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NORTH WEST WORDS SPRING/SUMMER ISSUE 7<br />
Photograph by Sinead Byrne<br />
POETRY<br />
FICTION PHOTOGRAPHY INTERVIEW FEATURES
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Contents<br />
4 Editorial<br />
Competition Poetry (English language shortlist)<br />
8 Primary School Sixth Class June 1961 Michael Farry<br />
11 Father David Butler<br />
12 Bite Glen Wilson<br />
13 My Father’s Dictionary Frank Farrelly<br />
15 Somewhere in Between Brian Kirk<br />
17 This is Not a Dialogue Paul Bradley<br />
18 What I Do Not Know Is Aoife Reilly<br />
Competition Poetry (Irish language shortlist)<br />
23 An Fidileoir Máire Dinny Wren<br />
25 Gadaí na Geanmnaíochta Mícheál Ó Ruairc<br />
28 An abairt ghearr Seán Ó Muireagáin<br />
29 Deasghnáth Seosamh Ó Murchú<br />
31 Admháil na hOíche Shathairn, Cúpla Lá Iardheireadh<br />
Caidrimh<br />
Dubhán Ó Longáin<br />
32 Bruach Gearóid De Briotún<br />
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Fiction<br />
36 Chasing Rainbows Neil Brosnan<br />
44 First Things Last Joseph Kasler<br />
Poetry<br />
50 Coming out of Winter Moyra Donaldson<br />
51 Chough Watcher Edward Denniston<br />
53 A Word Kate Ennals<br />
55 The Begonia Room Ian Smith<br />
56 Bad News 1982 Mike Gallagher<br />
57 The Flood Holly Day<br />
59 A Faulty Pedometer Reading Lorraine Carey<br />
60 Galway Departures Tim Dwyer<br />
Interview<br />
62 Interview: Margaret O’Brien and Nollaig Brennan of The Story<br />
House Ireland<br />
Features<br />
70 Writing group profile: Pen2Paper - Donegal Town<br />
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Submissions welcome<br />
<strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong> is published in May and November. The next<br />
submission deadline is October 01st 2017 and submissions will be<br />
accepted from 01st August 2017.<br />
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At the moment, we cannot pay for work we publish.<br />
Email Submissions to: editornww@yahoo.com<br />
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Editorial<br />
Welcome to issue 7 of <strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong> magazine. This is one of two<br />
editions planned for 2017, and it’s the first for the editing team of Nick<br />
Griffiths and Deirdre McClay. We’re very pleased to present you with<br />
a packed edition of writing from regular and new contributors: 21<br />
poems from both our two international poetry competitions (in<br />
English and in Irish) and our open submission; 2 short stories; an<br />
interview with Margaret O’Brien and Nollaig Brennan of The Story<br />
House Ireland; and, a feature article profiling the Donegal Town<br />
writing group Pen2Paper.<br />
We’ve had an eventful few months at <strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong> with many<br />
wonderful readings in our new venue at Florence Food Co.<br />
Letterkenny. Thank you to our featured readers, musicians, open mic<br />
readers, and our audience.<br />
In November, we started a Twitter account and you can now follow us<br />
@_northwestwords. With both our Twitter and Facebook accounts,<br />
we seek to highlight local and regional writers, disseminate writing<br />
community news and to advertise our own events.<br />
Our two international poetry competitions were launched at the end<br />
of last year, and they culminated in two very enjoyable award events<br />
for English poetry in February, and Irish poetry in March. A special<br />
thanks to our two judges, Kate Newmann and Proinsias Mac a‘Bhaird,<br />
for the attention and care they took in their judging roles. Thank you<br />
also to our sponsors, Aurivo Co-operative Society Ltd/Donegal<br />
Creameries and Ealaín na Gaeltachta, and to everyone who entered<br />
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the competitions. We are delighted to publish the thirteen shortlisted<br />
poems from both competitions in this edition.<br />
<strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong> was seven years old in March past. Many thanks to<br />
our ongoing sponsors: Donegal County Council, Earagail Arts Festival,<br />
and our wonderful venue Florence Food Co. Letterkenny. We run<br />
readings in Florence Food Co. Letterkenny on the last Thursday of each<br />
month with open mic at each session. You are welcome to drop in.<br />
A big thank you to all our contributors in this issue. We hope you, our<br />
readers, enjoy issue 7 as much as we enjoyed editing it.<br />
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Nick and Deirdre
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Photographers in this issue:<br />
Sinead Byrne has had a keen interest in photography from a young age. She<br />
was always taking snapshots on disposable cameras and finding interesting<br />
ways to take photos of boring objects. Four years ago, she got her first ever<br />
Nikon DSLR camera, which she still uses today. Over the past two years she<br />
has been collecting lenses and different parts of equipment. She has been<br />
studying photography now at Letterkenny IT for the past two years and has<br />
ventured into various kinds of photography. She is hoping to continue her<br />
studies for the next few years.<br />
Nick Griffiths, when not involved in <strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong><br />
<strong>Words</strong>, writing, gardening or cooking, is a keen<br />
photographer with a special interest in nature<br />
photography.<br />
Photograph by Nick Griffiths<br />
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<strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong> and Aurivo/Donegal Creameries<br />
Poetry Competition 2016<br />
(English Language)<br />
Winner Michael Farry receiving the Donegal Creameries<br />
Perpetual Cup<br />
L to R: Deirdre McClay (<strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong>), Breíd Lindsay (Aurivo), Ann Marie<br />
Gallagher (<strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong>), Michael Farry (1st prize winning poet), Guy<br />
Stephenson and Kate Bonar (<strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong>), Kate Newmann (<strong>Summer</strong> Palace<br />
Press and competition judge)<br />
Read the seven winning and shortlisted poems below<br />
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1st Prize Michael Farry<br />
Primary School Sixth Class June 1961<br />
The exercise was easy, six nib dips in the ink<br />
and my page was filled.<br />
I wandered, counted hours to holidays.<br />
She coaxed catechism from fifth class,<br />
encouraged the slow, curbed the enthusiastic,<br />
chanted answers for memory.<br />
A car halted at Lipsett’s.<br />
Had they bought the Independent or Press?<br />
What was the answer to the driver’s question?<br />
McCormack’s dog barked and I guessed<br />
the cheery conversation meant a foreign letter,<br />
New Jersey or New South Wales.<br />
On our wall map of Europe<br />
Germany was undivided, the Antarctic uncrossed<br />
and the Congo still Belgian.<br />
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I wondered if my uncle was in Leopoldville or Elizabethville<br />
hoped for more letters stamped with exotic flowers<br />
overprinted in black.<br />
Who was turning the hay in the fort field?<br />
Who was cooking eggs and rashers?<br />
Who was scuffling weeds in the church grounds?<br />
When I found myself answering her question<br />
What is servile work? I stopped listening,<br />
examined my page for the last time,<br />
checked spellings, especially names:<br />
Patterson, Gagarin, Blanchflower, Lumumba,<br />
added three lines to the open question at the end:<br />
In summer we’ll play<br />
in the fields and woods all day<br />
except when we have to help at hay.<br />
Michael Farry<br />
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Michael Farry was selected for Poetry Ireland Introductions 2011. His<br />
poetry has been published in journals and anthologies in Ireland, the<br />
UK, America, Israel, India, Australia and Canada. His first poetry<br />
collection, Asking for Directions, was published by Doghouse Books,<br />
Tralee, in 2012. His second collection, The Age of Glass, will be<br />
published by Revival Press, Limerick, this year. His history book, Sligo,<br />
The Irish Revolution 1912-1923, was published in 2012 by Four Courts<br />
Press, Dublin.<br />
Photograph by Sinead Byrne<br />
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Father<br />
What unsigned city is it that you wake in,<br />
Featureless, or with such altered feature<br />
the streets are not familiar, or if with<br />
shifting familiarity, like the dreamscapes<br />
you wake from? What day is it, the moving ridge<br />
hammered flat that separates past from future<br />
so all is present tense, a watery time<br />
in which the hours gradually dissolve?<br />
How is it that memory, once so sharp,<br />
has lost its stylus, and slides across the surface<br />
leaving no impression but vague anxiety<br />
that something isn’t right? And who are we<br />
who have come to ask you? Forgive us<br />
this daily trespass through your threadless maze.<br />
David Butler<br />
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Bite<br />
It is pink but not a real shade,<br />
I’ve never saw anything in nature adopt that colour<br />
but there they are - my dentures.<br />
The teeth are too white, an American smile<br />
that is easy to clean, rigid in a stoic clench,<br />
unaging, unliving, dead pegs that could outlive me.<br />
It looks distorted in the glass of water, bigger, taller,<br />
an anti-climax when I lift them out, shake off the residue,<br />
fit the two halves snugly in my mouth.<br />
It’ll save us money in the long run He said<br />
before he left for work in the shipyard that morning<br />
No more crowns and fillings to pay for.<br />
He is gone five years now. I never told him<br />
how I panicked that day when they pulled them all out,<br />
taking the bus home, head light from the pain relief.<br />
How I stood in the hall, looking in the mirror at the gap<br />
where my teeth used to be, unable to form words<br />
through a bouquet of blood and tissue paper.<br />
I learned to speak through these foreign teeth,<br />
the wounds in my gums are long healed over<br />
but the local anesthetic only lasted a short time.<br />
Glen Wilson<br />
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My Father’s Dictionary<br />
An old Oxford hardback, my father’s dictionary<br />
has been with us for as long as I remember.<br />
It travelled with us every time he transferred<br />
to another Garda station. Other books fell<br />
by the wayside, were lost, forgotten, or abandoned.<br />
His dictionary endures, the last man standing.<br />
It feels infallible--the final say, the nonpareil.<br />
He used it to check spelling, meaning, context,<br />
confirm a lazy morning hunch about some fourteen down.<br />
I often lift it up, flick its flimsy leaves<br />
till one he sellotaped from niello to nightingale<br />
arrests my scrolling thumb like a missed heartbeat.<br />
I love its pulpy smell, its homely mustiness,<br />
