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sentence. “I don’t know, I just . . . couldn’t bear the thought of .<br />

. . being without him.”<br />

“Peeta? Anything to add?” asks Caesar.<br />

“No. I think that goes for both of us,” he says.<br />

Caesar signs off and it’s over. Everyone’s laughing and crying<br />

and hugging, but I’m still not sure until I reach Haymitch.<br />

“Okay?” I whisper.<br />

“Perfect,” he answers.<br />

I go back to my room to collect a few things and find there’s<br />

nothing to take but the mockingjay pin Madge gave me. Someone<br />

returned it to my room after the Games. They drive us<br />

through the streets in a car with blackened windows, and the<br />

train’s waiting for us. We barely have time to say good-bye to<br />

Cinna and Portia, although we’ll see them in a few months,<br />

when we tour the districts for a round of victory ceremonies.<br />

It’s the Capitol’s way of reminding people that the Hunger<br />

Games never really go away. We’ll be given a lot of useless<br />

plaques, and everyone will have to pretend they love us.<br />

The train begins moving and we’re plunged into night until<br />

we clear the tunnel and I take my first free breath since the<br />

reaping. Effie is accompanying us back and Haymitch, too, of<br />

course. We eat an enormous dinner and settle into silence in<br />

front of the television to watch a replay of the interview. With<br />

the Capitol growing farther away every second, I begin to<br />

think of home. Of Prim and my mother. Of Gale. I excuse myself<br />

to change out of my dress and into a plain shirt and pants.<br />

As I slowly, thoroughly wash the makeup from my face and<br />

put my hair in its braid, I begin transforming back into myself.<br />

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