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Wulfram glanced at Cleandra, wondering if the same was true of her. She was laughing, making some<br />

jibe at Friedrich. Was this all a farce? To stave off her brother's entreaties? To prevent him from seeking<br />

her out with dogs and hunters, or holding her there by force? He glanced at her smiling face, that summer<br />

radiance he coveted. His stomach twisted, and he thought of each time they’d parted and how his soul<br />

turned gray in her absence. His heart burned, fluttering too fast. He took a deep breath and sat taller,<br />

willing himself to eat something.<br />

Cleandra nudged him. “Try the duck, it’s astounding.”<br />

Agreeing and obliging, he tried it without tasting. In the back of his mind, he ran through scenarios in<br />

which he asked her to stay. But when he imagined her cooped up in the castle, he cringed—no, she’d lose<br />

something of herself in here. And despite Friedrich's repeated, silent supplications, Wulfram wouldn’t<br />

breathe a word to convince her.<br />

Yes, Wulfram. What could you really hope for? You should’ve known better.<br />

When the feast slowed and people grew sleepy and over-stuffed, Cleandra excused herself from the<br />

table. He followed her, of course, as though a logical extension of her movement.<br />

The sky was rippling velvet and layered pearls, thick, generous drapes of stars, scattered and blinking.<br />

Cleandra raised her face to the jewel lights and spun, laughing, and they shimmered in time with her<br />

intricate footfalls as her ankles crisscrossed, barefoot, leaving nimble toe-prints in the dirt. As she grew<br />

dizzy, she allowed Wulfram to catch her. She held onto him to steady herself, peering at him with deep aloe<br />

eyes. He paused, watching the way the corner of her lips curled in content.<br />

“Friedrich worries about you.”<br />

She deflated with a little sigh. “He shouldn’t. I'd be more at hazard here, where my boredom would get<br />

the better of me.”<br />

Wulfram chuckled, but he knew she heard the sad thrum in his throat, which he couldn't hide, the<br />

catch in his breath when he thought of her leaving again.<br />

“I suppose no one understands. But just look around you, look at this orchard. Perfect rows of trees,<br />

perfect fruit, perfect little chosen flowers. But that's why it isn't perfect. People think it's forest-like simply<br />

because it has trees? They have no idea what a forest is like. Where's the life? If we chase out birds and<br />

nests because they might ruin the fruit, we also take away half the tree's purpose. And is that our choice to<br />

make? If we wanted the forest inside our walls, we'd really let it in, wouldn't we?”<br />

Wulfram let himself drift closer to her. She didn't seem to mind. “When you look at something, you<br />

never see what I'd expect you to.”<br />

“Well, how can I? Do you see what I mean? There—the flower bed’s trampled, and there—some lovestruck<br />

fool's carved names into a trunk. And benches! Has anyone ever tried sitting in a tree, or on the

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