its frayed, arthritic spine, the way the page<br />
will turn without a sound, resettle like a drowsy wing,<br />
the Latinisms at the back, the dated acronyms;<br />
Beata Virgo Maria, locus sigilli.<br />
B.F for Bloody Fool, P.S.A. a Pleasant Sunday Afternoon.<br />
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When I visited him--- finally moved to hospital,<br />
he’d toss the crossword in my lap, See can you finish that!<br />
At times I thought to bring his dictionary,<br />
place it near his warfarin and sedatives<br />
----but I wanted so badly to believe he’d be coming home<br />
Frank Farrelly<br />
Photograph by Sinead Byrne<br />
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Somewhere In Between<br />
My brothers were out in the fields,<br />
my sisters in the kitchen with our aunt<br />
while I was somewhere in between,<br />
hunting for eggs buried in warm hay<br />
in and around the outlying sheds.<br />
I wasn’t strong enough to lift bales,<br />
couldn’t be trusted with a pitchfork;<br />
even my soft hands were lethal,<br />
dropping near-hatched eggs on flags.<br />
I carried awkward buckets<br />
from the pump across the yard,<br />
socks squelching in wellies<br />
when I reached the kitchen door.<br />
I envied the older boys who rode<br />
the old Dexta up and down drills<br />
with steady hands.<br />
One day they let me have a go;<br />
I crushed plants in their prime,<br />
red-faced, couldn’t steer, couldn’t hear<br />
my uncle’s roars of knock her off! –<br />
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mind-wandered to a distant bird<br />
that could have been a cuckoo.<br />
From then on I was useless,<br />
fit company only for poor blind Pete,<br />
who sat at the back door stirring<br />
only when rain began to fall, growling<br />
when stray hens encroached.<br />
At dinner-time in the noisy heat,<br />
amid the sweat of hunger-driven men,<br />
the food grew in my mouth as I chewed,<br />
and when I took a drink to force it down<br />
I gagged, the creamy yellow warmth<br />
too much like nature, too unlike me.<br />
I wanted only to be older then,<br />
but by the time I got there<br />
everything had changed.<br />
Brian Kirk<br />
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This Is Not a Dialogue<br />
This is the dream of flying over water.<br />
This is love. These are the ones we love.<br />
This is why we live. This does not matter.<br />
This is the word that comforts or accuses.<br />
This is the hard choice. This is the noble path.<br />
This is justice. Justice will refuse us.<br />
This is the collared sky, its button moon.<br />
This is our home. This is the hope we build.<br />
This will last. This will be over soon.<br />
This is the sparrow spearing through the dark.<br />
This is the cradle over the abyss.<br />
This is forever. This is a fleeting spark.<br />
This is the path from nowhere to the tomb.<br />
These are our lives. These are the prayers we offer.<br />
This should mean something. To whom?<br />
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What I Do Not Know Is (after Dennis O’ Driscoll)<br />
That the phone will ring and ring.<br />
That it will not be her voice on the other end.<br />
That I will pound on someone’s kitchen floor and wail.<br />
That the police will be ashamed to take a statement.<br />
That my ‘to do’ lists will be empty.<br />
That the light of trees won’t touch me again for many years.<br />
That I will wear the green beads I gifted her from Africa.<br />
That I will keep searching her bedside drawers to understand.<br />
That I will wish I learned Fur Elise on the piano.<br />
That my children won’t have a grandmother.<br />
Because she will be scattered to the breeze in Liscannor<br />
Where the wind carries all the unsaid sorries<br />
and last days are repeated without end<br />
by hearts that must pulse on, picking up the love pieces.<br />
Aoife Reilly<br />
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David Butler is a novelist, poet and playwright. The most recent of his three<br />
published novels, 'City of Dis' (New Island) was shortlisted<br />
for the Kerry Group Irish Novel of the Year, 2015. His<br />
second poetry collection, All the Barbaric Glass, (Doire<br />
Press) has just been published. He is currently working on<br />
a Per Cent Literary Commission for Blackrock Library.<br />
Literary prizes include the Fish International Award for the<br />
short story, the SCDA, Cork Arts Theatre and British<br />
Theatre Challenge for drama, and the Féile Filíochta, Ted McNulty and<br />
Brendan Kennelly awards for poetry.<br />
Glen Wilson lives in Portadown, Co Armagh with his wife<br />
and children. He has been widely published having work in<br />
The Honest Ulsterman, Iota, Southword and The Incubator<br />
Journal amongst others. In 2014 he won the Poetry Space<br />
competition and was shortlisted for the Wasafiri New<br />
Writing Prize. He was joint third in the 2016 Donegal<br />
Creameries/Aurivo Poetry Competition. He won the Seamus<br />
Heaney Award for New Writing 2017 for his Poem The Lotus Gait. He is<br />
working towards his first collection. Twitter @glenhswilson<br />
glenhswilson@facebook.com<br />
Frank Farrelly is from Waterford. His poems have appeared<br />
in The SHOp, The Stinging Fly, The Moth, The Honest<br />
Ulsterman, Crannog, The Stony Thursday Book, Boyne<br />
Berries, Revival, Poets Meet Politics and Poets Meet<br />
Painters. He was shortlisted for the Writing Spirit Award<br />
2010, was twice runner-up in the Fish Poetry Prize, won<br />
Second Place in the Doolin Poetry Prize 2015, and Joint<br />
Second in <strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong> 2017. His poetry chapbook,<br />
'Close to Home' was published in 2017.<br />
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Brian Kirk is an award winning poet and short story writer<br />
from Dublin. He was nominated twice for Hennessy Awards<br />
for fiction and was selected for the Poetry Ireland<br />
Introductions Series in 2013. His novel for 9 -12 year olds,<br />
The Rising Son, was published in December 2015. He was<br />
shortlisted for The Patrick Kavanagh Award in 2014 and<br />
2015. His first poetry collection After The Fall is forthcoming<br />
from Salmon Poetry in 2017. He blogs at www.briankirkwriter.com<br />
Paul Bradley lives and works in Letterkenny, and, having<br />
given up on writing for a number of years, finally picked up<br />
the pen - or at least the keyboard - with fresh interest a few<br />
years ago. Ideally he'd find a profession combining his love<br />
of travel, photography, and writing, but while he waits for<br />
that very particular offer, he writes a weekly column in the<br />
Donegal news, and is currently in the early stages of<br />
preparing a second poetry collection (his first, Utter, was published in 2013).<br />
Aoife Reilly lives in Ireland. Her poems have appeared in<br />
Crannóg, Skylight 47, The Ogham Stone, Ropes, Galway<br />
Review, in on-line magazines and on the Poethead<br />
website. Aoife was short-listed for the Doolin Poetry Prize<br />
and read at the Cúirt International Festival as part of Over<br />
The Edge New Irish Writing.<br />
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Photograph by Sinead Byrne<br />
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<strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong> and Ealaín na Gaeltachta and<br />
Aurivo/Donegal Creameries Poetry Competition 2016<br />
(Irish Language)<br />
Winner Máire Dinny Wren<br />
L to R: Breíd Lindsay (Aurivo), Máire Dinny Wren (1st prize winning poet), Rachel<br />
Holstaed (Ealaín na Gaeltachta) and Proinsias Mac a’Bhaird (competition judge)<br />
Read the six winning and shortlisted poems below.<br />
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1st prize Máire Dinny Wren<br />
An Fidileoir<br />
Do John Doherty<br />
D’fhidil i dtólamh faoi d’ascail leat<br />
is tú ag fánaíocht ar na bóithre.<br />
Ba leor duit sráideog theolaí<br />
is dídean na hoíche ag deireadh aistir.<br />
Nuair a lúb tú bogha na fidle<br />
dhúisigh tú draíocht dhiamhair<br />
is chur speabhraidí ar éanacha na spéire<br />
a thuirling le ceiliúir a choinneáil leat.<br />
Maireann lorg do cheoil ar chosáin siúil,<br />
Ó thránna bána go dtí na Cruacha;<br />
macalla as gach cnoc is gleann<br />
is caoinche cheoil i gceo na maidine.<br />
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Samhlaím tú ag triall mar is dual duit,<br />
le meanmnacht is le mórtas cine,<br />
sruth an cheoil ina rabharta as do bhogha<br />
is éanacha na spéire do chomóradh.<br />
Máire Dinny Wren<br />
As Gaoth Dobhair don fhile agus gearrscéalaí, Máire Dinny Wren. Tá cnuasach<br />
filíochta agus cnuasach gearrscéalta léi foilsithe agus cuid mhaith dá saothar<br />
foilsithe sna hirisí Gaeilge. I 2011, d’fhoilsigh Coiscéim a cnuasacht filíochta,<br />
Ó Bhile go Bile agus d’fhoilsigh Éabhlóid Go mbeinnse choíche saor, cnuasacht<br />
gearrscéalta, i 2016. Tá roinnt duaiseanna buaite aici, ina measc, duais Fhoras<br />
na Gaeilge ag Féile Scríbhneoirí Lios Tuathail i 2010 don gearrscéal Ag<br />
Téarnamh chun Baile agus duais chomórtas filíochta Uí Néill leis an dán Lúb<br />
ar Lár i 2011. Bhí léiriú RTÉ Drama on One den gearrscéal Thar an Tairseach<br />
ar an ghearrliosta don dráma raidió is fearr ag an Prix Europa i mBeirlín i 2013.<br />
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Gadaí na Geanmnaíochta<br />
is san oíche a thagannn sé i gconaí<br />
gadaí na geanmnaíochta<br />
ag uair mhairbh na hoích’<br />
is an uile ní ina shuan<br />
cloistear coiscéimeanna éadroma<br />
amuigh sa dorchla<br />
nó gíoscán na gclár urláir<br />
ar an léibheann cheann staighre<br />
agus tú idir codladh agus dúiseacht<br />
idir taibhreamh agus aisling bhréige<br />
i do luí i d’aonar<br />
i gceartlár na hoích’<br />
i do leaba the theolaí<br />
meáchan an chodlata<br />
mar ualach trom ar do thoirt<br />
bhog leochaileach neamhfhorbartha<br />
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doras an tseomra leathoscailte<br />
á shá isteach go discréideach<br />
lámha fadharchánacha<br />
dod gharbhfháisceadh<br />
d’éadaí oíche á dtarraingt aníos<br />
bolaithe aithnidiúla uisce bheatha<br />
agus tobac stálaithe<br />
dod phlúchadh<br />
slat ramhar chrua ró-the<br />
á brú idir do cheathrúna<br />
teanga thochailteach fhliuch<br />
á sleamhnú isteach i do bhéal<br />
guth íseal éagnach impíoch<br />
ag géarú i do cluasa<br />
cnead beag sástachta an chlabhsúir<br />
agus ansan an dorchadas agus an tost<br />
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ag athghabháil seilbhe ort<br />
teas na leapa dod mhealladh<br />
chun codlata athuair<br />
gan fágtha ach blúiríní beaga fánacha<br />
an t-uachtar doirtithe<br />
a ghreamaíonn do cheathrúna le chéile<br />
an boladh aisteach a fhágtar sa leaba<br />
an bhábog dhishealbhaithe<br />
caite go hamscaí<br />
ar an urlár le hais na leapa<br />
lena dúrún daingean do-inste<br />
greanta go domhain<br />
ina ceannaithe geanmnaí<br />
an mhaidin dar gcionn<br />
nuair a dhúisíonn tú<br />
as do thromluí<br />
Micheál O’Ruairc<br />
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An abairt ghearr<br />
