lagoons, and rugged mountains?<br />

Faith was all about walking down the<br />

hallway, hand in hand. Joy meant<br />

your music and my books. We hoped<br />

that we could wrap around each other<br />

instead of our pillows and shed a tear<br />

on chilly winter nights.<br />

In one fine Sunday morning, love became<br />

letting go of each other when<br />

there was no way forward. We grew<br />

distant and apart. I searched frantically<br />

for joy, faith, and hope in the<br />

remnants of a pyre but in vain. There<br />

were days when I was so near to falling<br />

into the depths of a chasm. I was<br />

always there on the verge, but I never<br />

fell off the ridge.<br />

“I have been talking too much. Deb,<br />

tell me. What’s new with you?”<br />

I won’t lie. I am doing okay; no more,<br />

no less. You wrecked my whole belief<br />

system when you took everything you<br />

could and left. But you are not at fault.<br />

This was supposed to happen when I<br />

poured in everything I could to make<br />

an elixir. Though there is so much water<br />

under the bridge, I just hope that<br />

everything will fall into place one day.<br />

“Everything’s great, actually. College<br />

is good. I have wonderful friends. I<br />

have been busy for the past couple of<br />

weeks. We organized a Web technologies<br />

workshop recently that turned<br />

out to be a great success. Probably<br />

I should take some time off all the<br />

hustle now.”<br />

“Oh! Good. Congrats Deb.” You still tilt<br />

your head sideways and smile while<br />

you compliment someone. I always<br />

wanted a picture of this quirk of yours.<br />

There was never a good time. “Waiter,<br />

I will have one more sandwich cake.<br />

Do you want anything else, Deb?”<br />

“I think I will take another cup of hot<br />

chocolate.”<br />

“You and hot chocolate, still a better<br />

love story than Twilight.”<br />

“And how old is that phrase?”<br />

“As old as your relationship with hot<br />

cocoa.”<br />

One-to-one conversations never lose<br />

their charm when you are there. On<br />

one of our daily commutes, I told you<br />

that Wong Kar-Wai is the greatest filmmaker<br />

when it comes to the portrayal<br />

of intertwined complexities of life.<br />

You liked Richard Linklater more and<br />

argued that Wong Kar-Wai’s films of<br />

the 21st century lacked subtlety. Although,<br />

I did realize on our way back<br />

home that I should never underestimate<br />

you ever. You had drawn a flow<br />

chart on the degrading quality of my<br />

favorite director’s movies when both<br />

of us were supposed to balance the<br />

equations of organic compounds.<br />

You were insane back then. You are.<br />

“Deb, I would like to say something.”<br />

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“Is this a toast from you? Then why<br />

