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Wherever chi is obstructed, stagnation occurs, leading <strong>to</strong> disharmony <strong>and</strong> imbalance; that area can<br />
then become a chronic seat of pain <strong>and</strong>/or, ultimately, even disease.<br />
The <strong>Waking</strong> <strong>Energy</strong> Way is the antidote, but the yin yoga practice in particular is especially<br />
effective, because its languorous rhythm encourages introspection. It’s your chance <strong>to</strong> be the impala<br />
<strong>and</strong> discharge your trauma—but not by running away from it. You do it by getting still, going deep,<br />
opening, <strong>and</strong> investigating. Although you may feel a certain anticipa<strong>to</strong>ry anxiety about the thoughts <strong>and</strong><br />
feelings that could arise, it is the allowing of what reveals itself <strong>to</strong> you that makes metamorphosis <strong>and</strong><br />
waking your energy possible.<br />
The Lion <strong>and</strong> the Lamb<br />
Time records itself in the deep connective tissue of the body, where traumatic physical <strong>and</strong> emotional<br />
experiences find a home. When engaging in a yin practice, it isn’t at all uncommon (<strong>and</strong> in fact is both<br />
natural <strong>and</strong> desirable) <strong>to</strong> release emotions that accompanied an original trauma. We can become<br />
angry, anxious, or frustrated <strong>and</strong> start <strong>to</strong> express powerful emotions through laughter or tears. This<br />
soma<strong>to</strong>-emotional releasing is remarkably cathartic <strong>and</strong> therapeutic, physically <strong>and</strong> emotionally, <strong>and</strong><br />
perhaps the most extraordinary benefit of the yin practice.<br />
In the practice, what may appear at the onset <strong>to</strong> be a relatively innocuous pose, a sweet little<br />
lamb, can very quickly become a lion, roaring at you with a deafening, undeniable rush of sound.<br />
What you’ll do is pay attention. You won’t try <strong>to</strong> ignore the lion’s roar. Heed any voice or primordial<br />
instinct you have, showing it kindness <strong>and</strong> adjusting your body accordingly, so that it can be your very<br />
best waking-energy partner.<br />
We’re taught <strong>to</strong> move away from discomfort, <strong>to</strong> mask it, hide it, <strong>to</strong> shush it away. Yin asks us <strong>to</strong><br />
do just the opposite. It invites us not just <strong>to</strong> move <strong>to</strong>ward discomfort, but <strong>to</strong> go inside it. Yin proves<br />
that whatever you anticipate isn’t as scary as you thought it would be; on the contrary, unexpected<br />
relief <strong>and</strong> surges of energy flood your entire being when you lean in<strong>to</strong> the poses <strong>and</strong> invite the<br />
“flames” of your emotional fire <strong>to</strong> consume you. Yin asks you <strong>to</strong> befriend what you perceive as a<br />
preda<strong>to</strong>r—not only <strong>to</strong> hold out your h<strong>and</strong> <strong>to</strong> the ferocious lion, but <strong>to</strong> feed it, pet it, <strong>and</strong> then lie down<br />
with it like a trusting lamb.<br />
When you relax <strong>and</strong> allow sensations <strong>to</strong> come up in the physical postures without trying <strong>to</strong><br />
mitigate or fix them, a magical alchemy takes place. Mind <strong>and</strong> body unite in peace <strong>and</strong> calm. When<br />
you can start <strong>to</strong> accept as truth that there is no good or bad, just energy, then you can experience the<br />
unfolding, releasing, <strong>and</strong> rising of stuck prana, bringing everything back <strong>to</strong> a place of equilibrium,<br />
where new energy awakens.<br />
The emotional life of the body is central <strong>to</strong> yin. The visceral correspondence of organs <strong>and</strong><br />
emotions <strong>and</strong> how we perceive this connection lie at the heart of the practice. For me, because of this<br />
vital aspect, yin yoga became the vehicle, along with therapy, for healing my personal pain. I learned<br />
that trauma needs <strong>to</strong> be discharged from the body <strong>and</strong> that healing is predicated on the confluence of<br />
our ability <strong>to</strong> find an outlet <strong>and</strong> our desire <strong>to</strong> become whole again, <strong>to</strong> initiate our own healing <strong>and</strong><br />
reclaim parts of ourselves that got buried or lost along the way. This is the true gift of waking yin<br />
energy <strong>and</strong> what inspired me <strong>to</strong> want <strong>to</strong> reclaim myself—hope.