I saol na habairte giorra<br />
Is annamh iad gonta<br />
In áit chaint aicearrach<br />
Tá againn an friotal éadrom<br />
Breaceolas i mbeagán focal<br />
Tá gach bladh ina shithbhladh<br />
Tá cáil agus míchiall ar aon rian<br />
alladh gan bhunús ar ndóigh<br />
Níl aon saoithiúlacht a dhíth<br />
Is ionann duáilce agus suáilce<br />
Is clúití lútálaí ná cúis a mhearghrá<br />
Tá ré dhochreidte na cumarsáide<br />
Ag maolú réidh na cumarsáide<br />
D’fhéadfá a rá i mbeagán focal<br />
Tá muid ag dul i ndallintleachtachta<br />
Seán Ó Muireagáin<br />
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Deasghnáth<br />
Bhain scil ar leith<br />
Le ceansú na péiste<br />
Lena haimsiú i lár a béil<br />
Agus í ag lúbarnaíl<br />
Amhail is gur thuig<br />
Gur á sá a bhíomar<br />
Ar rinn duáin go méith<br />
Chun go meallfadh sí<br />
Breac rua i ndubh na hoíche<br />
Nach bhféadfadh cur suas<br />
Do cholainn shúmhar theann<br />
Bíodh gur thuig seisean gur válsa<br />
Mall an éaga a bhí roimhe<br />
Feitheamh fada ar eití laga<br />
I ngreim ag an dorú a caitheadh<br />
Le dóchas na neafaise.<br />
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Ar maidin a thógfaí<br />
Ar láimh é, á bhogadh<br />
Go mall réidh thar<br />
Friofac is rinn<br />
Go sáfaí ordóg<br />
Siar ina scornach<br />
Is bhainfí freanga righin<br />
An bháis as caol a dhroma<br />
É á ídiú féin go dólásach<br />
I gcroí tais do dhearnan<br />
Ceacht maraithe i gcrích<br />
Roimh aghaidh a thabhairt ar scoil.<br />
Seosamh Ó Murchú<br />
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Admháil na hOíche Shathairn, Cúpla Lá Iardheireadh Caidrimh<br />
Bean anaithnid fúm<br />
Í brúite leis an bhalla –<br />
Caithim coiscín líonta chun talaimh<br />
Gan m’fhuath a chur faoi cheilt.<br />
Meangadh ar a béal,<br />
Dúil ar m’aghaidh,<br />
Ocras agus santacht<br />
In anáil dhomain.<br />
Amcarchaim uirthi,<br />
Síleann sí gur ise a fheicim.<br />
Cuireann sí cuma tharraingteach uirthi –<br />
Buaileann talann náire mé.<br />
An t-uaigneas do mo chiapadh<br />
Agus blaisim thú go fóill –<br />
Mé ag útamáil le coiscín eile.<br />
Dubhán Ó Longáin<br />
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Bruach<br />
Ó bhialann ghrianmhar Ghréagach<br />
cim leanaí órga san fharraige cháite.<br />
Slaparnach is súrac<br />
seal isteach. seal amach.<br />
Gáire cosnocht pocléimnach<br />
I gcúr -bhrothall lae.<br />
Buicéid bheaga bhuí<br />
á líonadh gan chúis<br />
á bhfolamhú gan cás.<br />
Tochailt gan allas<br />
do phuróga cruinne<br />
nó do bhlaosc portán.<br />
Gach béic mar chling chloigín.<br />
Ar thrá Bodrum na Túirce<br />
cím leanbh eile i T-leine fíondearg<br />
sínte san fharraige cháite.<br />
Slaparnach is súrac<br />
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mar chogar cluaise.<br />
Tonnta spíonta ag cuimilt<br />
a leicne marmair.<br />
Codladh gan dúiseacht<br />
ceaptha go síoraí<br />
ar chiumhais mara<br />
ar imeall trá.<br />
Gearóid De Briotún<br />
Photograph by Nick Griffiths<br />
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Micheál O’Ruairc Is as Bréanainn sa Leitriúch i gContae<br />
Chiarraí do Mhícheál ó dhúchas ach tá cónaí air i mBaile<br />
Átha Cliath ó 1980. Tá dhá cheann déag d’úrscéalta agus dhá<br />
chnuasach gearrscéalta i gcló aige sa Ghaeilge. Tá iliomad<br />
duaiseanna buaite aige dá chuid gearrscéalta agus úrscéalta<br />
Gaeilge. Tá ceithre chnuasach filíochta Gaeilge foilsithe agus<br />
ceann amháin as Béarla. Tá duaiseanna buaite aige as a chuid<br />
filíochta agus foilsíodh dánta dá chuid i ndíolaimí éagsúla. Tá filí clúiteacha<br />
aistrithe go Gaeilge aige, ina measc W.H. Auden, W.B. Yeats, Vasko Popa agus<br />
Thomas Hardy. Bhuaigh an bailiúchán filíochta is déanaí uaidh, ceann<br />
dhátheangach, Dambatheanga:Damlanguage (Arlen House, 2014) an chéad<br />
duais i gComórtais Liteartha an Oireachtais 2014.<br />
Seán Ó Muireagáin: Is as Béal Feirste mé, Iarthar na cathrach<br />
sin, in áit a bheirtear Lóistín na Móna uirthi. Níor thoisigh mé<br />
a fhoghlaim na teanga seo go raibh mé 18 d'aois, tá mé píosa<br />
maith níos sine ná sin anois. chuir mé spéis in achan ghné den<br />
teanga; amhránaíocht, scéalaíocht, áisteoireacht agus achan<br />
rud eile nach iad. Bhí mé mall ag teacht isteach ar an<br />
scríbhneoireacht, 7 mbliana ó shin is dócha; ach is díograiseoir<br />
mé go fóill. Scríobhaim amhráin, scéaltaí, filíocht agus go leor leor eile. Níl<br />
ach aon bhealach amháin leis an Ghaeilge a choinneáil beo creidim féin, í a<br />
labhairt,í a cheol agus í a scríobh.<br />
As Bealach Féich i gContae Dhún na nGall do Dhubhán Ó<br />
Longáin. Bhain sé fochéim sa Ghaeilge agus iarchéim taighde<br />
amach in Ollscoil Uladh. Bronnadh cuid mhór duaiseanna air<br />
agus é san ollscoil. Ar an duais is mó, bronnadh an Richard K.<br />
Degenhardt Belleek Collectors' Scholarship 2016 air mar gheall<br />
ar a thaighde nuair a chuir sé eagrán béil de laoi Fiannaíochta in eagar. Tá<br />
dánta leis foilsithe in An tUltach, <strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong>, Peann ar Pháipéar agus<br />
Feasta. Bhain sé an chéad áit amach sa chatagóir Gaeilge den France Browne<br />
Bicentennial Poetry Competition.<br />
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Seosamh Ó Murchú As Loch Garman do Sheosamh Ó Murchú<br />
ó dhúchas. Bhain sé céim mháistreachta amach sa Nua-<br />
Ghaeilge i gColáiste Phádraig, Maigh Nuad. Chaith sé trí<br />
bliana ina eagarthóir ar an iris Comhar i lár na n‐ochtóidí<br />
agus bhí sé ina chomhbhunaitheoir agus ina<br />
chomheagarthóir ar an irisleabhar liteartha, Oghma, 1989-<br />
1998. Bhí sé ar an mbaicle daoine a bhunaigh an stáisiún<br />
raidió pobail, Raidió na Life, i mBaile Átha Cliath i dtosach na nóchaidí.<br />
Ceapadh ar an bhfoireann eagarthóireachta sa Ghúm é in 1986 mar a bhfuil<br />
sé ina Eagarthóir Sinsearach anois. Foilsíodh dánta leis ar Comhar, Feasta agus<br />
Poetry Ireland Review. Iardhuaiseoir é ag Féile Filíochta Bhéal na mBuillí agus<br />
d’fhoilsigh Coiscéim a chéad chnuasach, Taisí Tosta, in 2015.<br />
Gearóid De Briotún Rugadh agus tógadh mé in Inse Cór nó in<br />
Inse na gCaor lámh le Príosún Chill Mhaighneann ar an taobh<br />
ó dheas de Chathair Bhaile Átha Cliath.Is áit thar a bheith<br />
stairiúíl é Inse Cór agus tógadh mé le scéalta faoi na Fíníní<br />
agus faoi Laochra na Cásca 1916. Níl Gaeilge agam ón<br />
gcliabhán mé ach bhi an-spéis agus an-mheas ag mo mháthair ar an nGaeilge<br />
agus ar gach rud a bhain le cultúr na hÉireann. Bhain mé bunchéim amach sa<br />
Ghaeilge i gColáiste na hOllscoile , BÁC agus iar-chéim san ábhar céanna<br />
amach i gColáiste Mhá -Nuad ina dhiaidh sin. Thosaigh mé ag scríobh filíochta<br />
sa Ghaeilge sa bhliain 2012 agus tá roinnt dántá liom foilsithe sna hIrisí "An t-<br />
Ultach" agus "Comhar" ó shin i leith.Baineann an dán bruach leis an tragóid<br />
a bhain don bhuachaill óg sin Alan Kurdi a bádh sa Tuirc agus é féin agus a<br />
mhuintir ag iarraidh na cosa a thabhairt leo ón gcogadh sa tSiria. Tá lánchead<br />
agat mo dhán a fhoilsiú san iris "<strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong>"<br />
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Chasing Rainbows<br />
A headland materialises through thinning fog. Below, dark jagged<br />
rocks slither and scramble upwards from the yellowed crests of a<br />
roiling sea. A sun-dappled patchwork of emeralds, jades and limes –<br />
seamed with ditches, streams and stone walls – makes me wonder if<br />
this is what Dad had meant by a land held together by its divisions.<br />
For nearly twenty years I’d been urging him to make this trip. Following<br />
his third stroke I had decided to do it for him – to be his eyes and ears.<br />
In the months since his death I’ve accepted that I will have to be more<br />
than just eyes and ears: I must now be his heart and soul. Why didn’t<br />
you ever come back, Dad? I ponder, feeling closer to him than at any<br />
time since childhood.<br />
Yet again, I hope my disappointment hadn’t shown at my twenty-twoyear-old<br />
son’s outright refusal to join my pilgrimage. As then, I console<br />
myself with the thought that Jack is already too old to view the<br />
experience through his grandfather’s eyes, while still too young to do<br />
so through mine.<br />
Though Seán and I have never met, we have long been aware of each<br />
other – even more so since the loss of his father, just six weeks after<br />
mine. Not only do we share a name, we share our grandfather’s name<br />
– as does our fathers’ youngest sibling, Fr John, who has spent most of<br />
his adult life in a futile quest to reconcile his estranged brothers.<br />
Recognition is instant. Sallow-skinned, greying and bearded, we are of<br />
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similar height, build and carriage, and, though Seán is a few years<br />
older, we could almost pass as twins. My attempted embrace is<br />
stymied by the ferocity of Seán’s grip; the rigidity of his arm. As though<br />
by telepathic agreement, he quickly redeploys the restraining hand to<br />
a brief bout of self-conscious back-slapping.<br />
Our reserves of small-talk are exhausted before we reach the cool of<br />
the exit doors. Eager to forge a rapport, and impressed by the<br />
effortless way Seán swings my heavy trolley case onto his shoulder, I<br />
ask if he works-out. He shoots me a sidelong glance and, without<br />
breaking stride, replies that, unlike Manhattan shrinks, Irish farmers<br />
work both inside and out.<br />
Having given up on conversation by the time we leave the motorway,<br />
I content myself with fleeting glances through the gaps and gateways<br />
in the elastic stretches of hedgerows and drystone walls that flash by<br />
the Land Rover’s windows. With the silence growing almost<br />
companionable, I find myself comparing and contrasting the landscape<br />
with the blueprint in my mind. I’m taken aback by the frequency and<br />
size of the houses. Many of the newer additions are great hulking<br />
mansions, book-ended by carports and conservatories, while others<br />
are unfinished skeletons – abandoned, aborted.<br />
The village is smaller than I’ve expected – and deathly quiet. The only<br />
premises I recognise is Dolan’s Bar & Grocery, but its dilapidated state<br />
suggests that it’s been some time since any human has crossed its<br />
cobwebbed threshold. Turning left after the bridge, I shudder: this is<br />
more like it. Almost every farmyard, avenue and lane brings a flood of<br />
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names and sayings, of imagined accents and faces. There is no<br />
mistaking the almost mammary curves of the twin hillocks away to our<br />
right; Dad’s description had been spot-on. These are the Ten Acres,<br />
across the road from the main holding, where the ewes and lambs<br />
would be turned out in spring, along with a couple of replacement<br />
heifers and the few choice bullocks being retained for the October fair.<br />
“We’re here,” Seán says, swinging left into a tarred avenue. The<br />
anticipated weanlings are absent from the white-railed Lawn Paddock;<br />