can’t we go to that beer parlor right<br />

across Riviera?”<br />

“No. Listen, Deb. It’s about me. I think I<br />

love someone.”<br />

“Oh. Huh. Who is he?”<br />

“From college, obviously. I have known<br />

him for over two years. But...”<br />

“What is it?”<br />

“I fear it might ruin our friendship.”<br />

That is a genuine concern given how it<br />

ended between us.<br />

“Huh. Maybe.”<br />

See, that was my emotional threshold<br />

point. I thought I could survive a conversation<br />

with you after two years. To<br />

my dismay, my heart was still a weakling<br />

in your presence. Even if there<br />

comes a day when south sea pearls are<br />

washed ashore, I can never be a mere<br />

male acquaintance who blurts out that<br />

he is happy for you, when you declare<br />

your new-found love.<br />

Why did we pre-plan everything happening<br />

on this day? Why couldn’t it<br />

have been something surreal?<br />

As always, I would be sitting right here,<br />

hesitant to finish off my drink. Perhaps<br />

I would ignore the call of any of my<br />

friends who want to know whether I<br />

am in town or not. I would notice every<br />

female and their minute details as they<br />

come and go. Haruki Murakami would<br />

help me in eavesdropping on conversations<br />

around my table, which I believe<br />

will become the plot of my stories<br />

someday. The whole evening would go<br />

by, with the pages of my life and Sputnik<br />

Sweetheart still unturned. When I<br />

am about to leave, unusually long fingers<br />

with finely manicured nails might<br />

place a cup of ristretto on my table. In<br />

that split second, déjà vu would strike<br />

a chord with all the mess that I am. I<br />

would sit there, stupefied by the whole<br />

world and you. I would sit there, breathless<br />

and unable to determine what intoxicated<br />

me. I could barely move my<br />

legs, let alone run away from you. You<br />

would look at the specials board and<br />

the book that I am reading, but you<br />

would pretend that you didn’t recognize<br />

me. We would be two random<br />

strangers on a coffee table for a while.<br />

Torn between you forgetting me and<br />

now that you have, why I couldn’t, I<br />

would reach out to pay my bill. All of a<br />

sudden, you would burst out laughing,<br />

take hold of my hands and place it in<br />

your palms. Being naive enough to buy<br />

into your little play, I too would laugh<br />

at myself. But what would happen<br />

when the laughter ceases, dear? We<br />

would try to fill a void with fine pleasantries,<br />

drink coffee and part. I would<br />

rather take away my hands from yours<br />

and leave, without saying anything.<br />

You would know what that means<br />

since you have had the privilege to<br />

spend time with me beyond my ‘all<br />

aloof and distant’ stage of interaction;<br />

I leave places before the lump in my<br />

throat materializes into tears; the hypocrite<br />

in me still believes that tears are<br />

not so manly in a public place. Moreover,<br />

I wouldn’t want you to see me in<br />

an emotionally vulnerable state yet<br />

you would know that I am.<br />

Let’s drop it and focus on what happened<br />

for real.<br />

“I am going to run to the washroom<br />

before we leave.”<br />

“Don’t run by. Take your time, Deb.”<br />

You chortled.<br />

We left the coffee shop. Neither of<br />

us was sure about what to say next.<br />

There were no promises to keep in<br />

touch and no vows taken to remain<br />

‘good friends’. That can be counted as<br />

the one thing we did right that day.<br />

On my way back home, our conversation<br />

started playing on a loop before<br />

my eyes. One thing led to another<br />

and I had the feeling that this was<br />

no longer about us. All is now solely<br />

about me, dear. It must be. I owe it to<br />

myself and the soul that I have been<br />

tormenting for all the wrong reasons.<br />

It was time to lift off the painted veil<br />

stuck to my face. This has got nothing<br />

to do with love, dear. If anything,<br />

this is redemption. People should<br />

stop using the word ‘love’ for things<br />

they cannot work out and things that<br />

go wrong in a relationship. I was too<br />

late to accept that two persons, at<br />

any point in time, can fall out of love,<br />

even when there is so much love and<br />

affection for each other. Falling out of<br />

love is almost similar to running out<br />

of means to express your love. When<br />

unhappiness and irritability take reins<br />

of the mechanism through which you<br />

vent, what lies beneath is irrelevant to<br />

what meets the eye. Sadly, brooding<br />

