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Waking Energy 7 Timeless Practices Designed to Reboot Your Body and Unleash Your Potential

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The true test came when we reached my once favorite moment. I started <strong>to</strong> lie back in savasana,<br />

bracing myself for the devastating disappointment I had grown accus<strong>to</strong>med <strong>to</strong>. Extending my right leg<br />

out, barely breathing, I felt . . . no pain. Incredible. Taking a deep breath <strong>to</strong> recover from the surprise,<br />

I braced myself again, lengthening my left leg down <strong>to</strong> join the right, allowing my legs <strong>to</strong> relax <strong>and</strong><br />

fall apart. Nothing. No pain! Not an ounce of it. How was this possible?<br />

Liberated from a lifetime of pressure, I felt as though the ten-<strong>to</strong>n boulder I’d been pushing uphill<br />

had just disappeared in a poof. The angst so big my body couldn’t seem <strong>to</strong> contain it just one hour<br />

before had morphed in<strong>to</strong> a relief so deep that it over<strong>to</strong>ok my senses, exploding in<strong>to</strong> an ecstasy of the<br />

soul that challenged me <strong>to</strong> breathe. As if I had just broken through the surface of an icy pond, barely<br />

making it <strong>to</strong> air again, my body sucked in oxygen, knowing exactly what it needed. Like a thunderclap,<br />

I started crying again.<br />

Wave upon wave of overwhelming euphoria pulsed <strong>and</strong> billowed through me. What was this<br />

feeling? This extraordinary, internal billowing, this new thrill traveling up my spine? It was energy<br />

moving! It was so different from anything I had ever experienced before. I was emptied of my<br />

troubles, but also full, as in recharged, <strong>and</strong> somehow grounded! I felt delirious <strong>and</strong> giddy—I wanted<br />

<strong>to</strong> live in this new state. Flooded with the deepest relief <strong>and</strong> calm I had ever known, in gratitude I<br />

started <strong>to</strong> sob, <strong>and</strong> I no longer cared who saw me. After only two hours of this practice called yin<br />

yoga, savasana, a pose that had become impossible for me, became my refuge once more. Something<br />

miraculous had happened. I rose from my mat that day reborn.<br />

I hope you find the same exhilarating freedom.<br />

Let There Be Yin<br />

Yin yoga was my first deep taste of hope. In that first yin practice, in the actual poses I did, I was sent<br />

in<strong>to</strong> the very places inside that, unbeknownst <strong>to</strong> me at the time, were the centers of my pain, upset,<br />

confusion, <strong>and</strong> feelings of being powerless <strong>and</strong> overwhelmed in my life. Before then, I’d never been<br />

given the opportunity <strong>to</strong> physically “go in<strong>to</strong>” what I would come <strong>to</strong> underst<strong>and</strong> as unconscious<br />

energy, hidden pockets of unresolved trauma <strong>and</strong> pain that become lodged in the body. Yin yoga gave<br />

me the <strong>to</strong>ols <strong>to</strong> change my inner dialogue <strong>and</strong> the energy that had manifested itself around it, inviting<br />

me <strong>to</strong> acknowledge the inextricable interconnectedness of mind <strong>and</strong> body <strong>and</strong> <strong>to</strong> create the life I<br />

wanted.<br />

During that first yin session <strong>and</strong> over the course of months of practice, as I went deeper in<strong>to</strong> the<br />

poses, I was surprised <strong>to</strong> realize that the more I surrendered, the better I felt at the end of them. The<br />

slower I allowed myself <strong>to</strong> go <strong>and</strong> the more fully <strong>and</strong> completely I breathed, the deeper the release<br />

<strong>and</strong> the greater the reward—new energy flowing through me. Yin yoga is what helped me know, in the<br />

deepest part of who I am, that the only way out is through, <strong>and</strong> that if I could make significant changes<br />

on my mat, I could expect <strong>to</strong> be able <strong>to</strong> do the same in my life.<br />

The practice became a kind of training ground, a place where instead of meeting the difficulty <strong>and</strong><br />

resistance I encountered in my body with judgment <strong>and</strong> condemnation, I learned <strong>to</strong> respond with<br />

gentleness <strong>and</strong> kindness. With each practice I did, I began <strong>to</strong> believe that I really did have the power<br />

<strong>to</strong> change my life, that I was worthy of love <strong>and</strong> kindness, <strong>and</strong> that I didn’t have <strong>to</strong> face the idea of

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