instead, two young horses prance towards us – skittish spindly<br />
creatures, a world away from the pragmatic power of Toby, the stoic<br />
bay shire of Dad’s youth. A black-and-white collie is worrying the 4X4’s<br />
tyres, just as I’d visualised the legendary Shep snapping at the ironshod<br />
wheels of Toby’s hay-cart. Heartened by both the dog’s yapping<br />
and its master’s scolding, I begin to wonder if a single week will be long<br />
enough.<br />
Even before the vehicle halts at the rear of the two-storey farmhouse,<br />
my thoughts are soaring beyond the fuel tank, beyond the pumphouse,<br />
beyond the byre, to trees laden with ripening apples, which<br />
shouldn’t be eaten until September, and to the plump currants,<br />
strawberries, raspberries and gooseberries that aren’t supposed to be<br />
eaten at all.<br />
Seán shows me upstairs to the back bedroom our fathers had shared<br />
in boyhood. While I’m mildly disappointment that the iron bedsteads<br />
and horsehair mattresses have been replaced by twin divans, it’s<br />
nothing to the sense of betrayal I feel when Seán answers that the<br />
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orchard has long since been cleared for grazing.<br />
Despite my suggesting a restaurant, Seán insists on frying striploin<br />
steaks from a home-produced Limousin heifer. Dad had never<br />
mentioned beef being part of the family’s diet, but would frequently<br />
boast that – other than tea, sugar, flour and salt – the farm had been<br />
self-sufficient. Bacon, mutton, poultry, fish, game, milk, eggs, butter,<br />
fruit, vegetables, jams and preserves had all sprung from the acres our<br />
ancestors had killed and died for. Whether or not a fatted calf has been<br />
sacrificed in honour of the prodigal’s son, the potato chips and<br />
accompanying vegetables could well have come from a Walmart<br />
freezer, and the cream topping on our Irish coffees has been squirted<br />
from an aerosol can.<br />
With Seán busy cooking, I browse the ranks of photos on the parlour<br />
sideboard. There is a black-and-white study of Seán’s father and Dad,<br />
suited and booted, on their confirmation day; another snap includes<br />
their proud parents, resplendent in their Sunday-best, along with two<br />
bashful, beribboned sisters attired in pale dresses, ankle socks and<br />
sandals. A toddling Fr John completes the line-up, in a shirt and bow<br />
tie, his eyes downcast towards a pair of knee-length trousers. Framed<br />
nearby is a grinning, wild-eyed youth who could almost have been my<br />
teenaged father, but his hair is too long.<br />
My eyes drift to Seán’s family, colourfully captured on the day of the<br />
handsome son’s conferring. Young Jonathan is travelling in Europe<br />
now, enjoying a break before returning to complete his Masters.<br />
Seán’s wife and daughter are also away, caring for his mother-in-law –<br />
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who is recuperating following a hip replacement. I almost ask Seán<br />
how he feels about his spouse’s extended absence but, remembering<br />
which of us is divorced, I reconsider. My gaze lingers on Seán’s lovely<br />
daughter – a new face, but with eerily familiar features. Swallowing<br />
dryly, I wonder if news of my visit might have precipitated the mass<br />
exodus of Seán’s household.<br />
Several hours later, I steal a final glance across the darkened valley and<br />
wonder behind which of the blinking windows Lillie Breen had slept<br />
before becoming my uncle’s wife. Switching off the bedside lamp, I<br />
have a clear picture of the home Dad had woken up to on that final<br />
morning. Except for the additions of a new kitchen, bathroom and<br />
sunroom, things are very much as he had remembered. Yet, I can’t but<br />
wonder what he would have made of the pristine outbuildings, the<br />
high-tech machinery, the black huddles of plastic-wrapped silage<br />
bales, the lush pastures, and the huge alien beasts that have displaced<br />
the docile Shorthorns of yore. My final waking thoughts are of the<br />
smiling girl in the sepia photo I’d found in the secret drawer of Dad’s<br />
bureau. There had also been six dog-eared letters, each separated by<br />
a week, each begging a reply, all refuting the same allegation.<br />
Deciding not to close the bedroom curtains on my second night in the<br />
old homestead, I discover that, by resting my head on the pillows of<br />
the other bed, I have a clear view of the lights of the Breen farmhouse.<br />
I know her actual window now – Fr John had pointed it out during our<br />
morning drive around the neighbourhood. Fr John remembers Lillie<br />
well; not only had he served as altar boy at her nuptials, but he had<br />
celebrated her funeral mass, and led the final prayers before her burial<br />
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– with her own people – in the cemetery across the river. Fr John had<br />
gone to some lengths to point out that he was only ten when Dad had<br />
set off to drive three store bullocks to the October fair…<br />
On the following Monday, Gran had received a telegram from her<br />
sister in Brooklyn. Seán’s father was the first born; Dad had arrived a<br />
mere eleven months later, followed by Kit, and then May. Both girls<br />
had become teachers and had married and settled in Dublin. Fr John<br />
had completed the brood; perhaps his being so much younger than<br />
Dad might account for their contradictory recollections of childhood.<br />
After a lifetime as a London curate, Fr John has retired to the old<br />
gatekeeper’s cottage at the level crossing beyond the village.<br />
Lillie’s window no longer blinks; night – as black as the ravens that<br />
roost in the Scots pines above the Ten Acres – has enveloped the<br />
house, the hillside, the valley where adventuring brothers had<br />
rounded up maverick geese on barefoot mustangs, the river where<br />
growing boys had bathed and fished, and where – a few days before<br />
his sixteenth birthday – Seán had found his mother’s body.<br />
Finally attaining the sanctuary of sleep, I dream that under Fr John’s<br />
benevolent gaze, Seán and I coax steaming jets of rich milk from the<br />
udders of the feral suckler cows that had stalked us through the River<br />
Field that evening. Occasionally, the bawling of a disoriented calf or<br />
the clucking of a mother hen can be heard above our carefree clamour.<br />
In the bog, choirs of lofty skylarks keep a weather eye out for spies<br />
from Brussels while we sleán, pike and spread sods of EU-prohibited<br />
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turf, and, after an afternoon of thinning turnips in the haggard, our<br />
uncle leads us, through a tunnel of buzzing bees and fluttering<br />
butterflies, to the lost orchard where the sweetest of forbidden fruits<br />
await.<br />
I’m awakened by Dad’s voice, but no words are distinguishable in his<br />
incoherent drone; his face swims momentarily into focus, its Florida<br />
tan forever frozen on the memorial cards I’ve given to his brother and<br />
nephew. Seán seems nonplussed by my decision to cut my visit short.<br />
Absently, I follow his gaze to where the Breen farmhouse, crowned by<br />
the brow of an anaemic rainbow, sits perfectly framed in the kitchen<br />
window.<br />
The dog rants unchallenged to the end of the avenue. Tossing cascades<br />
of droplets from chestnut manes and tails, the thoroughbred yearlings<br />
canter apace, as though instinctively preparing for greater challenges<br />
ahead.<br />
In contrast with the reverse airport journey, it is Seán who now<br />
initiates little spatters of dialogue; I respond with polite frequency, but<br />
my thoughts are wandering beyond the vehicle’s rain-streaked<br />
windows, beyond the miasmas of traffic and tarmac that congeal to a<br />
leaden horizon.<br />
Reaching the car park, Seán asks about my younger brother who died<br />
at his desk in the <strong>North</strong> Tower on 9/11, just two years after escaping<br />
unscathed from the bombing of the US Embassy in Nairobi. Unloading<br />
my luggage, I’m taken aback by Seán’s insistence on accompanying me<br />
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inside the terminal building.<br />
Over coffee, Seán tells me how his elder brother – of whom I’d never<br />
heard – had blown himself up while driving a vanload of semtex over<br />
the Armagh border. A long silence follows; perhaps, like me, Seán is<br />
grappling with the thought that our sons are now at the age at which<br />
our brothers had died.<br />
Our parting hug is spontaneous and fierce; the icy void of the fathers’<br />
lives somehow thawed by the afterglow of the sons’ deaths. Passing<br />
the ranks of touristy postcards on my way to the departure gate, I<br />
realise how few photos I’ve taken during my stay. I had envisioned<br />
filling several memory cards, and making a DVD for Jack – but Jack is<br />
somewhere in Mexico, chasing rainbows of his own.<br />
Neil Brosnan<br />
Neil Brosnan’s stories have appeared in magazines, anthologies and in<br />
electronic format throughout Ireland, the UK, and the USA. A<br />
former winner of the Bryan MacMahon, and the Ireland’s<br />
Own short story awards, he is the author of two short story<br />
collections, ‘Fresh Water and other stories’ (Original Writing)<br />
2010, and ‘Neap Tide & other stories’ (New Binary Press)<br />
2013.<br />
https://sites.google.com/site/neilbrosnanwrites/<br />
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First Things Last<br />
The dark red puddle surrounding me on the floor began to recede, as<br />
I lay there like a sponge. I could feel the blood returning through the<br />
half-dollar sized exit wound in the back of my head. My body rose to<br />
a standing position by way of reverse collapse. Once I was fully<br />
upright, I felt the bullet return through the exit wound and pass<br />
through the various tissues in my head. As the bullet regressed<br />
quickly, I felt the skin and flesh return to its proper position as the hole<br />
began to close. The instant the bullet reversed through the entrance<br />
wound, I felt excruciating pain. Then immediately it was gone. I heard<br />
the loud clap of the pistol as the sour smell of spent gunpowder<br />
danced in my nose. My vision returned instantly with a brilliant flash.<br />
I was staring into the barrel of his gun.<br />
The surly eyes of the gunman showed no remorse in that brief moment<br />
that our stares were married. His decision to end my life was made<br />
without any hesitation or second thought. Anger and adrenaline made<br />
his face flush, but still, calmness emanated off him like a low heat from<br />
warm coals. I heard nothing but the washy swells of indistinguishable<br />
sounds, similar to being under water in a swimming pool. The chaos<br />
happened so fast, yet tortured me in slow motion. My heart pounded<br />
in my chest and I failed to breath. I was engulfed and frozen by fear,<br />
unable to comprehend, or accept my current circumstance as I stood<br />