over lost love for the namesake of love<br />

does not count as love either.<br />

There was a lot more to my breakdown<br />

than turning into a lost traveler<br />

in the realms of love. A few years back,<br />

life was more vibrant and alfresco.<br />

After a few back to back fiascos, I<br />

was no more comfortable in my own<br />

skin. With a lot of time to spare, I have<br />

made some serious observations,<br />

introspections, and retrospections.<br />

They have all contributed to the flesh<br />

and blood of the person that I have<br />

become. Though the popular opinion<br />

says that he has become a sad soul,<br />

I like him. It was not easy at first, but<br />

once you get to know him he is not<br />

that bad. He is cynical, but he has integrity.<br />

I mean, sure there is a hell lot<br />

of work to free himself from the pangs<br />

of guilt, fear and his unhealthy fixation<br />

with you. Apart from that, I can<br />

slowly teach him to give his reasons to<br />

people who are worth an explanation.<br />

When he begins to feel what it takes to<br />

stay somewhere, he will always make<br />

it home from his secret getaways; finally,<br />

he can resist his desire to not<br />

return.<br />

So why don’t you go away? I beg<br />

you, the silhouette of lost love; don’t<br />

come creeping through the windowsills<br />

while my eyes struggle to attune<br />

to the moonlight of June. I beg you<br />

not to come with that guitar of yours<br />

and sing a lullaby that makes my ears<br />

bleed. I have roadmaps to look at and<br />

there are abandoned towns to search<br />

for before she fades out. I give you my<br />

word, I will find the colors you lost in<br />

the sunsets of horizons far west.Till<br />

then, I will smoke Marlboros and my<br />

lungs will ache; but she won’t see you<br />

amidst the ghosts of smoke I made, to<br />

carry you along with me. This will be<br />

our little secret, our last one. Do not<br />

demand anything more, the silhouette<br />

of long lost love.<br />

It’s time. It’s time to try and make everything<br />

right.<br />

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HERB<br />

NITIN KADEKAR<br />

A dab of the dawning of imperative consequence<br />

arrives.<br />

Instinct takes over and I feel alive.<br />

I feel the need but I don’t have to feed it.<br />

It’s there but I don’t have to acknowledge<br />

it.<br />

I have dismissed it before,<br />

more than once.<br />

But this particular time I want to lunge.<br />

So I make the journey bearing the costs.<br />

Like I don’t give a damn about the fact<br />

that I’m lost.<br />

But I do see light at the end of the tunnel.<br />

I’m fighting my way there.<br />

It will probably never stop and never end.<br />

All I know is,<br />

it is warmer and pleasant as I move<br />

forward.<br />

If you are not able to make this transition,<br />

you are probably a coward.<br />

Fortunately, the night is young.<br />

I say this because it doesn’t take long.<br />

We sit and the green fades away.<br />

It’s tranquil here.<br />

It was the right decision after all.<br />

We have a fecund existence.<br />

I find yet another strand in my hair,<br />

so to speak.<br />

It’s the metaphorical company that I<br />

keep.<br />

After a beautiful flurry, I revert to my indifference,<br />

my version of it anyway.<br />

I’m wiser.<br />

I can feel it.<br />

Like that northern wind on the pale skin.<br />

I see that the walls are falling.<br />

It’s fine,<br />

they can go.<br />

I’m more free by the passing minute.<br />

More open.<br />

I feel the endearment.<br />

It’s strong and frankly a little uneasy.<br />

But, I guess this is how it should be.<br />

Food tastes good.<br />

Now I have Justin Timberlake telling me,<br />

Whatever goes around comes around.<br />

Meanwhile, I’m writing.<br />

It happened,<br />

Now it’s time to move on.<br />

And she’s the last thing I think about,<br />

Before my day is done.<br />

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YOU<br />

OWN<br />

MY<br />

HEART<br />

ANUPREETA CHATTERJEE<br />

Frozen glances<br />

with stirring minds<br />

find places to announce<br />

what love, is to us.<br />

I would love to have a chance<br />

to dance on my favorite togetherness vows.<br />

My love for you<br />

often gets published<br />

in midst of rumors which never notice us.<br />

You own my heart<br />

and I know you admire me secretly.<br />

You lean by my side<br />

without making me feel worried.<br />

I am preoccupied with my starring adventure<br />

of describing you in my poems.<br />

You own my heart<br />

and this poem is dedicated to ‘unseen’ you.<br />

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IT’S NEVER LATE TO ENHANCE YOUR<br />

