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s<strong>to</strong>p. Be true <strong>to</strong> your own power <strong>and</strong> move through the discomfort,” she said as she cheered them on<br />
in her powerful singsong way. “Just three more now, <strong>and</strong> you’ll feel a freedom <strong>and</strong> bliss unlike<br />
anything you’ve ever known, <strong>and</strong> you will know that you were the one who made it happen.”<br />
And it was true. I watched these new mothers go from sleepily rubbing their eyes <strong>to</strong> rising up like<br />
spring flowers, rosy cheeked <strong>and</strong> ready for anything. After each sequence they performed, they<br />
became brighter, <strong>and</strong>, strange though it may sound, they appeared <strong>to</strong> be moving in<strong>to</strong> themselves.<br />
<strong>Energy</strong> was rising within their bodies <strong>and</strong> radiating outwardly, right before my very eyes. It was a<br />
remarkable transformation.<br />
It wasn’t until I did the first kundalini yoga practice of my own that I really unders<strong>to</strong>od what a triumph<br />
it was <strong>to</strong> complete even a single kundalini sequence. The magic is in movements that dem<strong>and</strong> you go<br />
well beyond your comfort zone, successfully traversing what I like <strong>to</strong> think of as the “fire swamp”<br />
from the movie The Princess Bride. It’s not just moving through the “discomfort zone,” but surviving<br />
the signals your mind sends you beseeching you <strong>to</strong> abort your mission, as you’re steadfastly working<br />
your way past pain in<strong>to</strong> trusting the wisdom of your higher self. You have <strong>to</strong> move beyond what can<br />
feel like the “pain threshold” <strong>to</strong> claim the prize that waits for you, smiling, glowing, <strong>and</strong> rejoicing on<br />
the other side—your authentic self <strong>and</strong> your true radiance. This “breaking on through <strong>to</strong> the other<br />
side,” I quickly figured out, was the serpent’s secret. It was what held the power <strong>to</strong> vanquish the ego,<br />
which likes <strong>to</strong> deal in the currency of limitation, <strong>and</strong> introduced you <strong>to</strong> your higher mind, the place<br />
where kundalini devotees claim your infinite potential can be realized—where anything is possible.<br />
Relating <strong>to</strong> the first three chakras, the seductive pull of ego, or the “lower mind,” is a strong one,<br />
because it is concerned primarily with survival <strong>and</strong> getting needs met. When challenged or<br />
discomforted, it flips in<strong>to</strong> a kind of primal fight-or-flight response, wanting <strong>to</strong> keep things at a status<br />
quo <strong>and</strong> return <strong>to</strong> the homeostasis it knows. Thoughts of doubt start <strong>to</strong> proliferate, telling you that you<br />
“can’t make it through another minute.” It drags you by the hair in order <strong>to</strong> get you back under its<br />
thumb, <strong>to</strong> return <strong>to</strong> the all-<strong>to</strong>o-comfy passive couch of familiarity, running the show <strong>and</strong> returning you<br />
<strong>to</strong> the same negative loop of thoughts that yield the same unproductive results.<br />
Mark Twain once said, “Never argue with a fool. Onlookers may not be able <strong>to</strong> tell the<br />
difference.” When you try <strong>to</strong> argue with your lower mind, it reacts in much the same way that an<br />
anxiety attack can take you prisoner within seconds when you resist it. All I have ever wanted, I<br />
thought <strong>to</strong> myself, as I watched the women persevere through the trial by fire, was <strong>to</strong> be free of the<br />
foibles <strong>and</strong> terrors of the lower mind <strong>and</strong> be able <strong>to</strong> soar above it. This was my opportunity <strong>to</strong> do it.<br />
Having suffered more than once in my life from severe anxiety, I was struck by the thought that this<br />
was an antidote if there was a next time—if I started <strong>to</strong> feel its creepy, relentless vine dance up my<br />
spine <strong>and</strong> in<strong>to</strong> my throat. I have come <strong>to</strong> know in no uncertain terms that one must be able <strong>to</strong> recognize<br />
yin <strong>and</strong> yang in all things, <strong>to</strong> know how energies match one another. In this domain, where we are<br />
talking about cultivating the fire power <strong>to</strong> take on our own minds, we need something of equal<br />
strength <strong>and</strong> power.<br />
The kundalini sequences I watched Gurmukh teaching dem<strong>and</strong>ed a sheer tenacity <strong>and</strong><br />
determination, a pointed physicality, <strong>to</strong> make it past the anxiety <strong>and</strong> on through <strong>to</strong> the other side. Some<br />
of the moments seemed utterly impossible; the mothers were being asked <strong>to</strong> cross barriers that were