facing death. My life did not flash before my eyes in that vulnerable<br />
fraction of a second. I simply stood there feeling more alone and<br />
useless than I ever had before. The gun that was pointed at me, now<br />
made its way in the direction of a man in an expensive white collared<br />
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shirt with a coral colored tie. The gunman’s head turned away from<br />
me, then his body followed. Immediately the overwhelming tension<br />
disappeared from me, and I felt weightless and sick.<br />
I watched the man, who had just been shot, lunge to his feet from the<br />
booth where his body had fallen dead from the fatal blow to his back.<br />
The blood on his white shirt disappeared through the closing bullet<br />
hole as he flailed wildly in reverse, heading back towards the gunman.<br />
His face resumed the look of fear and determination to escape, as he<br />
returned to life. Screams suffocated all other sounds as the ring from<br />
the shot vanished. Others near him, who had ducked for cover in<br />
horror of the shot, now returned to face the action as paralyzed<br />
onlookers. Their faces were painted with an identical expression of<br />
fear and disbelief. The man now faced the gunman with his own look<br />
of confusion and terror as he instinctively begged for his life. He had<br />
returned to this position from his attempt to run away from certain<br />
death. Smoke, from the first shot, crawled back into the barrel of the<br />
pistol that was now pointed directly at him. Screams from the terrified<br />
witnesses filled the room. I stood like a statue stunned from fear,<br />
unable to formulate any movement or reaction to what had just<br />
happened. Then the barrel made its journey in reverse from the man<br />
in the white shirt to the direction of the first victim, the cashier.<br />
Her corpse, laying face up on the floor, reanimated and unbuckled<br />
back to a standing position. Her light brown apron that had partially<br />
fallen off, straightened on her body. Her short, dyed red hair, rested<br />
back into place above her pale white face. The clap sound echoed<br />
loudly then faded quickly as the bullet left her forehead and re-<br />
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entered the gun. Suddenly, her eyes were open as wide as they could<br />
go. Her face was that pale flesh color that accompanies a sick person<br />
as they wait to vomit. Her jaw hung suspended in mid-gasp. The<br />
instant fear brought on by the muzzle, penetrated her like the stare<br />
from a cold black eye of a shark. A few of the customers who had<br />
become aware of the situation stood frozen in disbelief, while others<br />
began to duck under tables or run for the door. The confusion that<br />
had originated from the cashier had contagiously spread to those close<br />
enough to witness her peril. The gun broke the line of sight between<br />
her and the gunman as he pointed it angrily at her. The gunman’s arm<br />
lowered and his weapon returned to his pocket after being just inches<br />
from the cashier’s annoyed face. She continued to deny the barrage<br />
of accusations charging from him, implying that she had been<br />
unfaithful in their relationship. The man grew impatient and uneasy.<br />
Their conversation had escalated into a public confrontation, as he<br />
loudly demanded answers from her.<br />
The man at the counter and the cashier conversed awkwardly through<br />
whispers. It appeared that she and this man were in a relationship.<br />
He was short with disheveled brown hair. His blue and brown tattered<br />
flannel shirt had a rip in the elbow. He had on jeans with a ripped back<br />
pocket and a hole in the knee. His red face hid beneath a nine o’clock<br />
shadow. The second man in line, directly in front of me, peered at his<br />
watch numerous times to display his growing impatience with the<br />
exchange occurring ahead of him. He had short, neatly styled black<br />
hair that crowned his clean-shaven face. He wore an expensive white<br />
collared shirt with a coral colored tie. His belt looked brand new,<br />
holding up a pair of jet-black Canali dress pants. His shoes were<br />
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recently shined black leather. I assumed that he worked in one of the<br />
offices nearby and that he was in danger of running late for an<br />
important meeting. My wait in line had already extended past what<br />
would be considered average. I stood anxiously, trying<br />
inconspicuously to find out what was taking so long ahead of me. As I<br />
waited, I scrolled through my Facebook feed, stopping to read random<br />
posts that caught my attention. I was finally ready to order after the<br />
long struggle to choose exactly what I wanted. I always get very<br />
confused at coffee shops, trying to sift through the multitude of drink<br />
menu items and then figuring out the correct way to vocalize my<br />
selection. I stared at the drink menu on the wall like a student, without<br />
an answer, stares at a problem on a chalkboard. Walking backwards<br />
towards the door, I retreated from the line of just two others ahead of<br />
me. There were three occupied booths to the left of the door next to<br />
a row of windows and two more booths to the left of the counter that<br />
were empty. The counter was directly in front of the door on the<br />
opposite wall. To the right side, there were a couple small round<br />
tables covered with cheap plastic red and black-checkered tablecloths.<br />
The customers at these tables sipped their drinks while staring at their<br />
phones or laptops, as others talked quietly among themselves. The<br />
shop was on a very busy downtown street, wedged between two large<br />
office towers. There were offices located on the floors above the shop<br />
as well. It had been converted a few years back from an old diner to a<br />
coffee shop. In fact, it looked more like an old diner on the inside than<br />
a newer trendy coffee shop. There were no couches, fireplace, or any<br />
of the décor that most coffee shops flaunted. The look was not overly<br />
appealing and it was hard to tell if it was an attempt to go in the<br />
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direction of retro diner, or if the owners simply ran out of money for<br />
renovations. The walls showcased photographs from a local artist<br />
whose theme was that drab “city scape” in black and white with a<br />
heavy gray scale. The kind of artwork that begs for vibrant color to<br />
bring it to life and make it pop, but instead hangs lifeless on the wall.<br />
There was an indie rock station playing faintly through a couple Bose<br />
speakers hanging in two corners. I heard a loud thud, then the door<br />
opened behind me. As I continued in reverse, out the door and onto<br />
the street, the sweet smell of coffee wafted out of my nose. I released<br />
the doorknob to the coffee shop as I backed away from the door. I<br />
thought to myself, “I have some time, a quick cup of coffee won’t kill<br />
me.”<br />
Joseph Kasler<br />
Joseph Kasler is a writer/musician who lives in Pittsburgh, PA. He has been<br />
working in the Residential Appraisal industry for the last 10 years. He<br />
currently plays numerous instruments in a project called “They were Aliens.”<br />
He just recently completed his first manuscript of 26 short stories that offers<br />
a comedic view on the personal interactions that occur within our<br />
interconnected world. He is married and has a four year-old daughter.<br />
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Coming out of Winter<br />
When I told the young GP I’d always been prone to melancholy,<br />
she looked at me strangely, it’s not a word for which<br />
she has a prescription; but here, now, today, the sun is shining<br />
and I have showered and washed my hair and I’m carrying on<br />
moment to moment as she advised and I have plans<br />
to plant some flowers and preciously waste some time<br />
by looking out the window at the buzzard on her high tree<br />
and at the bright blaze of gorse and the beginning of greening.<br />
Though the May’s not out, so I won’t take off my coat just yet.<br />
Moyra Donaldson<br />
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Chough Watcher<br />
He drives to the coast<br />
to watch choughs,<br />
for years, the same cliffs:<br />
up the broad back<br />
of friable sedimentary rock,<br />
glacial till, rough grazing,<br />
to look out and down<br />
on a skelliged bay.<br />
This time he understands<br />
it’s time: leave well-enough alone,<br />
drive to the coast, bear witness<br />
to the caprice of choughs –<br />
cut and swathe, dip and arc;<br />
the roll and glide<br />
wing-shut aplomb,<br />
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the orangey red massy black<br />
alighting, gliding in to land<br />
on grassy slopes<br />
binocular-close: peck, peck,<br />
quarr, quarr, tail flick…<br />
enthrallment, a saving grace<br />
to outmanoeuvre his becalming<br />
in a house of sorted boxed-up<br />
labelled belongings<br />
from which<br />
he’s driven south<br />
to these cliffs -<br />
to be a watcher of choughs,<br />
not some<br />
grief-stricken archivist.<br />
Edward Denniston<br />
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The Begonia Room<br />
When she marries him he discovers garage sales.<br />
Saturdays, up yawning instead of making love,<br />
dawn light blessing their empty double bed.<br />
He punctuates time off with pre-loved indoor plants,<br />
re-potting, bathing dusty leaves, perianths trembling,<br />
hands careful like a surgeon’s excising damaged flesh.<br />
A crumbling rear room, concrete floor, renovations.<br />
She photographs him staining window frames,<br />
shovelling mortar for bluestone window seats,<br />
broad ledges for beauties crying out for attention,<br />
Painted-leaf, Mountain, Wax, Christmas, Angel Wing.<br />
After work he hurries to them, first drink in hand.<br />
Steamed up with the gusto of obsession<br />
he didn’t consider the room’s chill when winter came,<br />
bottle balanced on bluestone, his love’s thirst waned.<br />
Visiting him now with a pot for his cottage display,<br />
she remembers how at first he failed to notice<br />
the mildew set in, ravaging them.<br />
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Moyra Donaldson is a poet and creative writing facilitator from Co Down. A<br />
previous winner of the <strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong> Competition, she is the author of<br />
six poetry collections, the most recent being 'The Goose Tree' from Liberties<br />
Press. She has also been involved in a number of collaborations with visual<br />
artists.<br />
Originally from Longford and a lover of all things midlands,<br />
Edward Denniston lives in Waterford, where he recently<br />
retired as a teacher of English and Drama. His publications<br />
are: The Point Of Singing (Abbey Press, 1999); Eskimo<br />
Advice, an ebook (Rectory Press & Hayrake Press , 2007)<br />
; Interacting – 60 Drama Scripts (Russell House Publishing,<br />
2007) and The Scale Of Things (Salmon Poetry, 2013). He has<br />