VOCABULARY<br />

1. Abecedism: Word created from the initials of words in a phrase<br />

2. Aberration, noun: a departure from what is normal, usual, or expected, typically an unwelcome<br />

one<br />

3. Abolla: A woolen cloak worn by men in ancient Rome<br />

4. Abraxas: Gem engraved with mystical word and bearing human-animal figure<br />

5. Abuse<br />

ü Verb: use (something) to bad effect or for a bad purpose; misuse.<br />

Treat with cruelty or violence, especially regularly or repeatedly<br />

ü Noun: the improper use of something.<br />

Cruel and violent treatment of a person or animal<br />

6. Acapnotic: Non-smoker; Non-smoking<br />

7. Acerbic, adjective: (especially of a comment or style of speaking) sharp and forthright<br />

8. Accoucheur: Male midwife<br />

9. Accoucheuse: Female midwife<br />

10. Admonish, verb:<br />

ü Reprimand firmly<br />

ü Advise or urge (someone) earnestly<br />

ü Warn (someone) of something to be avoided<br />

11. Affair, noun: an event or sequence of events of a specified kind or that has previously been referred<br />

to OR a love affair<br />

12. Affaire, noun: a love affair; (often confused with ‘Affair’)<br />

13. Alacrity, noun: brisk and cheerful readiness<br />

14.Anachronism, noun: a thing belonging or appropriate to a period other than that in which it exists,<br />

especially a thing that is conspicuously old-fashioned.<br />

15. Anxiety<br />

ü Noun: a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease about something with an uncertain outcome.<br />

Strong desire or concern to do something or for something to happen<br />

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DIARY<br />

OF A<br />

LEARNED<br />

SOUL<br />

SHIVANI JHA<br />

Dear You,<br />

I could stay for you, I wanted to.<br />

But only if you knew the value.<br />

I would have poured my heart, every ounce of Love that I had,<br />

every pinch of affection that I knew, I would have loved you<br />

with everything at my disposal.<br />

But<br />

I guess you were a bit too busy looking for something else.<br />

May you get what you needed.<br />

I wish you all the luck.<br />

I am going away, not because I stopped loving you. I never<br />

possibly can. I left because I know that as much I love pouring<br />

my heart on you, I need some of it back too.<br />

It empties me to keep waiting for you.<br />

It kills me to see you going everywhere.<br />

It empties me to see you do not care.<br />

I sound stupid to you, don’t I?<br />

I look stupid when I fall for your smile.<br />

I look stupid when I skip that stair because I was looking at<br />

you.<br />

I look hopeless when I come back to you over and over again.<br />

Yes, it’s true I love you, but I love me too.<br />

I am going because I am a river, you won’t be able to take me.<br />

I am going because I deserve an ocean, one who can dare to<br />

open his arms for me;<br />

One who can hold me with all my raging waves.<br />

Thank you for staying away.<br />

Had you not, I would have spent my life fitting into a dam,<br />

a pond,<br />

Or a vessel<br />

Now, I am free to flow<br />

To break dams,<br />

To trickle down the cheeks,<br />

To rise in a wild oceanic wave<br />

To settle like a dew on the flower.<br />

Not needed to fit in “we” and “our’<br />

I am free to be me,<br />

I am free to pour<br />

Free to devour.<br />

“It is not easy to trust, not easy to be heartbroken,<br />

not even easy to accept that the relationship will<br />

fail. But the toughest thing is to see and learn. This<br />

brings the courage to close certain doors, and open<br />

others. This is an honest reflection of a learned<br />

soul.”<br />

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NITHYA MURALIKRISHNAN<br />

THE<br />

TRAVELER’S<br />

QUEST<br />

A traveler embarked on a journey,<br />

After having played many a tourney,<br />

The road seemed to be full of hedges,<br />

That seemed to cause a lot of wedges.<br />

The road seemed to extend on and on,<br />

He walked, with all his hopes gone.<br />

Then, he suddenly saw chrysanthemums,<br />

Farther ahead, next to the plums.<br />

Mesmerised by the myriad hues,<br />

He looked around, as if for cues,<br />

Twirling the flower tepidly,<br />

He stepped into the bushes, gingerly.<br />

Lo! The thorns struck his foot,<br />

All he could do was to howl and hoot.<br />

He retreated, flinching in pain,<br />

With all of his energy down the drain.<br />

He deduced that he had digressed,<br />

And had thus, not progressed,<br />

He had moved away from his goal,<br />

And so he was on the dole.<br />

Each man has his destiny, learned he,<br />

With neither sorrow nor glee,<br />

He resolved to reach his final station,<br />

Before he ran out of all ration.<br />

We are all travelers on the road of life,<br />

Where obstacles and troubles are rife,<br />

Some paths may be treacherous,<br />

And people, pretty contemptuous.<br />

Thus, the traveler walked on and on,<br />

Till the mirage was gone,<br />

He reflected on the path traversed,<br />

Until the day he was interred.<br />

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BOOK<br />

REVIEW<br />

SHUMAILA TAHER<br />

THIS HOUSE OF CLAY AND WATER<br />

All throughout my journey of reading this novel, the only thought that kept coming back, constantly hovering<br />

around was the inability to write a review that would do justice to the masterpiece that is This House of Clay<br />

and Water. How would I ever put into words what Mansab did so elegantly? And then I realized it didn’t matter.<br />

