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Later, 12:05 A.M. Madeline: It’s not better than nothing. It’s absolutely worse than nothing. Olly: what? Madeline: Do you think we can go back to the way it was before? Madeline: You want to go back to decontamination, and short visits, and no touching and no kissing and no future? Madeline: You’re saying that’s enough for you? Olly: it’s better than nothing Madeline: No it’s not. Stop saying that. Later, 2:33 A.M. Olly: what about the pills? Madeline: What about them? Olly: they worked for a couple of days. maybe they’ll get them right eventually Olly: maddy? Madeline: There were no pills. Olly: what do you mean? Madeline: There were never any pills. I told you that so that you would go with me. Olly: you lied to me? Olly: but you could’ve died and it would’ve been my fault Madeline: I’m not your responsibility. Later, 3:42 A.M. Madeline: I wanted everything, Olly. I wanted you and the whole wide world. I wanted everything. Madeline: I can’t do this anymore. Olly: can’t do what? Madeline: No more IM. No more e-mail. It’s too hard. I can’t go back. My mom was right. Life was better before. Olly: better for who? Olly: don’t do this Maddy Olly: my life is better with you in it
Madeline: but mine isn’t
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Madeline: but mine isn’t<br />
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