worked with his daughter, photographer Abigail Denniston, to produce seven<br />
framed pieces, entitled Word / Image (2014), which were exhibited in<br />
Waterford, Dublin, and Longford. In 2016, his poem The Sheepskin Coat was<br />
awarded first prize in the Hungry Hill competition, Poets Meets Politics.<br />
Another collection from Salmon is due out in September 2017.<br />
Ian C Smith’s work has appeared in , Antipodes, Australian<br />
Book Review, Australian Poetry Journal, Cream City Review,<br />
Poetry Salzburg Review, The Stony Thursday Book, & Two-<br />
Thirds <strong>North</strong>. His seventh book is wonder sadness madness<br />
joy, Ginninderra (Port Adelaide). He lives in the Gippsland<br />
Lakes area of Victoria, Australia.<br />
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A Word<br />
I have watched you, brother<br />
caress the impeccable shape of an ostrich egg<br />
keep sticklebacks, hamsters, snakes<br />
design puppets out of pipe sticks<br />
I have watched you<br />
purloin a belisha beacon for decoration<br />
build sandcastles, stone keeps with dungeons<br />
serve stargazey pie: a tart of sardines<br />
pull a tooth from my mouth with a doorknob and string<br />
I have watched you, brother<br />
And listened too<br />
I have seen your skin melt like cheese on toast<br />
Heard your cheeks collapse, teeth explode<br />
Saw your eye go blind<br />
Observed your bones sharpen and poke<br />
As you command<br />
Know that, I have watched you, brother<br />
All this time, without saying a word<br />
Kate Ennals<br />
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Bad News 1982<br />
The operator said that he would phone<br />
through to Ned's – it would be quicker than<br />
sending the telegram boy all the way from Keel;<br />
passed on his condolences, of course, we are<br />
related, all of us Islanders, took my number<br />
in London for the return call – a man well versed<br />
in tragic circumstance. I wondered who from Ned's<br />
would convey the message, who was home; maybe<br />
one of the twins, born long after we'd left; I reached<br />
again for the Remy Martin, pictured someone<br />
emerge, hurry down the long avenue, run along<br />
the Cawban Road, leap Pat Jack's gap to<br />
shortcut through the meadows; August the tenth,<br />
the long grass waiting for September's cut –<br />
they eked out each inch of growth in those days -<br />
bolt the dyke into our bottom field, feel<br />
the rushes lash his bare shins as he passes<br />
the quilt-patched crops of ripening oats, the rye,<br />
the ridges of green-stalked spuds, the mangold ground.<br />
the neat-laid drills of vegetables, vault the stone wall<br />
into the Leitrim woman's sanctum of nurtured<br />
violets, sweet williams and blousy nasturtiums.<br />
see him knock on the red porch door; our mother lift the latch,<br />
reach again for the Remy Martin.<br />
Mike Gallagher<br />
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The Flood<br />
The coffins float to the surface<br />
like rebellious architecture, buoyed by the floodwaters<br />
that have shaken everything loose. We pass sandbags<br />
hand over hand to build a wall between us and the river<br />
shouting panicked instructions to the trucks to bring more.<br />
The water pouring in from the river is frigid and cold<br />
numbing ankles and hands, but the water<br />
running off of the bloated cemetery is warm, as though the water<br />
is carrying the last breath and embrace of the dead<br />
across the grounds to keep us from freezing.<br />
Holly Day<br />
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Kate Ennals is a poet and short story writer. Her first poetry collection, AT The<br />
Edge, came out in September 2015, published by Lapwing. She has had poems<br />
and short stories published in various literary publications such as Crannog,<br />
Skylight 47, Burning Bush 2, The Galway Review, Ropes, Boyne Berries, <strong>North</strong><br />
<strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong>, New Ulster Anthology, The Honest Ulsterman, The International<br />
Lakeview Journal and featured in The Spark. A Londoner by origin, Kate has<br />
lived in Ireland for 22 years. In 2012, after working in community<br />
development at national and local level for 30 years (London and Ireland),<br />
Kate did the MA in Writing at NUI Galway. She now runs poetry and writing<br />
workshops in and around Cavan. Kate also facilitates a regular literary reading<br />
evening and open mic (AT The Edge), funded by Cavan Arts Office. Her blog<br />
can be found at https://kateennals.com/<br />
Mike Gallagher is an Irish writer and editor. His prose,<br />
poetry, haiku and songs have been published worldwide.<br />
His writing has been translated into Croatian, Japanese,<br />
Dutch, German, Italian and Chinese He won the Michael<br />
Hartnett Viva Voce competition in 2010 and 2016, was<br />
shortlisted for the Hennessy Award in 2011 and won the<br />
Desmond O'Grady International Poetry Contest in 2012. His<br />
collection Stick on Stone is published by Revival Press.<br />
http://www. limerickwriterscentre.com/ books/stick-on-stone/<br />
Holly Day has taught writing classes at the Loft Literary Center in Minnesota<br />
since 2000. Her published books include Music Theory for Dummies, Music<br />
Composition for Dummies, Guitar All-in-One for Dummies, Piano All-in-One for<br />
Dummies, Walking Twin Cities, Insider’s Guide to the Twin Cities, Nordeast<br />
Minneapolis: A History, and The Book Of, while her poetry has recently<br />
appeared in New Ohio Review, SLAB, and Gargoyle. Her newest poetry book,<br />
Ugly Girl, just came out from Shoe Music Press.<br />
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A Faulty Pedometer Reading<br />
Sandblasted at the beach<br />
without a rubber pipe in sight,<br />
velour grains became harsh abrasives.<br />
Mini missiles crashed the film of my eyes.<br />
I struggled to walk, rooted to the spot<br />
pushed against the gale.<br />
My raincoat inflated - a distorted balloon,<br />
a parachute of little promise.<br />
My skin bestowed a sticky film<br />
skimmed off salt from waves,<br />
tinkled from a flute.<br />
Houses blurred into clouds ahead,<br />
hedges contours furred<br />
as marram grass shook out rustles.<br />
The coarse blades bound to sand,<br />
their buried stems forked hand emblems.<br />
Fresh sea spray's not too far away,<br />
on the viaduct where ghost trains trundle<br />
with the wind, on corroded tracks.<br />
Lorraine Carey<br />
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Galway Departures<br />
I take my last walk over the Corrib.<br />
As the sun nears the Atlantic,<br />
the papal state is fading away.<br />
A Good Friday pint is on the horizon,<br />
as is the wedding of Núala and Peig.<br />
'a terrible thing, to renounce your country'<br />
Jennie N. D. (1919-2001)<br />
After seven years a servant,<br />
hidden in Dublin,<br />
you depart the new Republic<br />
like a thief in the night.<br />
A victim found guilty<br />
by theocracy's iron handyou<br />
will never see your mother again.<br />
Your daughter is lost, behind the walls of Tuam.<br />
As your ship docked in New York Harbor,<br />
a shiver coursed through your body.<br />
Passing through Customs,<br />
you did not declare your tragedy.<br />
I declare you lived your American exile<br />
with a passport that remained green.<br />
Tim Dwyer<br />
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Lorraine Carey originally from Greencastle, Donegal now lives in Kerry. Her<br />
poetry has featured in: The Honest Ulsterman, Vine Leaves, The Galway<br />
Review, Proletarian, Olentangy Review, A New Ulster, Quail Bell, Live<br />
Encounters, Stanzas, Vine Leaves, ROPES and Poethead. Her first poetry<br />
collection From Doll House Windows is published in May by Revival Press.<br />
Tim Dwyer’s recent chapbook collection is Smithy Of Our Longings: Poems<br />
From The Irish Diaspora (Belfast: Lapwing Publications, 2015). He has<br />
previously appeared in <strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong>. His poems have recently appeared<br />
in A New Ulster, Boyne Berries, Cyphers, and Honest Ulsterman. He was a<br />
featured poet at the 2016 Galway Fringe Festival. His parents were from<br />
Galway. He currently lives in Stamford, Connecticut. Galway Departures is<br />
dedicated to victims and survivors of Tuam and of other institutions of abuse.<br />
Photograph by Nick Griffiths<br />
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Interview: Margaret O’Brien and Nollaig Brennan of The Story House<br />
Ireland (co-founders)<br />
Nollaig Brennan and Margaret O’Brien<br />
Nollaig Brennan and Donal Ryan<br />
<strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong>: What is The Story House Ireland?<br />
Margaret and Nollaig: The Story House is the first to offer taught<br />
residential writing courses in Ireland to anyone who wishes to write. It<br />
was founded by us in 2014 and we delivered the first course, on Short<br />
Fiction, in March 2015. Although, as you’re aware, there are many<br />
good writing courses and retreats available here in Ireland The Story<br />
House is unique in recognising the value of a taught residential model,<br />
making the benefits of this kind of immersive experience available to<br />
everyone who wishes to write, but most especially to those who are<br />
at the beginning stages of a writing life. Each course at The Story House<br />
is led by two professional writers, experts in their genre, with a<br />
midweek guest writer. The week runs from Monday afternoon<br />
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through to Saturday morning, with morning workshops, afternoons for<br />
one to one meetings and time and space to write (and walk, take a<br />
nap, whatever is needed to fuel creative energies). Evening meals are<br />
communal, and prepared in turn by three participants, who are given<br />
recipes and ingredients, and afterwards there are readings and chats<br />
about writing-related topics. It’s a very full week but with lots of space<br />
and time built in for individual writing. At The Story House we<br />
appreciate the importance to the individual of the process of writing<br />
as much as the ultimate product.<br />
NWW: What first drove you to lobby for support for The Story House<br />
Ireland and why was this needed in Ireland?<br />
M & N: The initial drive arose from Margaret’s experience of attending<br />
a course at The Arvon Foundation’s centre, Totleigh Barton, in Devon<br />
and meeting Arvon’s founder there, the late John Moat. It was there<br />
that she was first explicitly invited to experience ‘the transformative<br />
power of writing’ and that was indeed what happened as the week, in<br />
all its simplicity, unfolded. John Moat has described it as the<br />
‘apprenticeship model’, where everyone there is regarded as a writer<br />
and is there to learn more about the art and craft of writing. Margaret<br />
was very struck by the lack of such a centre here in Ireland and was<br />
passionate about the benefits it would bring, drawing on her own<br />