It didn’t matter because a book like this one, needed to be read, to be preserved and referred to. What the author has<br />

portrayed through the book has so far only been scoffed at, or spoken in hushed tones. Her promising debut novel is<br />

a fresh voice to Pakistani Literature and is sure to create ripples for times to come. It’s not a story you forget easily. It<br />

keeps coming back, to stay with you. It’s a novel you often think about. It’s a story that becomes a part of you.<br />

This House of Clay and Water is a story of love, of freedom, of identity, of betrayal, of courage and the need<br />

to belong somewhere. It’s a story of three lost souls, who are trying to find meaning, who are trying to fit in, to have a<br />

purpose. It’s a story of two women and a eunuch. It’s about Nida, Sasha and Bhanggi whose paths are meant to cross<br />

each other. Nida, an intelligent woman, married to Saqib who belongs to an affluent political family, tries to comply<br />

to the standards society has set. Nida, is also our protagonist. Burdened by the patriarchal system and belonging to<br />

the elite class, she struggles constantly. Her imagination, her ideas, her feelings have been reduced to nothing. Her<br />

life is supposed to revolve around her marriage, her husband, whose idea of an ideal wife means being submissive to<br />

him and functioning according to his convenience. After all, that’s what a woman is for. Nida is broken. She says, “I’d<br />

morphed, altered, nipped and tucked away bits of my personality for so long, I no longer recognized myself. I feared<br />

that one day, even if I wanted to, I wouldn’t be able to identify myself. I’d be forever trapped in an image of another’s<br />

making, and there would be no escape because I would have forgotten to want to escape”<br />

Sasha, on the other hand, belonging to a middle class family, married with two children, dreams of a luxurious<br />

life and an escape. Both the characters seem to be caught in a web of their own insecurities, hurt and shattered<br />

dreams. The third character, Bhanggi, a eunuch, belongs to the most neglected marginalised minority group<br />

in Pakistan. All his life, he’s been considered worst than pests, called a stain to humanity and beaten black and blue<br />

by everyone he comes across. He says, “I cannot rid myself of the affliction called hope. I scoop up its broken shards<br />

within the cups of my hands. I hold it fast to my heart every time it shatters against the monolithic reality that looms<br />

at every, in every human eye.” For Mansab, to attempt to portray a hijra as a normal person with natural feelings is a<br />

brave effort. No other writer could have done it so beautifully.<br />

The three characters; Nida, Sasha and Bhanggi meet at a Dargah. Here starts a bond of friendship and of<br />

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love. The characters evolve and undergo drastic changes throughout the novel which makes it even more compelling.<br />

The plot is smart. The author’s narrative technique and form played an important role in transforming the story.<br />

Mansab transitions between first person narration and free style. The reader will automatically adjust to the change<br />

because it’s not abrupt but rather smooth.<br />

The novel is based in Lahore and the author has aptly described the social structure of the society; where<br />

hypocrisy, money and power dictate how lives should be led. In the novel, Mansab, portrays the regressive nature of<br />

the people, of breaking stereotypes and how women continue to be exploited in the name of religion. It’s as much a<br />

story of redemption, of lost love as it is about outdated societal norms and disillusionment. This House Of Clay and<br />

