DM Turner- The Esseential psychedelic guide
perceptions which I feel led to my experience. I had been closely observing some small lizards which move at an amazing speed in the hot desert sun. In trying to synchronize with a lizard's mind, it was quite apparent that its time sense, as well as the flow of information from its sense organs to its responding muscles, was worlds apart from that of a human. Then, while hiking in a canyon, I noticed what appeared as webbing strewn across the canyon walls. Upon looking closer this turned out to be a harder material than the rock below eroding at a slower pace and standing out in ridges of web-shaped formations. It appeared to have been created during volcanic eruptions of molten minerals at the time the mountains were formed. The canyon, cutting ever deeper into the mountain's side, was revealing the history of the terrain. As I sat back to rest and closed my eyes, my visual sphere became filled with visions of desert animals like snakes and scorpions, images which are typical of a session in the desert. The next vision that appeared was a distinct image of a saber tooth tiger. I thought of early humans who were hunted by such animals, and the strength of the impression this must have made on the minds of my ancient ancestors. This train of thought progressed and I saw large, hairy, bear-like forest animals who probably left similar impressions on the species consciousness. As my mind progressed further back in time I began to see creatures of the dinosaur era which in ancient times had roamed the ground I was now resting on. And I was aware that going back along the evolutionary line I must have evolved from such creatures. I began to feel that in times past I had been each of the animals that I saw, the predators who hunted, and the victims who fled from the predators with fear and were eaten. Then my mind's eye opened up and time spread out to infinity. I saw and experienced all the manifestations that the land around me had been through over millions of years, and the lives of all creatures that had lived there. This myriad detailed lives and visions was simultaneously present in my mind with startling clarity for a timeless moment. I had become the One Mind onto which all the experiences of time have been etched. I went past this fulcrum and saw myself retreating to my individual perspective. The afterglow of this experience infused the next several hours of the acid high, and left me awed with the magic of the desert environment. By the time the full moon was high in the sky I had hiked to the salt flats and administered Ketamine while at the lowest elevation in the United States. I felt that I became part of the earth and penetrated to levels deep within the "mind" of the planetary consciousness. Becoming part of the earth's spirit is something frequently experienced by myself and others while on Ketamine.
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perceptions which I feel led to my experience. I had been closely observing<br />
some small lizards which move at an amazing speed in the hot desert sun. In<br />
trying to synchronize with a lizard's mind, it was quite apparent that its time<br />
sense, as well as the flow of information from its sense organs to its<br />
responding muscles, was worlds apart from that of a human. <strong>The</strong>n, while<br />
hiking in a canyon, I noticed what appeared as webbing strewn across the<br />
canyon walls. Upon looking closer this turned out to be a harder material<br />
than the rock below eroding at a slower pace and standing out in ridges of<br />
web-shaped formations. It appeared to have been created during volcanic<br />
eruptions of molten minerals at the time the mountains were formed. <strong>The</strong><br />
canyon, cutting ever deeper into the mountain's side, was revealing the<br />
history of the terrain.<br />
As I sat back to rest and closed my eyes, my visual sphere became filled<br />
with visions of desert animals like snakes and scorpions, images which are<br />
typical of a session in the desert. <strong>The</strong> next vision that appeared was a<br />
distinct image of a saber tooth tiger. I thought of early humans who were<br />
hunted by such animals, and the strength of the impression this must have<br />
made on the minds of my ancient ancestors. This train of thought progressed<br />
and I saw large, hairy, bear-like forest animals who probably left similar<br />
impressions on the species consciousness. As my mind progressed further<br />
back in time I began to see creatures of the dinosaur era which in ancient<br />
times had roamed the ground I was now resting on. And I was aware that<br />
going back along the evolutionary line I must have evolved from such<br />
creatures. I began to feel that in times past I had been each of the animals<br />
that I saw, the predators who hunted, and the victims who fled from the<br />
predators with fear and were eaten. <strong>The</strong>n my mind's eye opened up and time<br />
spread out to infinity. I saw and experienced all the manifestations that the<br />
land around me had been through over millions of years, and the lives of all<br />
creatures that had lived there. This myriad detailed lives and visions was<br />
simultaneously present in my mind with startling clarity for a timeless<br />
moment. I had become the One Mind onto which all the experiences of time<br />
have been etched. I went past this fulcrum and saw myself retreating to my<br />
individual perspective. <strong>The</strong> afterglow of this experience infused the next<br />
several hours of the acid high, and left me awed with the magic of the desert<br />
environment.<br />
By the time the full moon was high in the sky I had hiked to the salt flats<br />
and administered Ketamine while at the lowest elevation in the United<br />
States. I felt that I became part of the earth and penetrated to levels deep<br />
within the "mind" of the planetary consciousness. Becoming part of the<br />
earth's spirit is something frequently experienced by myself and others<br />
while on Ketamine.