personal experiences and also in her professional capacity, at the time,<br />
as a lecturer in Adult Literacy Studies. Then, just before his State visit<br />
to the UK in 2014, President Higgins raised some questions in an article<br />
in The Irish Times, “What is necessary to human flourishing? What<br />
human capabilities does Irish society encourage, genuinely enable, or<br />
block?” This question brought an answering Open Letter from<br />
Margaret suggesting that he include a visit to Arvon while in England<br />
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and her letter went on to outline the many potential benefits of<br />
making creative writing available to as wide a spectrum of Irish society<br />
as possible. The Open Letter argued that creativity is necessary to<br />
human flourishing, and that creative writing has multiple benefits for<br />
the individual and society, and called for the establishment of a<br />
residential centre offering taught courses, modeled on Arvon.<br />
NWW: What Story House writing centre residencies have been run<br />
so far?<br />
M & N: The first course at The Story House was on Short Fiction in 2015<br />
with Susie Maguire, Julian Gough and midweek guest Donal Ryan. This<br />
was followed in 2016 by ‘Poetry: The Craft’ with Nessa O’Mahony,<br />
Peter Sirr and midweek guest Patrick Chapman. This year, in February<br />
2017, we ran ‘Writing for Young People’ with Sheena Wilkinson, E.R.<br />
Murray and guest Patricia Forde. All the courses are limited to 12<br />
participants which ensures that attention can be given to everyone.<br />
NWW: How did these residencies impact on participants and have<br />
the residencies fulfilled your original vision?<br />
M & N: The feedback and evaluations from participants and tutors<br />
have more than confirmed our original vision for this. It is very obvious<br />
to us, not only from the feedback, but also from conversations during<br />
the week that writers really value this time away from their everyday<br />
responsibilities, with time to write but also supported by two<br />
professional writers. The workshops, communal meals and one to one<br />
tutorials and the time alone to write gives the writer space to allow<br />
ideas to germinate and new approaches to be considered. It is the<br />
mixture of all of these that work in so many different ways on each<br />
participant and allows creativity to flourish.<br />
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The very first course made such an impact on a participant, who wishes<br />
to remain anonymous, that it has resulted in their offering a cottage in<br />
the west of Ireland for one week in the year as a residency to a<br />
participant on a Story House course. We have just awarded the first<br />
residency to a writer who will take this up in May 2017. This is intended<br />
to support a writer to work on a writing project and is a stunningly<br />
generous gesture.<br />
Other tangible impacts include a participant securing a book deal and<br />
another who has attracted the interest of an editor at a major London<br />
publishing house. But there are other effects, equally beneficial and<br />
positive, which are not so easily quantifiable but on which we place a<br />
high value. These include a renewed creative confidence and energy<br />
and feeling part of a supportive community of writers. We are<br />
prepared to take the long view on this.<br />
NWW: Has running these residencies enriched your own writing life?<br />
M & N: The challenge is always to find the time to support your own<br />
writing, but we know that unless we are engaging with the struggles,<br />
challenges and pleasures of writing ourselves then we cannot<br />
authentically relate to others on the same path. It has been stimulating<br />
and enriching to us to have got to know so many talented people over<br />
the past few years through working on this very interesting project and<br />
this certainly feeds into our own writing life. Like so many others we<br />
are also working at our day jobs and juggling other personal and not<br />
so personal commitments. We know intimately the difficulties of<br />
carving out space and time for writing in a busy and demanding life.<br />
And we also experience those daft voices in our heads that tell us that<br />
anything we put on paper or screen is rubbish. You may know of them?<br />
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They’re in your head too?<br />
NWW: Are there any funded support opportunities for prospective<br />
participants?<br />
M & N: At the moment The Story House is dependent on local<br />
authorities and their Arts Officers to provide bursaries and such<br />
bursaries have been awarded for each of the courses run by The Story<br />
House so far. But we do ultimately want to build a fund that would<br />
allow us to offer bursaries from The Story House independently,<br />
because support from local authorities can be patchy and<br />
unpredictable for various reasons. We don’t want writers excluded<br />
from participation because they live in the ‘wrong’ geographical<br />
area/county and we certainly don’t want courses at The Story House<br />
to be the preserve only of those who can fund it themselves. The fees<br />
charged are the minimum to allow each course to be self-financing and<br />
both of us currently work on this in a voluntary capacity.<br />
NWW: What are the future plans for The Story House Ireland, and<br />
especially, what are the key and ongoing challenges?<br />
M & N: The Story House has the potential to be the internationally<br />
recognised residential venue in Ireland where writers and writing are<br />
supported in the best way (in addition to Irish based writers, TSH has<br />
already had participants from the UK and the USA). Up to now we have<br />
run on a pop-up basis in different locations, and we are indeed grateful<br />
to the host venues who generously gave us a special rate, significantly<br />
below their usual commercial rate, to allow The Story House to<br />
happen. However for TSH to achieve even a fraction of its potential in<br />
the short to medium term we need to have a permanent base, which<br />
will need funding. We know that this base needs to be rural, idyllic and<br />
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have the capacity to house a maximum of 19 people on a given week.<br />
Not a small order! As you can see, all of the visions we have for The<br />
Story House will need funding, including bursaries as mentioned<br />
above, but we have brought it a long way from the beginning with<br />
nothing except our own energy and our belief in the concept and<br />
without funding of any kind. This has been also due in no small<br />
measure to the people who have been convinced of the worth of what<br />
TSH stands for and who have offered their professional services to The<br />
Story House on a pro bono basis, (we would like to make it clear that<br />
we pay writers who teach on our courses a good professional rate –<br />
they have all been amazing). And we are also very honoured to have<br />
as patrons Jack Harte and Sabina Coyne Higgins, people of great<br />
integrity who have a long history of working on behalf of writers and<br />
artists. We are very gratified and encouraged by all of the generosity<br />
and support we’ve experienced since the beginning.<br />
But in the near future we would like TSH to be in a position to offer at<br />
least several courses a year in different genres and to eventually<br />
develop so that it works with teachers and schools and other<br />
communities, not solely public programmes for individual writers. We<br />
know that this has such amazing potential benefits on so many<br />
different levels, individual, social and cultural. At the moment Creative<br />
Ireland is being rolled out around the country and its programme<br />
brochure outlines many of the benefits of the arts to society that we<br />
had already identified and named. The Story House has now shown<br />
proof of concept, is established and ready to deliver. We know at a<br />
deep level what this is about, but the key challenge for us right now is,<br />
you guessed it, funding.<br />
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NWW: Margaret, as a writer, and creative writing teacher yourself,<br />
what are your key points of advice for writers – especially new or<br />
emerging writers?<br />
Margaret: This is a good question and I’ve been giving it some thought.<br />
I would say that probably the most important thing is to find your<br />
community of support and in this way gradually begin to engage with<br />
the larger ecosystem of the writing world. And in my experience<br />
established writers are incredibly helpful and generous to other less<br />
experienced writers. I think it’s the greatest fallacy that writing is a<br />
solitary pursuit and that all the famous writers have produced<br />
masterpieces out of their own genius. In certain respects it is of course<br />
solitary, but if you read any bios of successful writers and research<br />
their background there is almost always some group they have<br />
belonged to and some people they could turn to for support and who<br />
were significant in their development as writers. Or they belonged to<br />
a social / cultural group where it was acceptable to write. For many<br />
people this is not the case and too many promising writers wither for<br />
lack of appropriate support. It seems to me to be the main reason why<br />
working class writing is underrepresented, for instance.<br />
If you are on your own, outside of main urban areas and wondering<br />
how to connect with people who also wish to write, I suggest that you<br />
can be the one to start something – maybe try and organise a local<br />
open mic once a month. It can be very simple, just a room in a local<br />
café, pub or theatre and spread the word on social and, traditional<br />
local, media. Even if just a handful of people turn up then it’s a success.<br />
Do this for 6 months and see what happens. It gives you, and others, a<br />
deadline to get some writing done and it’s a social gathering as well –<br />
be sure to include a break for tea and biscuits and chat, this will help<br />
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people to connect. Have some simple rules (no more than two poems<br />
or a shortish piece of prose, it’s fine to share writing you love that’s<br />
not your own, for example). This is how I started the Poetry Plus open<br />
mic in Brewery Lane Theatre. I love the idea of small groups in villages<br />
and towns getting together to give voice to writing all around the<br />
country. It will cost little or nothing and who knows what might be the<br />
result! And I have no doubt that was the kind of impulse behind the<br />
setting up and the success of <strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong>. And thank you so<br />
much for having us here at NWW.<br />
Thank you, Margaret and Nollaig, from <strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong>.<br />