Water is a powerful and moving novel, one that has dived deep into the psyche of humans and has opened up room<br />

for sensitive issues which are only discussed in closed rooms.<br />

“Some words are prisons. They’re labels of reduction. They’re like stones catapulting through mouths, hundreds<br />

and thousands of mouths, to target and hurt”.<br />

Author: Faiqa Mansab<br />

Publisher: Penguin Random House<br />

Pages: 272<br />

Format: Hardcover<br />

Rating: 4.8/5<br />

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ATELIER<br />

RIVER MAHISAGAR, VADODARA, MAY 11, 2017, 04:49 P.M.<br />

BY SOUMITRO DAS, 5082 X 3354 PIXELS, CANON EOS 550D<br />

Gujarat born, amateur photographer Soumitro Das is winning hearts and minds through his<br />

collection of travel and street photography.<br />

This picture was like coming up for fresh air. He was drowning in the negative emotions of life<br />

and the children playing in the river saved him. They teach him to be happy for no reason, stay<br />

curious and fight tirelessly for anything and everything, not worrying about its result. He says,<br />

“Laughter and innocence of a child is the light of the home.They are the pure essence of pure<br />

hearts. No differentiation.”<br />

He captured this view on his visit to the beautiful river of Mahisagar, Vadodara. His clicks are<br />

simple as anything but can carry within them a million words.<br />

This picture is an example of how one should care less and enjoy and live in the moment of<br />

their lives. You never know what future holds in it for you.<br />

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EIGHT<br />

STEPS TO ACHIEVE<br />

YOUR READING GOALS<br />

PRATIKSHYA MISHRA<br />

Many of us tend to register for reading challenges around<br />

the year, but few reach the goal by the year-end. So here are few<br />

pointers to help you achieve your bookish goals.<br />

Reading habits vary from person to person. Someone likes<br />

to read before going to bed while someone prefers reading the first<br />

thing in the morning. Someone reads fast, someone reads slowly<br />

taking his own sweet time. Someone prefers to listen to a novel<br />

being read aloud to him, rather than reading it himself. There are<br />

various reading challenges all over the internet- the Goodreads, Epicreads-<br />

varying on the basis of the number of books you are committing<br />

to read in a year, or the genre of books, or even color-coded<br />

challenges based on the book covers. Read 101 Classics challenge,<br />

LGBT books, Banned Books, Poetry Books, translated books, etc.<br />

Weird ones, challenging and interesting ones. Here are a few steps<br />

on how you can achieve your reading goals if you tend to lag behind.<br />

1. Choose a time-slot<br />

You need to be dedicated to reading every day. Choosing<br />

a particular time of the day to read can help a lot. It can be while<br />

traveling to or from your work or institute, in the morning hours, during<br />

lunch hours, tea breaks, evening strolls, park visits, or late night<br />

before going to bed. Since I am essentially a morning person, I love<br />

to start my day with reading. Leverage weekends, rainy days, and off<br />

days.<br />

2. Set Daily Reading Goals<br />

It can be 50 pages a day or minimum 5 pages a day, but<br />

make sure to set a daily reading goal and stick to it. Having a good<br />

bookmark handy works wonders. I am a bookmarks frenzy person,<br />

I use anything and everything pretty looking as a bookmark, be it<br />

strips of craft paper, clothes tag, a thin bracelet, a crochet, anything<br />

woolen, newspaper cutouts, photographs, etc. I commit to reading<br />

at least 5 pages a day, the more the merrier.<br />

3. Listen to audiobooks<br />

Sometimes it does happen that we are neck deep in official<br />

works and other routines, then we don’t have energy left to hold<br />

a book. That is the time having an audiobook handy on your smartphone<br />

and a good quality earphone helps. You can immerse yourself<br />

in the world of stories without having to strain your eyes, just<br />

make sure that you like the reader’s narration. These days classic<br />

audiobooks are easily available on Youtube, apps and other public<br />

libraries- Librivox, etc. If you are into short stories, 60 dB- Season<br />

of Stories- is a very good option. It has episode wise narratives, offered<br />

in chunks for the busy readers. I have listened to ‘Eat, Pray<br />

and Love’, ‘My Cousin Rachael’ and a few short stories by Jhumpa<br />

Lahiri and Haruki Murakami in recent times.<br />

4. Choose your genres and titles and mode of reading well<br />

If you are a regular reader, you must be aware of your<br />

own tastes and preferences. Consider a book after going through<br />

ratings, reviews, author details, and author interviews. While experimenting<br />

