Waking Energy 7 Timeless Practices Designed to Reboot Your Body and Unleash Your Potential

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utterly impassable—at least in their minds. The kundalini sequences are so challenging not because they require physical strength or ability, but because it takes something that powerful to move past the doubting mind of the ego to find liberation. In order to taste freedom, I had to make it through the gauntlet of the limited, objecting mind to land safely, truly safely, upon the shores of greater possibility—where I would discover my infinite self, my limitless potential. It was this stoking of the inner fire that promised there was something better, beyond the familiar, beyond “good enough.” And I wanted something better than the anti-anxiety drugs and antidepressants (as useful as they could be at times). It was this merging of body with will and love that could not only silence the doubting mind, but quell fear and separation (from rational thought and truth) and restore me to myself. The Power to Weather the Storm Though I may have first been introduced to kundalini in the late 1990s, I didn’t really understand its power until I experienced a relentless string of anxiety attacks after a great personal loss in 2008. It was my mother who found articles on how going into the eye of the storm and inviting anxiety to pull up a chair and have some tea was the way to stop it in its tracks even before it had mounted its attack. When I practiced this direct approach along with my kundalini, I felt as though I had won the lottery. I felt a kind of relief, safety, and peace of mind I had never known until then. I felt empowered. After experiencing its miraculous benefits, I knew that the next time I found myself on the edge of the fire swamp, I would have the right artillery to beat back those big, ugly fire rats before they could even start to think of nibbling at my heels. Kundalini came to my rescue again just a few years ago when my healthy and powerful mother, who came from hardy eastern European Jewish stock, was diagnosed with multiple myeloma in late May 2013. Though she beat it and went into full remission months later, by January 2014 she had decided that she had suffered enough and stopped treatment. The cancer came back with a vengeance. By July 2014, she was moved to hospice and prepared for flight. I was overcome with so much emotion, fear, and reckless anxiety that I didn’t know what to do. I stood in my sister’s living room, trying somehow to manage the agony of what was happening. I felt the rumblings of the inner tsunami building. Instead of being able to move past the shock to tears, which would have actually served as a release, I felt I was being dragged, bound and gagged, toward a precipice where a hungry pterodactyl waited, licking its lips and salivating. It had been years since I’d felt anxiety’s vise grip, and I was frozen, incredulous that this slide into Hades could be happening to me again. But this time was different. This time I was different. I was prepared. I had my secret weapon. Exhausted, terrified, and shaking, I started my kundalini practice and with each kriya (exercise), I felt the thoughts of impending doom recede a bit more. The anxiety didn’t just whimper and slink away; it shrieked like a banshee and ran out of the room at breakneck speed. And there I was—somehow standing tall, starting to believe that I might live to see another day. Out of all the other practices I could have done, kundalini was what I chose in that moment, because I knew it was the only thing powerful enough to match the intensity and velocity of what was

ising up inside me. Kundalini is what carried me through, changing my brain chemistry just minutes after I started the practice, so that I could return to myself. I broke through the shock and trauma to the heartbreak and sadness inside, so that I could finally cry and release my body from the enervating fight-or-flight response in overdrive. The kundalini practice helped me find the resilience that my anxiety claimed I lacked. With every breath, I knew on the deepest core level that I had inherited some of my mother’s indomitable spirit and ability to be a survivor and that I was going to be okay. When I went to visit my mother in hospice, I felt vulnerable, exposed in a way that made me feel enraged, but I didn’t have the strength to express it. The doctors shared too much about how her body was deteriorating, being consumed by the myeloma, how one by one each of her functions was being overwhelmed. This magnificent light, my very own mother, was being swallowed up by the invaders in her body as the precious seconds ticked by. To be completely present for her I had to call upon a new strength to strong-arm the hysterical tears and primal screams that wanted to erupt from me. I watched my mother, my soul mate, let her own tears flow after years of never wanting to cry. It was all I could do to contain myself. I had to let her know that it was all okay—it was okay that she had decided it was time, okay that she was finally crying. We would have had to say good-bye sooner or later, and although that day was here long before any of us could bear, we would all be okay. We loved her more than life itself. It was the hardest thing I have ever had to do in my life. Aside from the stuff I am made of and what I have grown in the garden of my soul from every twist and turn and fall of the heart I have weathered, it was in large part the Unleash and Transform practice I did every day leading up to July 13—the last day that our eyes would ever meet—that gave me the courage I needed to be able to say good-bye to her and help her on her way when she finally flew away to start her next journey as pure spirit, waking energy in the beyond. Snake Charming: Kundalini Rising Now you should be starting to get a glimpse of the fact that all roads lead to Rome. In Unleash and Transform, we enter a new domain where our three elixir fields, our energy storage centers from qigong, become seven chakras, our meridians become nadis (energy pathways in the yogic tradition), and the three portals that seal the energy in your energy storage centers (your elixir fields) become the yogic equivalent, your three bandhas, or energy locks. Here you will learn two empowering and energizing sequences, Charming the Snake and Kundalini Rising, that will distribute life-giving prana (energy) to every part of your body, almost instantly changing your mood and perhaps even lifting you to a place of natural euphoria. Let me invite you now to your first dance with kundalini shakti, the energy of pure conscious awakening, the primordial divine feminine. Join me as we stoke the fire inside, coaxing the “coiled snake” to rise up out of her lair. Kundalini shakti is our sacred, sexual energy and one of our most precious endowments as human beings, holding the power to transform our lives. When you awaken

