DM Turner- The Esseential psychedelic guide

This experience took place during the stage of the Ketamine journey where
one begins to reestablish self-awareness... I was infinite awareness, knowing
myself to be consciousness itself. As this omnipotent consciousness, I was
also aware that I was the creator of all that I perceived. I began creating
some objects that were suspended in a multi-dimensional space, floating and
swirling about the way planets and star systems may appear if viewed from
a perspective where you could see their entire motion. I decided to give
each of these objects a certain degree of consciousness and memory, so that
they could view things from their own perspectives. Yet I knew that as
objects within my creation, they could never attain the unlimited awareness
that I possessed. Generating this creation also enlarged my own limitless
universe, as I could now enjoy the miniaturized views belonging to each of
these objects. As I watched, these objects grew in knowledge, along with
their ability to see, understand, and interact with one another and their
surroundings. It then dawned on me that all of us are just particles of the
Creator's consciousness, learning and trying to understand. I was swept by a
wave of emotion, and felt an empathy and understanding reaching out to all
beings. I then had the feeling of wanting this reality to exist. This "model" I
had produced as an experiment felt good, and I wanted it to become
manifest. I was the Creator, deciding to begin Creation. Next, I was
absolutely flooded with an overwhelming feeling of love, such as I had
never felt before. This feeling is always a bit of a novelty to me. I tend to be
more of a mental, masculine persuasion. But this love was of an intensity I
had never before experienced. It seemed like the love that Goddess must
feel for her creations. It had a distinct feminine or maternal quality to it, and
as I regained self-awareness, this love poured into every aspect of my
being.
As I sit at my desk typing this I am still under the effects of 2C-B plus
Ketamine. Now here's one for the unusual coincidences list. The phone on
my desk rings, normally I would pick it up and talk to whoever's on the line,
even though I'm still fairly inebriated. But as I sat next to the ringing phone
I had the intuition that my mother was calling, she usually calls every month
or two. And since she's under the impression that I don't take any drugs, I
decided not to talk to her while I was this high, and with my vocalization
slurred as it normally is for a couple hours after taking Ketamine. After the
fourth ring my machine answered, and after my greeting played back I was
not surprised to hear my mother's voice leaving a message.
One of the most intriguing phenomena of CydelikSpace is what I'll call the
Cosmic Wind or Cosmic Jet-Stream. I've experienced this Cosmic Wind
some 20 times, most often while combining 2C-B with Ketamine, and each
time it's been sheer bliss, thrilling excitement, effortlessness, and the