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Waking Energy 7 Timeless Practices Designed to Reboot Your Body and Unleash Your Potential

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turned down an invitation <strong>to</strong> appear at Rancho La Puerta, convinced I couldn’t survive it. Lo <strong>and</strong><br />

behold, at a friend’s recommendation, I found myself on another silent meditation retreat, just weeks<br />

afterward, at a location not more than two hours from Tecate, at the sister site <strong>to</strong> Rancho La Puerta.<br />

Walking out the front door of my casita at sunrise, I found myself the object of a cruel cosmic joke. As<br />

I was staring out at the very same mountain range <strong>and</strong> inhaling the very same in<strong>to</strong>xicating scents as in<br />

Tecate, my mother suddenly appeared before me.<br />

Rising <strong>to</strong> my throat at rocket speed, grief wrapped me in its stranglehold, choking me. I was<br />

awash in molten hot tears—anguished. Sinking <strong>to</strong> my knees <strong>and</strong> sobbing uncontrollably, I looked up at<br />

the sky beseechingly <strong>and</strong> shouted at the <strong>to</strong>p of my lungs, “I can’t possibly endure this!”<br />

Later that same day, the universe (or I should say, Mom) arranged an opportunity for me <strong>to</strong> finally<br />

complete my first walking meditation, my labyrinth. She was with me, smiling every step of the way,<br />

<strong>and</strong> I could hear her voice. “See, just look how exquisite! Look at that magnificent rock there, <strong>and</strong> that<br />

gorgeous, delicate little fern growing out of it. Oh my God, the spirals! And oh wow—look at you, my<br />

angel, out of all the spirals here you are the most beautiful one.”<br />

Now We May Begin<br />

There will come a time when you believe everything is finished; that will be the beginning.<br />

—LOUIS L’AMOUR<br />

This may appear <strong>to</strong> be the end of our journey <strong>to</strong>gether, but that’s just an illusion. This is actually<br />

the beginning. It may feel as though we’re saying good-bye, but really this is just, “See you soon.”<br />

And the most exciting part? It’s the start of your solo flight. I encourage you, a baby bird being pushed<br />

out of its mama’s nest <strong>to</strong> test its wings, <strong>to</strong> use nature as your guide <strong>and</strong> take flight, relishing this sacred<br />

meeting of yourself. Trust the wisdom of your body. Listen <strong>to</strong> the voice of your soul.<br />

Now that you truly know yourself in the new way, trust is really all you need. Everything else will<br />

fall in<strong>to</strong> place around you like tiny magnetized metal flecks flying <strong>to</strong>ward a magnet. Believe that what<br />

you seek is seeking you. That radiant, gorgeous, loving font of boundless energy? That timeless, joyful<br />

child? That sparkling, effervescent essence? That bright light?

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