ising up inside me. Kundalini is what carried me through, changing my brain chemistry just minutes<br />

after I started the practice, so that I could return <strong>to</strong> myself. I broke through the shock <strong>and</strong> trauma <strong>to</strong> the<br />

heartbreak <strong>and</strong> sadness inside, so that I could finally cry <strong>and</strong> release my body from the enervating<br />

fight-or-flight response in overdrive. The kundalini practice helped me find the resilience that my<br />

anxiety claimed I lacked. With every breath, I knew on the deepest core level that I had inherited<br />

some of my mother’s indomitable spirit <strong>and</strong> ability <strong>to</strong> be a survivor <strong>and</strong> that I was going <strong>to</strong> be okay.<br />

When I went <strong>to</strong> visit my mother in hospice, I felt vulnerable, exposed in a way that made me feel<br />

enraged, but I didn’t have the strength <strong>to</strong> express it. The doc<strong>to</strong>rs shared <strong>to</strong>o much about how her body<br />

was deteriorating, being consumed by the myeloma, how one by one each of her functions was being<br />

overwhelmed. This magnificent light, my very own mother, was being swallowed up by the invaders<br />

in her body as the precious seconds ticked by.<br />

To be completely present for her I had <strong>to</strong> call upon a new strength <strong>to</strong> strong-arm the hysterical<br />

tears <strong>and</strong> primal screams that wanted <strong>to</strong> erupt from me. I watched my mother, my soul mate, let her<br />

own tears flow after years of never wanting <strong>to</strong> cry. It was all I could do <strong>to</strong> contain myself. I had <strong>to</strong> let<br />

her know that it was all okay—it was okay that she had decided it was time, okay that she was finally<br />

crying. We would have had <strong>to</strong> say good-bye sooner or later, <strong>and</strong> although that day was here long<br />

before any of us could bear, we would all be okay. We loved her more than life itself. It was the<br />

hardest thing I have ever had <strong>to</strong> do in my life.<br />

Aside from the stuff I am made of <strong>and</strong> what I have grown in the garden of my soul from every<br />

twist <strong>and</strong> turn <strong>and</strong> fall of the heart I have weathered, it was in large part the <strong>Unleash</strong> <strong>and</strong> Transform<br />

practice I did every day leading up <strong>to</strong> July 13—the last day that our eyes would ever meet—that gave<br />

me the courage I needed <strong>to</strong> be able <strong>to</strong> say good-bye <strong>to</strong> her <strong>and</strong> help her on her way when she finally<br />

flew away <strong>to</strong> start her next journey as pure spirit, waking energy in the beyond.<br />

Snake Charming: Kundalini Rising<br />

Now you should be starting <strong>to</strong> get a glimpse of the fact that all roads lead <strong>to</strong> Rome. In <strong>Unleash</strong> <strong>and</strong><br />

Transform, we enter a new domain where our three elixir fields, our energy s<strong>to</strong>rage centers from<br />

qigong, become seven chakras, our meridians become nadis (energy pathways in the yogic tradition),<br />

<strong>and</strong> the three portals that seal the energy in your energy s<strong>to</strong>rage centers (your elixir fields) become the<br />

yogic equivalent, your three b<strong>and</strong>has, or energy locks.<br />

Here you will learn two empowering <strong>and</strong> energizing sequences, Charming the Snake <strong>and</strong><br />

Kundalini Rising, that will distribute life-giving prana (energy) <strong>to</strong> every part of your body, almost<br />

instantly changing your mood <strong>and</strong> perhaps even lifting you <strong>to</strong> a place of natural euphoria.<br />

Let me invite you now <strong>to</strong> your first dance with kundalini shakti, the energy of pure conscious<br />

awakening, the primordial divine feminine. Join me as we s<strong>to</strong>ke the fire inside, coaxing the “coiled<br />

snake” <strong>to</strong> rise up out of her lair. Kundalini shakti is our sacred, sexual energy <strong>and</strong> one of our most<br />

precious endowments as human beings, holding the power <strong>to</strong> transform our lives. When you awaken

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