is great, try to make sure it’s worth your time and money.<br />

You can borrow books from a local library or a friend, if you are not<br />

sure whether you’d like it, instead of buying and hoarding bookspiling<br />

up your cupboard without actually reading it. Goodreads,<br />

Amazon etc offer recommendations for you to check out related<br />

works, those are worth a browse through. Modes of reading can be<br />

paperback, Kindle, ebooks, or even a weekly email subscription.<br />

5. Have your own reading tribe<br />

A reading group helps keep your interest in and around<br />

books. It can be online or offline, but have a habit of connecting<br />

with your tribe, and share your recent reading experiences while<br />

they share theirs. I personally love discussing books, online and<br />

offline, so a group who pays attention to my rants, and provides<br />

meaningful recommendations hugely helps. A community keeps<br />

you updated on the recent book release, book signings, and another<br />

book buzz. There are too many good books out there and too<br />

little time, so your tribe helps you come across your kind of books.<br />

It is through such an online Facebook group that I discovered my<br />

love for memoirs and travelogues, from reading just romantic YA<br />

novels, thrillers, mysteries, and mythologies. Subscribe the right<br />

sites, blogs, pages and sign up to join the active groups.<br />

6. Review the book you read<br />

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I sincerely consider it the fundamental duty of a reader to review the<br />

book he/she reads unless it is deemed as not worthy of her time or<br />

way beyond his expression through words. I make sure to review<br />

almost every book I read, however short and long. ‘Eat, Pray, Love’<br />

by Elizabeth Gilbert took three posts on my blog- it was the longest<br />

review ever. I just had to include those feelings, descriptions, and<br />

quotes- I couldn’t do without it. Haruki Murakami’s novels make way<br />

for a minimum 800-word review, while some others, I just could not<br />

review. It overwhelmed me to even put to paper the feelings that<br />

bubbled inside me while I read those books- it was way beyond me<br />

to review these masterpieces. One of them I remember is ‘River God’<br />

by Wilbur Smith and another ‘The Palace Of Illusions’ by Chitra D.<br />

Banerjee.<br />

I continuously review a book, while reading it, every day<br />

a few points or lines that made me think, chapter by chapter, as I<br />

know I won’t remember the intricate details when I reach the end.<br />

My personal journal would contain quotes, symbolism, metaphors,<br />

and other trivia from the novel I am reading. And if I fall in love with<br />

the book, it’s characters, narration, and plot- I stalk the author online<br />

to know about his/her next writing in progress. And as you know authors<br />

love being stalked. (Laughs!!)<br />

7. Choose your reading challenges well<br />

There are various annual reading challenges that are provided<br />

by sites, book clubs, libraries, etc. Choose it well, considering<br />

the time you can devote, the expenses it might require, the reading<br />

tastes, and intellectual/emotional worth.<br />

8. Finally, Not all books are meant to be swallowed<br />

And that’s okay. If you feel the book that you are almost<br />

halfway through is not meant for you, it doesn’t match your expectation<br />

at all, doesn’t satisfy your reading thirst’s and obsessions- allow<br />

yourself to stop reading that book. Let it go. Make time for some other<br />

better book instead. And, others opinion do not matter as much<br />

as your own. I left reading ‘The Wuthering Heights’ halfway through.<br />

While the narrative was spellbinding, phenomenal, I hated the lead<br />

characters and the darkness involved was messing my mood. I don’t<br />

regret my decision.<br />

Reading can be a wholesome experience if you engage<br />

completely in it. It can be life-changing, deeply satisfying, and healing.<br />

Reading can be a therapy if you allow it to be so.<br />

Express gratitude for reading a good book. Review it honestly<br />

on your blog or share your views on it on the social media. Recommend<br />

it to friends and other book readers in your community.<br />

Spread the word. The author deserves it and you are the mediator,<br />

facilitator of a great work, the person that connects the book with<br />

many more readers. Feel good about it. Take pride in it. You are an<br />

essential part of the network of readers, the worldly connect. And<br />

if you are more than a little obsessed, just like me, engage in book<br />

Instagram, create book quotes, book arts, fan pages dedicated to the<br />

characters, write fanfictions, there’s so much more to this!!<br />

Happy Reading!!<br />

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DREAMS<br />

SAMIKSHA KEDARI<br />

The world that has another edge towards things that stay as is in ours deserve to be<br />