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Writing group profile: Pen2Paper - Donegal Town<br />
Standing L to R: Stephen Thomas, Geraldine McBrearty, Anne Leonard, Margaret<br />
O’Kane, Eilish McBride. Sitting, L to R: Cathy Anderson, Lizzie Anderson, Charlie<br />
O’Doherty, Dixi Patterson, Peggy Hegarty.<br />
“Pen2Paper” writers’ group was formed over 6 years ago, originally<br />
with help from Peace 3 initiative. Julie Costello was our mentor, and<br />
greatly helped and encouraged us all to “find our voice”. In the early<br />
stages we had writers from different ethnic backgrounds, including<br />
asylum seekers, which greatly enhanced our group experience.<br />
We provide an environment which encourages everyone to develop<br />
writing skills, confidence and knowledge, and encourage members to<br />
use their energy, talents, skills, knowledge and expertise to benefit<br />
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each other and the larger community. Membership is open to<br />
everyone, as the group has no political, religious or ethnic affiliations.<br />
We have 11 members from different parts of the County, Stranorlar,<br />
Convoy, Rosbeg, Portnoo and Donegal Town, and we meet every<br />
second Tuesday evening in The Family Resource Centre, Donegal<br />
town. We have rotating facilitator system, and he/she brings prompts<br />
on the night – we write for about 25-30 minutes, and then read back<br />
our work. Our evening ends with Tea/Coffee and chat, which is always<br />
good fun.<br />
Twice a year, <strong>Summer</strong> and Xmas, we all meet for a party evening and<br />
this is something we all look forward to.<br />
Margaret O'Kane<br />
The Pen2Paper writing group will read at the <strong>North</strong> <strong>West</strong> <strong>Words</strong> Arts<br />
night on 25th May 2017 which starts at 8pm in Florence Food Co.<br />
Letterkenny.<br />
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Ancestry<br />
I am from the hill people<br />
Those brawny men and women<br />
Who worked from dawn to dusk<br />
And knew no comfort.<br />
I am from the heathers<br />
Blues, purples, pinks, whites,<br />
Tough roots clinging fast<br />
To grey granite rocks.<br />
I am from the sea<br />
Blue warm in summer<br />
Grey cold in winter<br />
A constant movement of life.<br />
I am from the Glens<br />
The cool river dividing<br />
The splendour of the mountains<br />
Where sheep freely roam.<br />
I am from the Islands<br />
Cut off from the shore<br />
The only light a beacon<br />
To show the way home.<br />
I am from the <strong>North</strong>ern lands<br />
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Where troubles seemed like normal<br />
And normal seemed like trouble<br />
A melting pot of confusion.<br />
I am also from the Southern lands<br />
With lush green fields and rolling hills<br />
A striking contrast to the harshness<br />
Of home.<br />
I am from those who asked “why”<br />
And became one who asked “why not”<br />
I am from those who bowed under<br />
And became one who would not.<br />
Margaret O’Kane<br />
My name is Margaret O'Kane, and for the past 4 years I have had the privilege<br />
of living in Narin, Portnoo. I always had a desire to write, but until I met Julie<br />
Costello over 6 years ago, and joined what became Pen2Paper, I didn't have<br />
the courage to start. I now write short stories, mostly memoirs, and a little<br />
free verse.<br />
Belfast-born Dixi Patterson settled with her six children in Rossbeg fishing<br />
village in 1985. Director of Donegal Workshop Theatre, founder member of<br />
Ardara Writers’ Group, Pen2Paper, Dolmen Writers and Ardara Bookclub.<br />
Winner of Patrick McGill Trophy for the ballad from her famine play ‘Hungry<br />
for Change’.<br />
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Imprint<br />
Flimsy lanterns<br />
with orange flames<br />
are launched from the<br />
beach<br />
Some founder<br />
on dark rocks<br />
like miscarried<br />
babies<br />
some waft upwards<br />
only to falter and<br />
dive into merciless<br />
seas<br />
some soar into the night<br />
far, far away to burn<br />
haystacks & startle secret<br />
lovers<br />
From the balcony<br />
I look back at the sand,<br />
To the footprints of my six<br />
children<br />
And the stiletto<br />
heel-print<br />
of tonight’s<br />
bride.<br />
Dixi Patterson<br />
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Walking at Narin<br />
Welcome 2017<br />
Windswept, Exhilarating<br />
New Years Day family retreat.<br />
Mother Nature's force<br />
Against our bodies<br />
We brace before strength and tenacity.<br />
The surge and roar of the waves<br />
The expanse, The freedom<br />
We climb the dunes<br />
Her and I.<br />
A lifelong companion<br />
A little adventurer<br />
Follow her lead<br />
Along precarious dunes<br />
Breathtaking scenes<br />
Spectacular Narin<br />
Beach of my youth<br />
Many treasured memories<br />
Hard beating skites<br />
Across the face<br />
Brain freeze headaches<br />
Soaked through but<br />
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Happy happy happy<br />
Blast off the old<br />
Welcome 2017<br />
Tough trudge back to Base<br />
Shelter the little mite<br />
A wall of love<br />
Heads bowed against the onslaught<br />
Onwards we go<br />
Footfalls don't abate<br />
Keep on moving, keep on fighting<br />
Keep on loving, keep on living.<br />
Welcome 2017<br />
A good start so far......<br />
Geraldine Mc Brearty<br />
My name is Geraldine Mc Brearty. I am originally from Donegal Town, but<br />
living outside Mountcharles. I’ve four wonderful girls a pampered cat, our<br />
hyper pup, two silkie hens and two fish. I never wrote until I joined the little<br />
group Pen2paper and I'm thankful to know such wonderful people. I hope to<br />
keep writing when I can get the time.<br />
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A Teenager Stepping Stones<br />
I’m a lively teenager<br />
Making decisions as I cross the big wide river,<br />
I’m leaping and stepping with joy from stone to stone<br />
Having escaped from my adolescent world,<br />
Of confusion, tantrums, sulking rages and surging hormones<br />
I’m dreaming about my future.<br />
Forgetting about exams and worries<br />
Thinking about dances discos, romance and lovely garments,<br />
As I sway it seems as though I’m floating on air<br />
It’s a beautiful sunny day,<br />
My hair all windswept and curly blowing gently in the breeze<br />
Surrounded by trees I’m feeling as free as a bird.<br />
Splashing the water with the palms of my hands<br />
What if it were a cold winter’s day!<br />
Do I stop to reflect, oh I am freezing!<br />
The waters flowing I’m leaping with glee,<br />
Enjoying my independence away for a while<br />
I’m very happy stepping from stone to stone.<br />
As I sway the seasons are changing its autumn time<br />
All dripping wet but oh to be young again!<br />
Would I do the same things if only I could live my life over?<br />
Sorry this is only a dream, the rustic leaves are fading!<br />
As I keep my balance it’s time to go home.<br />
Catherine Anderson<br />
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My Name is Cathy Anderson. I’m originally from Co Cavan. I Started writing<br />
poems and creative writing about 12 yrs ago. I really enjoy participating in<br />
our Pen 2 Paper writing group. Over the past 3 years I have won 2 prizes in<br />
the Frances Browne competition. I was shortlisted and read at the Des<br />
O'Grady Competition in Limerick 3 years ago. Over the years, I have had<br />
several pieces published in the Finn Valley Voice.<br />
The Bogs Of Tyrone<br />
Through the bogs of Tyrone sure I loved to wander.<br />
With its heather so purple and bog cotton so white.<br />
Watching the honeybees as they collected the nectar.<br />
From the rich purple heather in the bogs of Tyrone.<br />
In the nineteen forties when I was young.<br />
I sat with my Dad in the warm summer sun.<br />
We’d listen to the wild birds big and small.<br />
And he taught me their names by the sound of their call.<br />
In the evening time the Curlews were calling.<br />
The Lark in the blue sky hovered high up above.<br />
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For such a small bird its voice was so strong.<br />
I’d stand and I’d listen to its melodious song.<br />
My Dad said be careful as you wander around.<br />
As a lot of wee birds make their nests on the ground.<br />
Sure I know that one day when God calls me home.<br />
He’ll allow me a last wander through the bogs of Tyrone.<br />
Lizzie Anderson<br />
On Tuesday nights we come together<br />
On Tuesday nights we come together<br />
But not to talk about the weather<br />
Our thoughts to loftier things aspire<br />
To write creatively is our desire.<br />
We set about it a little later<br />
Putting the might of our pens to paper.<br />
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We rack our brains for inspiration<br />
And call on our imagination<br />
A mental block of some dimension<br />
May cause some serious suspension but<br />
Soon switched on is a light in the head<br />
We give thanks for that---- we are not brain dead<br />
The moment comes to put pen to paper<br />
<strong>Words</strong> flow from it with a little endeavour<br />
We enter the world of imagination<br />
And though it has it’s limitations<br />
We scribble on with determination<br />
Hoping the creative will soon be written.<br />
The drop of a pin can almost be heard<br />
Heads are down as word follows word<br />
When it’s time to wind up and write full stop<br />
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We’ve almost developed writers’ cramp<br />
The proof of our efforts will be all in the reading<br />
Creative genius has been put in writing.<br />
Peggy Hegarty<br />
Peggy Hegarty: It was on a visit to my hairdresser that the subject of creative<br />
writing came up. In my younger days I had toyed with the idea of joining such<br />
a group, but with lack of confidence as well as thinking it was out of reach for<br />
me on many levels, the idea was put to one side and lay dormant for many<br />
years. My friend Anne brought me along. And as I have said the opportunity<br />
came my way and this time I grasped the nettle and to my great surprise it<br />
has proved a very fulfilling and rewarding experience. From a personal point<br />
of view it was a unique opportunity and even though it could be described as<br />
a baptism of fire I grew in confidence and the support of the members was<br />
always encouraging. The weekly writing sessions became a big part of my life<br />
and I looked forward to them greatly. Although writing was the main focus of<br />
joining Pen2Paper I have made wonderful friends. For me it was a healing<br />
experience as my beloved husband of over 50 years had died and I found a<br />
fulfilling safety valve in the weekly sessions. I have always enjoyed writing<br />
letters and little pieces of verse and this was a wonderful opportunity. I hope<br />
to be part of it as long as I can.<br />
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Photograph by Sinead Byrne<br />
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