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<strong>The</strong> only book Knight didn’t steal was <strong>the</strong> one he most often saw. “I had no need for a Bible,” he said.<br />
Knight came from Protestant stock but did not attend church as a child, though he read every page of <strong>the</strong><br />
Good Book. “I don’t practice a religion. I can’t claim a belief system. I would say at this po<strong>in</strong>t I’m more<br />
poly<strong>the</strong>ist than mono<strong>the</strong>ist. I believe <strong>the</strong>re are multiple gods for multiple situations. I don’t have names for<br />
<strong>the</strong>se gods. But I do not particularly believe <strong>in</strong> one big god of all gods.”<br />
Instead, he affiliated himself with a school of thought. He practiced Stoicism, <strong>the</strong> Greek philosophy,<br />
descended from Socratic ideas, founded <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> third century B.C. Stoics felt that self-control and harmonious<br />
existence with nature constituted a virtuous life, and that one must endure hardship without compla<strong>in</strong>t.<br />
Passion must be subject to reason; emotions lead one astray. “<strong>The</strong>re was no one to compla<strong>in</strong> to <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong><br />
woods, so I did not compla<strong>in</strong>,” Knight said.<br />
In <strong>the</strong> absence of a deity, Knight seemed to have venerated Socrates. <strong>The</strong> philosopher, born <strong>in</strong> 469 B.C.,<br />
was not himself a hermit but advocated <strong>the</strong> lifestyle. Socrates may have concluded that his most valuable<br />
possession was his leisure. “Beware <strong>the</strong> barrenness of a busy life” is a quote commonly attributed to him.<br />
He walked everywhere barefoot, and ate only <strong>the</strong> poorest quality meats. Noth<strong>in</strong>g appeared to bo<strong>the</strong>r him.<br />
Socrates was sentenced to death, facilitated by a cup of hemlock tea, for impiety and heretical teach<strong>in</strong>g. One<br />
becomes free, Socrates seems to have taught, not by fulfill<strong>in</strong>g all desires but by elim<strong>in</strong>at<strong>in</strong>g desire.<br />
When Knight faced life-threaten<strong>in</strong>g challenges <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> forest, he chose not to express emotion, <strong>in</strong>stead<br />
ma<strong>in</strong>ta<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> dispassionate equanimity of a Stoic. At no po<strong>in</strong>t, he emphasized, did he pray to a higher<br />
power. With one exception. When <strong>the</strong> worst of a Ma<strong>in</strong>e w<strong>in</strong>ter struck, all rules were suspended. “Once you<br />
get below negative twenty, you purposely don’t th<strong>in</strong>k. It’s like <strong>the</strong>re’s no a<strong>the</strong>ists <strong>in</strong> a foxhole. Same with<br />
negative twenty. That’s when you do have religion. You do pray. You pray for warmth.”<br />
All of Knight’s survival tactics were focused on w<strong>in</strong>ter. Each year, just as <strong>the</strong> cab<strong>in</strong>s were shutt<strong>in</strong>g down<br />
for <strong>the</strong> season, often with food left beh<strong>in</strong>d <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> pantry, Knight embarked on an <strong>in</strong>tensified streak of allnight<br />
raids. “It was my busiest time. Harvest time. A very ancient <strong>in</strong>st<strong>in</strong>ct. Though not one usually<br />
associated with crime.”<br />
His first goal was to get fat. This was a life-or-death necessity. Every mammal <strong>in</strong> his forest, mouse to<br />
moose, had <strong>the</strong> same basic plan. He gorged himself on sugar and alcohol—it was <strong>the</strong> quickest way to ga<strong>in</strong><br />
weight, and he liked <strong>the</strong> feel<strong>in</strong>g of <strong>in</strong>ebriation. <strong>The</strong> bottles he stole were <strong>the</strong> signs of a man who’d never<br />
once, as he admitted, sat at a bar: Allen’s Coffee Flavored Brandy, Seagram’s Escapes Strawberry Daiquiri,<br />
Parrot Bay Coconut Rum, and someth<strong>in</strong>g called Whipped Chocolate Valley V<strong>in</strong>es, a liquefied blend of