written about and hence can play a significant part of our dreams.<br />

There exists a world in the sea of our dreams<br />

far from this reality where every moment gleams<br />

where faces happen to be one of the happiest places<br />

also, the eloquence which each and every smile chases<br />

where oceans are rising waves of fantasies<br />

while even hurricanes pronounce joys of<br />

eternal ecstasies<br />

where peace is found in the spark of each star<br />

a light so loud, it heals your every scar<br />

where the sun rises with a hope in its eyes<br />

and the moon spells beauty of all untouched skies<br />

where mountains touch galaxies and echo their own voice<br />

rhythms play symphonies of the humanity’s choice<br />

where the horizon laughs at the mess of the<br />

entire confusion<br />

and time remains a part of a mesmerized illusion<br />

where no one is ever willing to give up, and<br />

no one needs saving<br />

none sounds a lie, each glad about the path<br />

they’re paving<br />

some dreams live within their own smiles<br />

stories wrapped in mysteries buried in deep<br />

distant miles<br />

and some dreams are just meant to be<br />

however more or less we happen to agree<br />

there always lives a world away from here, or so it seems<br />

far from this reality where each and every moment gleams!<br />

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Neil D’Silva<br />

The Top Writers Chair<br />

With six books to his credit one of which is a motion picture, Neil D’Silva is a known name in the Indian literary sphere.<br />

His stories have found universal appeal and acclaim in both the literary world as well as the world of visual media.<br />

He has been titled as one of the Top 7 Indian horror writers to be read by UK’s DESIblitz magazine.<br />

Neil D’Silva is a membevr of the international Horror Writers Association.<br />

He was a winner at the Delhi Literature Festival Short Story Competition of 2015, which was in association with Readomania.<br />

His book Maya’s New Husband also won the title of Entertainer of the Year at the Literary Awards 2015 that was<br />

co-hosted by Authors’ Ink Publications and Inside Stories.<br />

www.neildsilva.com<br />

TOP BOOKS BY NEIL<br />

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BOOK OF THE MONTH<br />

EXIT WEST<br />

MOHSIN HAMID<br />

LIVING IN AN UNNAMED CITY UNDERGOING CIVIL WAR, NADIA AND SAEED, A YOUNG COUPLE IN LOVE, FIND THEIR LIVES<br />

BEING TURNED UPSIDE DOWN AS THEY’RE FORCED TO LEAVE THEIR HOME, AND EMBARK ON A JOURNEY THAT’S FULL<br />

OF HARDSHIPS AND STRUGGLE. AS THE CITY BURNS, WHISPERS OF A DOOR THAT CAN LEAD THEM TO SAFETY BEGIN<br />

SURFACING. THEY SOON FIND OUT THAT THESE DOORS TAKE THEM TO DIFFERENT LOCATIONS. DEVOID OF A CHOICE,<br />

WITH THEIR LIVES CRUSHING IN FRONT OF THEM, NADIA AND SAEED, DECIDE TO LEAVE EVERYTHING BEHIND THEM<br />

AND ENTER A DOOR FACING AN ALIEN WORLD AND AN UNCERTAIN FUTURE.<br />

PRAISE FOR THE BOOK:<br />

“MAGICAL VISION OF THE REFUGEE CRISIS.”- THE GUARDIAN<br />

‘A MASTERPIECE OF HUMANITY AND RESTRAINT.’- OMAR AL AKKAD IN THE GLOBE AND THE MALL.<br />

SELECTED AS TIME’S TOP TEN NOVELS OF 2017.<br />

BARACK OBAMA INCLUDED EXIT WEST IN HIS LIST OF BOOKS HE READ IN 2017.

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