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‘It’s what Miss May said, about Ben’s nunny.’ ‘What did she say?’ His eyes met mine in the rear-view mirror. ‘Well, it’s just that she wouldn’t know about his nunny.’ ‘I’m not sure I’m following you.’ ‘He’s embarrassed about his nunny, that’s the thing. It’s an old cot blanket, a ragged thing. He’s had it since he was a baby. He uses it to get to sleep. He would never have told her about it.’ Silence, as he negotiated a roundabout. ‘Couldn’t he have told her about it?’ he asked. Victorian terraces now, narrow streets climbing up and down hillsides. I leaned forward, between the front seats. ‘He would never tell her, that’s what I’m telling you.’ The radio sputtered again and I raised my voice to drown it out. DI Bennett parked on my street, a few doors away from my house, and turned to face me. ‘Right,’ he said, stringing out the word out, scepticism the subtext. ‘Are you sure about that?’ ‘I’ve never been so sure of anything in my life.’ ‘I’ll tell you what I’ll do then.’ His careful tone of voice made me think he wasn’t taking me seriously, that he was just humouring me. ‘I’ll pass that information onto the boss. Would you like me to do that?’ ‘Could we call it in now? I think it’s important.’ ‘I’m heading straight back now and I’ll let them know and that’s a promise.’ ‘DI Bennett, I don’t think you understand…’ ‘I’ve promised, haven’t I? Can’t do more than that. They’ll ring you if they think there’s something in it. You’d better get out, love. Don’t worry about that lot. Come on. I mean it.’ A few journalists were in front of the house, watching us. He wound down the window. ‘Clear off out of her way,’ he shouted. ‘Go on. Get away.’ Another blast from the radio and I knew I had to go, or the news about the keys would surely come through. I climbed out of the car, my head down and my hood up, and ran for it. Inside the house I stood there with the keys in my hand, and tried to think what to do. Skittle, still in his cast, wove clumsily between my legs, his tail wagging, wanting affection. I called Kenneth Steele House and yet again I asked to be put through to Fraser, but I was told she was busy and would call me back. They assured me that they understood how urgent my request to speak to Fraser was, and that they’d pass my message on and somebody would get back to me. Nicky answered her phone, listened in silence as I blurted the whole story out: Lucas Grantham’s arrest, Miss May in the car on the way back home, everything. ‘Tell the police again,’ she said when I’d finished. ‘Call them back. Make them listen.’ In the background I heard the distinctive sound of the doorbell at the cottage. ‘Where are you, Nicky? I thought you were at home.’ ‘I’ve got to get the door. Sorry. I’ll call you back.’ ‘Don’t go.’ ‘OK hold on, let me just see who it is. I’ll get rid of them.’ I heard the sound of her footsteps, the click of a door opening, a male voice, then Nicky was back on the line, saying: ‘I’m so sorry, I really have to go,’ and it went dead.
JIM Nicky Forbes was on the phone when she opened the door. Her expression told me that we were the last people she expected to see. She was dressed already but her face was void of make-up and she wore her paleness like a mask. She looked like she was sucking a lemon as she led us into the small kitchen and gestured to us to join her at a small table that was set against the wall. A smoking cigarette lay in a circular ceramic ashtray that had fag ends crushed into its base. The table and chairs were a shiny orange pine, dented in places. The floor was tiled with small white squares grouted in black and the cabinets were white with a wood trim around the edge. The room was a throwback to the 1980s, nothing had been updated for years. It wasn’t what I expected from Nicky Forbes, because I’d seen her blog, the pictures of her cooking on her AGA in a perfectly equipped and decorated modern kitchen. The kettle had just boiled but she didn’t offer us a drink. ‘Are you a smoker, DI Clemo?’ she asked, and she held out the cigarette packet that was on the table. ‘No thank you,’ I said. Woodley shook his head too when she aimed the packet at him. She dropped it back onto the table where it landed with a slap, and retrieved her half-smoked cigarette from the ashtray. ‘I gave this up years ago,’ she said. ‘When I got pregnant with my first daughter.’ She sucked smoke in deeply, her eyes on mine, her gaze direct and challenging. ‘I’m wondering why you’re here,’ she said, exhaling the smoke slowly so that it billowed between us, ‘when my sister is in Bristol frantically trying to get hold of somebody who’ll listen to her when she tells them that she has evidence that Ben’s alive? I’m also wondering why you’re here when you have a suspect in custody? Ben’s teaching assistant? Is that right? Shouldn’t you be trying to gather some evidence against him? Maybe?’ She looked from one of us to the other, and when neither of us replied she slammed the side of her hand on the table, a show of temper that made Woodley jump, but not me. ‘What is the matter with you people?’ Her face was angry red and her manner was that of a teacher demanding an answer. It was all about control with her, I thought. This was an attempt at a display of control from somebody who had lost it. But I wasn’t worried about cracking her; I knew I was a good interviewer, very good. When I was in my first couple of years of training I spent hours with my dad, honing my interrogation skills, role-playing until he’d caught me out with every dirty trick in the book, and then taught me how to recognise them, and work with them. ‘You’ll hear excuses,’ Dad said to me one night. I was visiting the family home and it was after dinner. Mum was washing up and Dad and I were talking in his study. The window was wide open and outside the late summer heat had just folded itself away, so we were sitting in the early gloom of a cool, velvety night. ‘Blokes will say that you aren’t a magician,’ Dad went on, ‘that you can only do what you do. That’s bullshit. It’s whingeing. It’s for people who aren’t good enough. If you’re worth anything, you can get the truth out of anyone. But you’ve got to be good.’ Two cut glass tumblers sat squat on the table between us, two whiskies. My dad shut the window and switched on his desk lamp. The shade glowed dark emerald and dropped a rectangle of light onto the surface of his desk.
