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Will Bonner<br />

reappear. "I'll be blunt," Will continued, "you're homosexual and they are holding<br />

a past activity against you, isn't that the truth?" The agitation intensified, now<br />

becoming quite visible but Gerald still remained silent. It was quite obvious that he<br />

was struggling to cope with the substance of the questions, "furthermore, they have<br />

something about you so devastating that it forced you to accept their proposal to<br />

join the organization." The pressures inside him must have increased to bursting<br />

point. He stood up and turned away with his back to Will in an effort to hide his<br />

feelings.<br />

Why isn't he retaliating? Gerald still remained silent. Am I going too far?<br />

Sympathy returned once again and Will quickly suppressed it. "I don't give a damn<br />

what I'm threatened with, I won't do anything with you unless I know more about<br />

you."<br />

Gerald turned and sat down his head slightly bowed, and eyes fixed in one<br />

position on the table. "Yes, what you say is the truth. I have nowhere to turn, and<br />

do as I'm told. I live in an apartment downtown and work in an office close by.<br />

From time to time I'm asked to gather information."<br />

"From other homosexuals in the military?"<br />

"Yes, just little bits and pieces that I pass on." His head bowed a little further<br />

and Will for one moment thought he was going to burst into tears.<br />

"You haven't asked about me, so I assume you already know."<br />

"Yes, I've been told enough."<br />

"Your friends don't know what you get up to, do they?"<br />

"No, but I haven't many friends. Do you have any?"<br />

"No, I guess you could call me a loner, which is better under the<br />

circumstances." Gerald nodded in agreement. He seemed to be recovering from<br />

the previous session of conversation, and an unusual relationship was beginning to<br />

develop between them. A car appeared in the clearing and a family got out to<br />

picnic.<br />

"We must move away now," Will suggested, and as Gerald walked quickly<br />

towards the car in that typical female fashion Will once again questioned, "what<br />

have I got myself into?"<br />

Very little was said as they made their way back towards downtown Honolulu<br />

but it was Gerald who broke the silence. "We both haven't eaten since breakfast,<br />

shall we stop for a meal?" Will hesitated. The more time he spent with Gerald the<br />

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