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The Stranger in the Woods_ The - Michael Finkel

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Knight actually did have a plan. Or maybe it was <strong>the</strong> opposite of a plan. Regardless, he had a goal: to<br />

get lost. Not just lost to <strong>the</strong> rest of <strong>the</strong> world but actually lost <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> woods by himself. He carried only<br />

rudimentary camp<strong>in</strong>g supplies, a few articles of cloth<strong>in</strong>g, and a little food. “I had what I had,” he said, “and<br />

noth<strong>in</strong>g more.” He left <strong>the</strong> keys <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> car and vanished <strong>in</strong>to <strong>the</strong> forest.<br />

It’s not that easy to get lost. Anyone with basic outdoor skills generally knows which way <strong>the</strong>y’re go<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

<strong>The</strong> sun burns west across <strong>the</strong> sky, and from <strong>the</strong>re it’s natural to set <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r directions. Knight knew that he<br />

was head<strong>in</strong>g south. He said he didn’t make a conscious decision but felt pulled like a hom<strong>in</strong>g pigeon. “<strong>The</strong>re<br />

was no depth or substance to <strong>the</strong> idea. It was at <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>st<strong>in</strong>ctual level. It’s <strong>in</strong>st<strong>in</strong>ct among animals to return to<br />

home territory, and my home ground, where I was born and raised, was that way.”<br />

Ma<strong>in</strong>e is partitioned <strong>in</strong>to a series of long north-south valleys, <strong>the</strong> geologic clawmark left by glaciers<br />

surg<strong>in</strong>g and retreat<strong>in</strong>g. Separat<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> valleys are str<strong>in</strong>gs of mounta<strong>in</strong>s, now wea<strong>the</strong>r-worn and bald-topped<br />

like old men, but only a couple of dozen million years ago <strong>the</strong> Appalachians were mightier than <strong>the</strong><br />

Rockies. <strong>The</strong> valley floors at <strong>the</strong> time of year when Knight arrived were a summer soup of ponds and<br />

wetlands and bogs.<br />

“I kept largely to <strong>the</strong> ridges,” Knight said, “and sometimes crossed swamps go<strong>in</strong>g from one ridge to<br />

ano<strong>the</strong>r.” He worked his way along crumbled slopes and muddy taiga. “Soon I lost track of where I was. I<br />

didn’t care.” Virtually every natural feature <strong>in</strong> Ma<strong>in</strong>e, pond to peak, has a proper name, but Knight saw such<br />

titles as human impositions and preferred not to know <strong>the</strong>m. He sought a purity to his retreat beyond all<br />

measure. “<strong>The</strong>re were no signs say<strong>in</strong>g, ‘You are here.’ It was ei<strong>the</strong>r dry land or wet land. I knew where I was<br />

but I didn’t know where I was. Oh, I’m gett<strong>in</strong>g all metaphysical here, aren’t I?”<br />

He was unfettered by <strong>the</strong> rules of society, k<strong>in</strong>g of his own jungle, and alone and lost <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> forest—a quilt<br />

of dreams and nightmares both. Knight mostly liked it. He’d camp <strong>in</strong> one spot for a week or so, <strong>the</strong>n head<br />

south yet aga<strong>in</strong>. “I kept go<strong>in</strong>g,” he said. “I was content <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> choice I had made.”<br />

Content except for one th<strong>in</strong>g: food. He was hungry, and he really didn’t know how he’d feed himself. His<br />

departure was a confound<strong>in</strong>g mix of <strong>in</strong>credible commitment and complete lack of forethought, not all that<br />

abnormal for a twenty-year-old. It was as if he went camp<strong>in</strong>g for <strong>the</strong> weekend and didn’t come home for a<br />

quarter century. He was an able hunter and angler, but he carried nei<strong>the</strong>r a gun nor a rod. He didn’t want to<br />

die, at least not <strong>the</strong>n.<br />

His idea was to “forage” for food. <strong>The</strong> wilds of Ma<strong>in</strong>e are enchant<strong>in</strong>g to behold and monumentally broad,<br />

though not generous. <strong>The</strong>re are no fruit trees. Berries sometimes have a weekend-long season. Without

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