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This is a work of fiction. Names, c
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C O N T E N T S Cover Title Page Co
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More Than This Nurse Evil Neighborh
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Takeoff Forgiveness Life is Short T
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THE WHITE ROOM I’VE READ MANY mor
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SCID ROW MY DISEASE IS as rare as i
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“Perfect.” My mom peers over my
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STAYS THE SAME I’M READING ON my
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ALIEN INVASION, PART 2 I’M UP TO
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THE WELCOME COMMITTEE “CARLA,”
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MADAM, I’M ADAM SOMETIMES I REREA
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THE HIDDEN WORLD SOMETIMES THE WORL
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GOOD -BYE Dear Mom, The first thing
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OTHER WORLDS WE COME TO our senses.
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“But still, you can’t be sure
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ALOHA MEANS HELLO AND GOOD -BYE, PA
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Olly’s mood gets better, lighter
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INFECTED CARLA SCREAMS AND covers h
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lies. “It could be the pills are
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FIRST-TIME FLYER FAQ Q: What is the
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sung out by greeters and families a
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HERE NOW ACCORDING TO THE guidebook
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MADELINE’S DICTIONARY o•cean (
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me blush harder. “So,” we say s
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REMEMBRANCE OF THINGS PRESENT I FEE
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THE SWIMSUIT IT’S POSSIBLE THAT I
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JUMP I SURPRISE OLLY by getting int
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CLIFF DIVING : A GUIDE
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“Nope.” “You’ll feel better
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To: Madeline F. Whittier Subject:
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I don’t understand. Just because
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“No. I want to. This is what I wa
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THE OBSERVABLE WORLD ACCORDING TO T
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that we will. We head away from the
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SPIRAL
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it’s swelling shut. I can’t get
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And starts again.
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RESURRECTED I DON’T REMEMBER much
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Love is a terrible thing and its lo
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Later, 12:05 A.M. Madeline: It’s
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LIFE IS SHORT SPOILER REVIEWS BY MA
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MAP OF DESPAIR
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SELECT ALL , DELETE
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REUNION THE NEXT DAY, Carla bustles
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NEIGHBORHOOD WATCH #3 HIS DAD’S S
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part of the family anymore if she s
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HERE AND NOW OLLY’S MATH SAYS you
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PROTECTION I READ THE e-mail six ti
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MADELINE’S DICTIONARY sus•pi•
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Olly’s ghost girl again. I press
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the web. She circled a section that
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OUTSIDE I RUN FROM the office. The
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FAIRY TALES ONCE UPON A time there
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BEGINNINGS AND ENDS FOUR DAYS PASS.
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AFTER THE DEATH OF I SPEND THE next
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TWO WEEKS A.D.
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FOUR WEEKS A.D. I PAINT EACH wall i
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SIX WEEKS A.D. DR. CHASE INSISTS th
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FLOWERS FOR ALGERNON A WEEK LATER C
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THE GIFT A WEEK LATER my mom knocks
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I could fix my mom and make it so s
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TAKEOFF
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LIFE IS SHORT SPOILER REVIEWS BY MA
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He slips the phone into his pocket
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THE END
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NICOLA YOON grew up in Jamaica (the