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‘It’s what Miss May said, about Ben’s nunny.’<br />
‘What did she say?’ His eyes met mine in the rear-view mirror.<br />
‘Well, it’s just that she wouldn’t know about his nunny.’<br />
‘I’m not sure I’m following you.’<br />
‘He’s embarrassed about his nunny, that’s the thing. It’s an old cot blanket, a ragged thing. He’s had<br />
it since he was a baby. He uses it to get to sleep. He would never have told her about it.’<br />
Silence, as he negotiated a roundabout. ‘Couldn’t he have told her about it?’ he asked. Victorian<br />
terraces now, narrow streets climbing up and down hillsides.<br />
I leaned forward, between the front seats. ‘He would never tell her, that’s what I’m telling you.’<br />
The radio sputtered again and I raised my voice to drown it out. DI Bennett parked on my street, a<br />
few doors away from my house, and turned to face me.<br />
‘Right,’ he said, stringing out the word out, scepticism the subtext. ‘Are you sure about that?’<br />
‘I’ve never been so sure of anything in my life.’<br />
‘I’ll tell you what I’ll do then.’ His careful tone of voice made me think he wasn’t taking me<br />
seriously, that he was just humouring me. ‘I’ll pass that information onto the boss. Would you like me<br />
to do that?’<br />
‘Could we call it in now? I think it’s important.’<br />
‘I’m heading straight back now and I’ll let them know and that’s a promise.’<br />
‘DI Bennett, I don’t think you understand…’<br />
‘I’ve promised, haven’t I? Can’t do more than that. They’ll ring you if they think there’s something<br />
in it. You’d better get out, love. Don’t worry about that lot. Come on. I mean it.’<br />
A few journalists were in front of the house, watching us. He wound down the window. ‘Clear off<br />
out of her way,’ he shouted. ‘Go on. Get away.’<br />
Another blast from the radio and I knew I had to go, or the news about the keys would surely come<br />
through.<br />
I climbed out of the car, my head down and my hood up, and ran for it.<br />
Inside the house I stood there with the keys in my hand, and tried to think what to do. Skittle, still in<br />
his cast, wove clumsily between my legs, his tail wagging, wanting affection.<br />
I called Kenneth Steele House and yet again I asked to be put through to Fraser, but I was told she<br />
was busy and would call me back. They assured me that they understood how urgent my request to<br />
speak to Fraser was, and that they’d pass my message on and somebody would get back to me.<br />
Nicky answered her phone, listened in silence as I blurted the whole story out: Lucas Grantham’s<br />
arrest, Miss May in the car on the way back home, everything. ‘Tell the police again,’ she said when<br />
I’d finished. ‘Call them back. Make them listen.’<br />
In the background I heard the distinctive sound of the doorbell at the cottage.<br />
‘Where are you, Nicky? I thought you were at home.’<br />
‘I’ve got to get the door. Sorry. I’ll call you back.’<br />
‘Don’t go.’<br />
‘OK hold on, let me just see who it is. I’ll get rid of them.’<br />
I heard the sound of her footsteps, the click of a door opening, a male voice, then Nicky was back<br />
on the line, saying: ‘I’m so sorry, I really have to go,’ and it went dead.